Choosing the Wrong Honey

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Nafisa woke up from her sleep, opened her eyes slowly, her eyes looked at the bed beside her, there was no Bima by her side. she took a long breath, then tried to sit on the edge of the bed

Nafisa know, surely Bima only entertained himself, he just tried to be fair with his wife, after sleeping Bima moved in Risana's room. But Nafisa tried to arrange her heart, understand the circumstances that exist.

He must be strong to accept all the treatment of Bima, the most important thing for Nafisa is that Bima still wants to accompany him and wants to divide the time for him.

from the edge of Nafisa's bed trying to stand up to her weak body, with great difficulty, she stepped slowly towards the dining table, arriving at the dining table she sat pensively thinking about Bima and her household, Nafisa stared at the clock on the wall that showed the number two, the atmosphere of the night was just a silent accompany.

just now Nafisa was relieved that Bima could be fair with his wife, but in fact, he was just trying to entertain so that Nafisa was not sad, and to look fair

feeling lonely, Nafisa returned to her room, laid down her body again, and tried to sleep until morning.

***

today Noval's doctor plans to come to Baskoro's doctor's room, he wants to express his gratitude for helping him.he seems to think sitting in his chair facing the window

at first glance implied in his mind, how is Nafisa today, he wants to make sure if Nafisa is okay.he remembers if he already has the Nafisa number he asked for at lunch together. soon Noval's doctor picks up her cell phone, writes a message to Nafisa

"hai Sa, how are you?.

from Noval" wrote Noval's doctor in the conversation app

in the heart of the doctor Noval his feelings please be anxious, what message is in reply Nafisa or not. occasionally he stared at the screen of his phone, hoping for a reply from Nafisa, but absolutely no reply from Nafisa. long wait, then, the doctor Noval put his cell phone in his pocket, then stood up to step out of his room

his steps are now fixed to the Baskoro doctor's room, he wants to meet with Baskoro four-eyes doctor, discuss the problem of Nafisa cancer. After arriving in front of Baskoro's doctor's room, Baskoro, he wants to meet with his doctor, doctor Noval immediately knocked on the door of Baskoro's office

tok tok tok tok

"come in". said Baskoro doctor in his room

getting approval from Baskoro doctor he immediately opened the door to step his foot inside. Doctor Noval looked seriously into the eyes of doctor Baskoro

"please sit Noval's doctor".Baskoro's doctor said he saw Noval's doctor walking toward him

doctor Noval immediately sat in a chair across Baskoro's doctor.he was really afraid of Nafisa's state, he was afraid if Nafisa's cancer even more spread, especially in fact Nafisa's cancer cells have not died completely. and yesterday's conversation that Nafisa's cancer cells had partially died, it was because of the request of Noval's doctor so that Nafisa could undergo treatment calmly without thinking because it could not heal

"doctor Baskoro, thank you yesterday for helping me, this is all I did for the sake of Nafisa, so that he does not think about his illness seriously.I'm sorry doctor Baskoro, used my position arbitrarily. I shouldn't have done this". said Noval, a doctor who was sorry

"i understand Doctor Noval, that feelings will change everything. let alone love, we will do everything for someone we think is important. So, does Doctor Noval have any special feelings with Ms. Nafisa?". doctor Baskoro said with a smile

"no doc, I don't know myself either. I just want Nafisa to look happy, continue to recover from her pain".

"it's okay, doctor Noval, just convince first.believe, if someone we love, someday will be ours".

"please do not tell anyone yes doc, this is our secret.let's later if Nafisa control again, let me take care of it". said Noval doctor looked into the eyes of Baskoro doctor

"yes doctor Noval, as much as I can help the doctor".

"i'll excuse you, doc, good afternoon, thank you again". said Noval doctor stood up from his seat and shook hands with Baskoro doctor

after chatting with Baskoro's doctor, Noval decides to come to Nafisa's house.he wants to make sure Nafisa's condition is fine.

as the parking lot of Noval's step faster, he wanted to get to Nafisa's house immediately.The feeling in his heart was so worried, feeling guilty for lying to Nafisa.

along the way to Nafisa's house, Noval keeps staring at her phone screen, hoping for a reply from Nafisa, but until Noval's doctor arrives at Nafisa's house there is absolutely no reply

in his car, Noval's doctor continues to observe Nafisa's house, he continues to stare at the gate that is tightly closed like there is no activity in the house, looks very quiet.

while in the house of Nafisa, he just fell asleep in bed, feeling his stomach getting sicker.In his room he endured his own pain, he was in pain, never imagined before if he had to fight alone against malignant cancer that increasingly makes himself unable to stand.

without Bima on his side, without any Bima paying attention to him. he was alone, holding everything by himself.

it was almost afternoon, Noval's doctor decided to go home because he could not find out how Nafisa's condition, from the message he sent to Nafisa there was also no reply at all.

feeling disappointed, Noval doctor drove his car very fast.Noval doctor himself felt frustrated thinking about Nafisa, he was very thinking about Nafisa's health, even though he had never been seen by Nafisa.

in her room, Nafisa tried to sit on the edge of the bed, she tried to step her foot into the kitchen, she wanted to make milk pregnant women for Risana which she had previously entrusted to Bik Sumi.

according to Nafisa, he had not talked to Risana for a long time, Nafisa missed the Risana that used to be before everything changed as it is now

arriving in the kitchen, Nafisa slowly took a glass, opened the milk packaging and then took two spoons of dagger put into the glass. Nafisa was still painstakingly making milk even though her body was very weak.

with trembling hands Nafisa took a hot water flask, poured it into a glass by slowly stirring it one way.Once in a while Nafisa held her stomach that felt pain due to her uterine cancer.

