Choosing the Wrong Honey

seven months (85)

"just invite the closest family to Ris". said Bima closed his eyes

seeing Bima indifferently makes Risana's heart hurt, he thought after Nafisa's departure, Bima would love him more and could have Bima's heart completely.

"mas, are you unhappy?". said Risana staring at Bima

"i'm happy Ris, I'm just tired". Bima said still closing her eyes

"why is your attitude gini mas, sometimes do not care about me, I need you mas".

hearing Risana whining Bima opened her eyes, looking at Risana with tired eyes.she thought now she had lost Nafisa, not to lose Risana too, especially now Risana is pregnant with her child

"sorry I am Ris". said Bima woke up from her sleep

"later we take care of the same yes, the simple one that is important for families to gather". said Bima hugging Risana

"forgive me Ris, I still think of Nafisa, I still love her".

since then Bima began to learn to accept Risana back, loving her with all her heart. Bima also started to notice the little things that Risana liked.

the seven-monthly Risana event is simple but very lively, every moment he captured with a camera and made a video

the extended family of Risana and of the Bima family all gathered together, all happy because soon a new family member will be present, let alone this first grandchild for Abah Yasir and Mamah Rossa.

in the session of the event, Risana was bathed in the flower water, seen Abah Yasir got the first turn to pour water into Risana's body, all cheering cheerfully, as if forgetting there is a Nafisa who is struggling with pain, and was once in the middle of their family as well

the next session of the photo event, Bima appeared to hug Risana with affection, kiss Risana's forehead and then kiss Risana's enlarged stomach.

finished taking pictures Risana walking towards the corner of the park to meet her brother.She was busy chatting with her brother, a smile on her lips always signifies she was happy

from far away Bima noticed Risana, seeing Risana's sweet smile, Bima wanted to organize her heart, start a new life with Risana and her baby later

"i will forget you Sa, although slowly, surely later I will get used to living without you". murmured in his heart Bima looked at Risana who was talking to his brother

from the direction of the door Bima saw Yola and Zian coming, immediately Bima walked towards the two, to welcome Yola and Zian.

"pak Bima, congratulations sir"., said Yola shaking hands with Bima

"good sir". said Zian also shook hands with Bima

"thank you please Yola, Zian enjoyed the dish".

Zian looked at Bima long ago, there was a sense of unease in his heart because he once liked Risana, although now he and Risana are friends and there is still love in his heart

"Where are you, sir?". asked Yola

"it's there". said Bima pointed to the direction where Risana was

Yola and Zian immediately approached Risana, Yola immediately hugged her friend who would soon become a mother, while Zian she just smiled, seeing her heart is now happy.

"goodbye Ris, hopefully the grandpa is healthy and later the delivery is safe all". said Zian smiled with Risana

"thank you Zian".Risana smiled back as well

Bima was very busy when it appeared he stood receiving new guests, although only family and close friends were invited but the seven-month Risana event was so special that it made Bima look busy

"hai Bim". said Rashid walking towards Bima

"he is martyred, I don't think you came". said Bima shaking hands with Rashid

"definitely came Bim, but sorry my wife can not come because there was an event with her friend first".

"yes it's not what Syid. please enjoy the dish Syid".

Rashid then took a glass of drink, he seemed to talk with Bima. asked Nafisa news, because Rashid knew how Bima and Nafisa struggle while still in college.

"Nafisa how is Bim?". asked Rashid while enjoying his drink

"two weeks later the trial court verdict".

"so you're really divorced?". asked Rashid in disbelief

"this is actually Syid's misunderstanding, inexplicably Nafisa arrived to leave the house. And Dad wanted me and Nafisa divorced. While in court I wanted to ask him, but in the way by Dad, Dad stopped, until now I still ask Syid, what is the cause of Nafisa go".

"you're not defending Bim, if this is just a misunderstanding".

"i defended Syid for free, Dad already hates me so much". said Bima with a sad face

while Nafisa was sitting in her wheelchair staring at the window in the room. Nafisa saw one by one photos and videos of Risana's seven-monthly event on social media.

his eyes condense, tears are full wet his eyes.he can not bear to see Bima and Risana happy, his heart hurts why Bima so quickly forget him.

"this is what I want, he remains happy even after my departure". he muttered softly seeing the video of Bima and Risana

"hopefully your content is healthy Ris, you are also healthy. I entrust Bima mas to you yes, take good care of her love. May you last until becoming grandparents". he murmured again while wiping away the falling tears

Nafisa then took out a piece of paper, she wrote down all her feelings that she made a letter, and she always kept it neatly in the desk drawer.

"later when we are no longer together, no longer allowed to look at each other again, I will remain grateful, because ever given the opportunity to love you, ever the reason you laugh, I will still be grateful, I've been a listener to your stories.at least I got to be something in your life.and later I'll come back to see you as someone whose wounds have healed, as someone whose heart has returned to fullness, I will tell you how much I have limped, got up and ran from the pursuit of your shadow. about how great I have to argue with my heart to keep going or give up, how much I have to be able to even though it is hard. later I will come back to see you, as someone whose love is still, as a person, but the sense of wanting to have it is no longer". wrote Nafisa in her letter

his heart ached to see Bima and Risana, but what else, it was his destiny to separate from Bima. and start a new life again while continuing to undergo cancer treatment.

previously Nafisa was going to China with Dad, but because Nafisa's condition was very weak forced Dad to postpone all Nafisa's treatment schedule.