Choosing the Wrong Honey

need attention (78)

"why don't you ever tell me about your ex Ris, why are you hiding everything from me".

"so they've been in a relationship for three years? then break up after marrying me? what else are you hiding Ris. What game are you playing right now".

he wanted to go home immediately to ask for an explanation to Risana, but seeing Nafisa whose condition was not possible to stay, Bima tried to suppress his emotions.

bima's soul was increasingly shaken after getting news about Risana, especially now that Nafisa's state was critical. with tears he occasionally looked at Nafisa who was still asleep, apologizing for all her mistakes

"what sin, O Allah, that You gave this trial to the servant, I have fully believed in the second wife of the servant, why even this. what should I do O Allah". said in Bima's heart with a roaring cry

"sorry Abi Mi, Abi is not a good husband, since there is Risana, Abi is even more concerned with Risana than Umi who is sick".

"pardon Abi Mi".

around ten o'clock in the evening Nafisa was transferred to the hospital room, in Bima's face looked very tired. Beside Nafisa, Bima chanted a verse of the Koran hoping that Nafisa heard and immediately realized.

almost one juz Bima read the Koran, finally Nafisa realized from her stupor. Nafisa looked at Bima, looking into her husband's tearful eyes.

"Abi". said Nafisa shriveled towards Bima

"iya Umi". said Bima approached Nafisa's face full of tears

"so Umi dreamed, Umi walked in a very beautiful place, with clear water and green trees. Umi was very happy there, but Umi saw Abi and Risana both, then Abi called Umi, after which Umi woke up already here".

"Umi quickly healed yes, Umi spirit, sure if it can be healed! Naphisa

"Umi do not think that heavy, Umi must always be happy".

Bima was crying when he saw Nafisa, especially after Nafisa told him if she dreamed of being in a beautiful place, Bima was more afraid of losing Nafisa

for days Nafisa was admitted to the hospital every day also Nafisa's body was always given chemical drugs that make her body thinner, and now only bones and skin.

today is the last day Bima leave after three days of taking leave, she decided to go home to change clothes. When she got home there was Risana waiting in the living room, immediately Risana approached Bima asking for clarity because some days did not go home without telling him

"mas, where are you?. three days I call never lifted, I send a message also not reply". Risana oceh approached to Bima who just entered the house

Risana actually knew that Bima was angry with him because the photos and videos of the conversation between her and Yuda had spread widely, but Risana pura did not know about it

"i'm taking care of my wife who is sick again, what's wrong?". said Bima looked at Risana seriously

"i also need your attention mas, let alone I'm pregnant with your child". Risana's face began to blush with anger

"why have you never been honest with me about your ex-lover, and you, after that you left him after you married me. What are you hiding Ris". said Bima a little hard staring at Risana seriously

"you never ask about my old life, about me leaving my ex, because I never had any love for him, from the beginning we had a relationship I never loved him". Risana explained her relationship with Yuda

"oh this, Yuda Pratama the sole owner of hospital B. he is perfect Ris, educated overseas graduates, I think also the person is decent. But why do you live?". tanya Bima while reading the biodata from Yuda Pratama

"sufficient mas, I just love you. don't discuss the past. I can't you cuekin gini mas, I want you to pay attention again with me". said Risana emotion heard Bima's speech

"i'm sorry mas, I'm afraid of losing you, I love you mas".

Bima was just silent, according to him he was wrong if silencing Risana especially now Risana is pregnant, Bima is afraid if it will affect the health of her child.

"i'm not angry, but you have to surrender with Nafisa, for 6 days I will accompany Nafisa and only one day with you".

but Risama only silent, he complied with Bima's words.although he actually did not accept if only given one day with Bima. but Risana did not dare to refuse fear Bima getting angry.

Bima felt tired of his current situation. during the course of teaching school Bima thought it better he resigned from campus and focused on taking care of Nafisa. because Bima was very worried about the condition of Nafisa, who was very worried about the condition of Nafisa, he was afraid that if he did not have time with Nafisa one day he would regret it.

after teaching Bima solidified his heart making his resignation letter in the room of the chairman of the Bima foundation sitting on the sofa next to the chairman of the foundation.

"sorry sir, this is my resignation letter".

"what is the reason for Mr. Bima to resign?". asked the chairman of the foundation

"my wife is very sick sir, while I was teaching in the morning at the school, so I did not have time to take care of my wife sir".

"what pain does your wife Pak Bima?". asked the chairman of the foundation curious

"uterine cancer is stage three pack" said Bima explained

"is there a connection also with the news about the marriage of Pak Bima with a student named Risana? so Pak Bima resigned from this campus?". asked the chairman of the foundation with a serious look

"no sir, not at all. this is purely due to the circumstances of my first wife who is seriously ill. So I apologize sir, I have to resign as a lecturer at this campus". bima said calmly explained to the chairman of the foundation

"then how the solution sir?. whereas I do not want to leave my wife for too long".