milk for Risana is now ready, with the rest of her energy Nafisa tries to bring her milk to Risana's room, slowly, Nafisa climbed the stairs by holding railing

it felt very heavy for Nafisa to arrive at the next step of the stairs, she tried to take a deep breath and take a deep breath out, so that her body was ready to climb the next step.

just up the three steps, Nafisa was very tired, he tried to rest again. took a long breath and then in the loop, he repeated several times until his body felt good again. according to him this really requires a struggle to get to Risana's room

feeling good, Nafisa tried to continue up the next rung, long fought finally Nafisa had reached the top, the feeling in her heart there was happy there was sad. still with trembling legs after climbing the stairs, Nafisa walked towards Risana's room

walking very slowly, until it reached the front of Risana's room. then Nafisa tried to knock on Risana's room door calling Risana's name until heard by Risana

tok tok tok tok

"Ris, Risana. is it okay to enter?". said Nafisa knocking on Risana's door slowly

"Ris, please build the door".he said again because there was no answer

not wanting to give up, Nafisa continued to knock on the door of Risana's room, after long knocking Risana finally heard Nafisa's voice outside

"as her voice mbak Nafisa". muttered Risana softly looking at the direction of the door

but after being listened to carefully, it was true that Nafisa's voice, then Risana immediately came down from her bed walking towards the door.

opened the door quickly and looked at Nafisa's face as if she could not believe that there was Nafisa in front of her.

"Ris, bring milk for you. This is good for pregnant women". said Nafisa gave a glass of milk to Risana

"thank you mbak". said Risana took a glass in Nafisa's hand

"in the drink yes Ris". said Nafisa smiling to Risana

"iya mbak". said Risana forced her lips to smile

after taking the glass from Nafisa's hand, then Risana walked towards the table and put it. behind her followed Nafisa stepped into Risana's room. Nafisa wanted to chat for a while with Risana, because in Nafisa's heart there was never any hatred for Risana, she considered Risana like her own sister

"Ris, how old are you?". asked Nafisa sitting by the bed

"it's already Sunday mbak". said Risana staring at Nafisa

"hopefully healthy yes Ris, you don't get too tired.so later you can also be fat". said Nafisa still smiling

"iya mbak, I also still drink kog content boosters, especially after yesterday's accident, fearing that she will miscarry like mbak first".

"deg" Nafisa's heart was like slapped by the words of Risana. if given the choice, Nafisa also wanted to be able to conceive, give birth and have children like other women.but God said otherwise, he should live a story like this.

"Ris, go down first yeah, don't forget the milk is drunk

"i'm anther, huh mbak?". asked Risana

"no need Ris, kasian you. mbak can be alone kog. yes.". said Nafisa then stood up from her seat.

Nafisa walked slowly out of Risana's room, down the stairs one by one, it was not as difficult as when riding it, Nafisa felt lightly when coming down and then immediately returned to her room to relax her body

after Nafisa's departure, Risana sat on the edge of her bed, thinking of Nafisa who arrived suddenly giving her a glass of milk.

"tumben mbak Nafisa gave me a glass of milk".

"no matter what, the intention is good to let my baby be healthy". said Risana took a glass of milk from the table

Risana immediately drank the milk, there was nothing strange with Risana, but when night fell all his body reddened.like burning, he continued to wipe his hands that felt hot. Risana continued in pain, feeling unable to stand Risana immediately contacted Bima

ddrrttt ddrrttt

"hallo dear what's going on?". asked Bima who was driving her car

"my body heat all the mas like burning" said Risana panicked still rubbing her hands and face flushed red

"why.sayang?". asked Bima in panic

"hak tau mas arrived my body flushed and kept hot". explained Risana whining in pain

"this mas again on the road.wait a minute yes, as fast as again nyampe house". said Bima then hung up his phone

feeling panicked Bima immediately drove forward his car quickly.before Bima finally reached home, Bima quickly stepped into Risana room which was on the second floor.

"mas, look at the same face of my body, red red all mas". whine 'Risana saw Bima in the doorway

"why dear, what did you eat?". asked Bima towards Risana

"don't know mas, suddenly arrived gini". he said showing his hand to Bima

Bima confused why with his wife, he looked around, Bima saw there was an empty glass on the table Risana. Bima suspects that Risana has been drinking milk, because Risana is allergic to cow's milk

"honey, what glass is this?". asked Bima to take the glass

"it was a glass of milk, it was Nafisa who loved. she came here bring me milk". said Risana still wiping her tears and face

"Nafisa give you milk?". asked Bima in disbelief

"iya mas". said Risana convincingly

"you should drink it?". asked Bima to make sure

"yes mas, why is it?". asked.Risana still do not know

"honey, you are allergic to cow's milk, when you do not want?". asked Bima looking at Risana with an expression of disbelief

"yes mas, I forgot, aaaa hot mas, sick". cried Risana increasingly in pain

"this is because Nafisa mas mbak gave me milk". shouted Risana blame Nafisa

"sad Nafisa does not know if you are allergic to cow's milk, do not turn on Nafisa yes.Tomorrow we are doctors, we are considering your allergy".

"tetep aja mas mbak Nafisa". whining Risana in the arms of Bima

"quiet yes, tomorrow we will see a doctor". said Bima hugged Risana

"already yes, kasian dedeknya".he added still hugging Risana

after Risana calmed down a little Bima tried to talk to Nafisa, she wanted to tell if Risana was allergic to cow's milk. After Risana fell asleep Bima went down to Nafisa's room

bima's state of heart is confused because of Risana's spoiled attitude, must make him obey all Risana wishes, times inj Risana wants Bima to tell Nafisa if she is allergic to cow's milk