Choosing the Wrong Honey

shadow lover (46)

the first event was a traditional Indonesian dance performance, then continued to sing the Indonesian national anthem.The event continued until it arrived at the event which was filled by Zian.

Risana was shocked because he only found out that Zian was participating in the event tonight.Zian dashingly went up on stage carrying a guitar to accompany his singing. arriving on stage Zian gave a little speech about his campus that was commemorating the anniversary. Zian also explained that he would sing a song to the people he loved.

"this is a very deep song for me, this song I dedicate to someone I love very much, someone who owns my heart but I could never have it. even so this love is still burning will never be extinguished until later he himself extinguished it". said Zian explained long about the song that will be performed.

"you are the owner of a heart I never had

who came as part of my life story

I love you with all my heart

I always try to be what you ask

I know you actually know

but you choose as if you do not know

you're hiding my love

behind the mask of your fake friendship

you made me a shadow lover

to accompany when you feel lonely

I have been living my own love story for years

maybe it's true

love is no longer valuable

all free

when you have no ties"

Risana was fated to see Zian on stage he knew, actually the song was aimed at him, because Risana only considered Zian as a friend. used to be when Risana's heart was worried about Bima, Bima, and Risana's, Risana always spends time with Zian.

only Zian is able to comfort Risana, although Zian does not know if Risana is engaged to Bima. Zian sincerely loves Risana, is affectionate and always wants to make her happy. Only this time his heart is really bent on the knee with a girl who does not love him, who only considers his best friend

though Zian is the tallest playboy cluster on campus, almost all girls have been in Zian baperin but end up just as an outlet and fun.

The almost unblinking shutter of seeing Zian on stage made Bima a little annoyed, though, because for Bima a wife must be able to keep her view both from other men as well as from other religions and Islam has also explained about it.

zian's song is finished Risana is still looking at Zian, making Bima a little jealous.His heart aches to see Risana watching other men when there is her husband next to her.

two hours passed and finally the campus event was finished, Bima and Risana rushed home from the campus.When in the car park Risana saw Monica and her friends were gathering, and the, deliberately Risana hugged Bima's arm with a friendly glance towards Monica, there was a sneaky smile on Risana's lips.

Monica who saw it made hotter, her heart raging, angry to see Risana now the braver. with a pouting face Monica entered her car drove quickly regardless of her friend.

"aaarrgghh" shouted Monica furiously hitting her steering wheel hard

"b*ngs*t you ris, I love to die with Mr. Bima but even you who dapetinnya. I don't want Ris, I will make your relationship ruined with Pak Bima". shouted Monica angry indistinctly in her car

while in the car Bima just speechless, his gaze only focused forward without seeing Risana in the slightest. Bima's strange attitude was realized by Risana, Risana who felt innocent began to be confused with Bima's silent attitude.

"mas, why are you silent". asked Risana with a heart afraid to speak wrongly.

"it's okay". said Bima with a flat expression still staring ahead.

"why keep quiet? do I have anything wrong?". asked Risana reassuringly.

"no". replied Bima briefly

Risana knows that now Bima is angry, from her speech and tone indicates that her mood is not good. Risana decided to just quietly look at the window with a feeling that was still confused.

arriving at Bima's house directly entered Nafisa's room regardless of Risana. Risana was only speechless to see Bima enter Nafisa's room, he stood his heart ache, confused not to know what his mistake was, suddenly silenced like that.

"your gold why else? why do you always act like this like me? sometimes good sometimes nyebelin, sometimes romantic sometimes also do not care. I think you are mature mas, but in fact your attitude like a child". murmured in the heart of the risana still pecking in front of Nafisa's room.

with all her might Risana walked towards her room up one by one stairs. "weak it feels innocent but in diemin gini". muttered lirih Risana climbed one by one stairs with no enthusiasm.

arriving in Risana's room lying on the bed, thinking about Bima's attitude is still unstable.Sometimes good sometimes jutek sometimes romantic.weary thinking of making Nafisa sleep until morning.

while in Bima's room he rushed to pray and ask for forgiveness to the creator.he expressed his frustration to Risana for looking at Zian like that.

"i'm jealous God saw my wife looking at another man with sparkling eyes, which should only be allowed for me her husband.I'm sorry for the servant who had wrongly educated the servant's wife. I love him very much also Nafisa, always make a mature servant O Allah". said Bima pray in his prayer.

Bima immediately cleared his prayer mat, in his mind began to be confused why always behave like children if with Risana.

"ay Allah". said Bima rubbed his face

"why always be childish gini if Risana, is it because he is young?". muttered Bima confused himself with his attitude.

Bima and Risana are 13 years old, Bima is 34 years old while Risana is 21 years old.The distance that makes Bima and Risana is just as unstable as their respective attitudes.

although Bima has three heads but Bima's face still looks young, not infrequently who think if Bima is still 25 years old.

equally tired Bima chose to sleep in Nafisa's room because lazy to argue with the risana.Bima street morning itself around the complex. Risana that woke around the house looking for the existence of Bima but not found

Risana was more afraid if Bima was really angry with him. then Risana walked towards the dining table when he saw that he had served breakfast there.

"this must have been what made Bima, but where did he go? do not let him follow mbak Nafisa, hufftt I will be afraid alone". Risana oceh while taking the plate and rice in front of him

"mas Bima emang dream husband, morning gini already nyiapin breakfast hihihi. I think even still sleep". said Risana giggling