"if you can, Mr. Bima leave alone for Pak Bima want until your wife is really healed. Most importantly, you do not resign from this campus".

long chatting finally Bima agreed to leave until an unspecified time.after from the campus Bima returned to the hospital to accompany Nafisa, this time Bima is really afraid of losing Nafisa and wants to give more attention

after one week in the care of Nafisa finally allowed to go home, but he had to continue undergoing several treatments for five consecutive days.

when at the dining table Bima appeared to feed Nafisa, patiently wiping the remaining porridge attached to the mouth of Nafisa. Risana who saw the incident made her heart even more sick

Risana felt himself also needed attention from Bima, but now Bima even more attention to Nafisa. let alone after Bima knew about Risana's past, making Bima further away from Risana.

a few days have passed, today it is Bima's turn to sleep in Risana's room. in Bima's bed first closed his eyes regardless of Risana. Bima still felt disappointed at the attitude of Risana who covered her past.

almost a month the relationship of Bima and Risana tenggang, it makes Risana could not accept.when Nafisa sunbathing in the morning in the yard, Risana came to Nafisa.

this time Risana's heart was filled with emotion.he walked a little quickly with a stomach that had already looked somewhat enlarged, he approached Nafisa who was sitting alone.

"mbak, because you can't be fair Bima". said Risana full of emotions

"what do you mean Ris?". asked Nafisa Iirih feeling astonished

"i also need attention Bima mbak. now I am pregnant with her child, but because of mbak mas bima even more attention mbak.". said Risana loudly to make Nafisa shocked

"i want to stay in Bima mas, go far. until Bima mas do not know the existence of mbak. please mbak this child also needs the attention of his father, so mbak do not be greedy master mas Bima itself". risana is becoming more and more

Nafisa stood looking at Risana seriously, with her weak state Nafisa slapped Risana's cheek until reddened.slapped hard until Risana felt pain as Nafisa felt now

"are you still sane Ris?". asked Nafisa still staring intently

"do you forget, mbak who told you to get married with Bima mas. because you know your love is big and sincere for Bima mas. and at that time mbak sure you are a good and right person. is it because love makes your heart blind?". asked Nafisa by looking at Risana seriously until she could not say a word

"it turns out I chose you wrong. I will give Bima mas for you, completely. and I will not disturb your life again, I know enough myself to be a burden for my husband. and hopefully you can be happy with your choice". said Nafisa passed leaving Risana still standing

Nafisa walked quietly in her room, with her weak state she cried as a result. Nafisa did not think that Risana would be treated like that, but Nafisa used to think Risana was a good girl.

Nafisa sitting on the edge of the bed, she still remembers Risana's words earlier, Nafisa also remembered Bima's treatment when she first knew that Risana was pregnant, and her self was ignored by Bima. this is the lowest time Nafisa, when she was sick wanted to be noticed by her husband but she was instead in her honeymoon.

"maybe with me going will make things better, I'm sorry mas, I have to go I know enough myself with my situation". murmured exclaimed Nafisa then woke up from her seat

Nafisa walked slowly out of the house, she was very difficult with her feet that were difficult to move. But Nafisa continued to walk despite the rain falling heavily, wetting her weak body.

long walk until the rain subsides, but he does not know where to go, he just continues to walk without direction.most importantly he away from Bima and Risana.

at the same time there was a doctor Noval passing by, from his car the doctor Noval felt familiar with the woman who was walking on the sidewalk.Noval doctor immediately pulled over his car and approached the woman

"Nafisa". said Noval's doctor holding the woman's shoulder

"doctor Noval".

"what are you doing here? who are you?". asked the doctor Noval anxiously holding both shoulders Nafisa

but Nafisa only cried shed tears without stopping, could not bear to see Nafisa crying, Noval doctor immediately invited Nafisa into his car

"let's go with me Sa, you don't go on the road alone, it's a danger to you". Noval's doctor led Nafisa into her car

doctor Noval still seems curious why Nafisa can be on the road alone without any Bima or Risana. occasionally doctor Noval look towards Nafisa he wants to know what really happened

"Sa, what exactly are you?". asked Dr. Noval

"i left Val's house, I had a fight with my sister". Nafisa's still covering from Noval's doctor

"your brother who is Sa?". asked the doctor Noval pretending not to know

"my honey sister". said Nafisa staring ahead

"so you have a honey sister?". asked the doctor Noval pura did not know, because he wanted to hear directly from Nafisa's mouth

"yes, I have a honey sister, I chose her myself, I asked her to marry my husband because I could not give offspring. while my husband is the only child, I feel sorry every time I see him let alone his friends already have children even more than one. I try to think, maybe by telling him to marry again will make his life better, he said, he would have a child of his own flesh and blood, but for some reason my husband of the past few weeks let my middle brother, and more attention to me, it made my honey sister unacceptable". nafisa said, her eyes blank with tears dripping down

there is anger in the heart of Doctor Noval, why Nafisa must be hurt, especially with the situation now, Nafisa should not be pressured like this, the heart of Doctor Noval felt pain to see Nafisa hurt.

"you are patient Sa". said the doctor Noval feel pity