Choosing the Wrong Honey

white envelopes (73)

"the body of Umi limp Abi, Abi breakfast alone yes".

"all Umi wants to say, later Umi wants to go to the hospital in the same city Novita, because Umi knows Abi must be very busy".

"yes, Abi took a bath first yes". said Bima then kissed Nafisa's cheek without response from Nafisa

then Bima moved from her seat walking towards the bathroom, occasionally she looked towards Nafisa who was still in her slanted sleeping position.

"is Nafisa angry because I am not paying attention to her?. But Risana is in the hospital, I also just keep the malem fitting, because I am usually malem. I try to persuade her again later so she will understand". muttered in Bima's heart while in the bathroom

after finishing the bath, Bima saw Nafisa still in her position, because she did not want to disturb Nafisa, Bima took all her needs by herself. when changing clothes, Bima occasionally looked towards Nafisa who was still sleeping.

after that Bima breakfast himself in the service of Bik Sumi, while at the dining table Bik sumi saw only Bima who had breakfast without Nafisa, immediately Bik sumi approached his Master to ask for Bima's needs

"Master breakfast alone?". asked Bik Sumi standing beside Bima

"iya Bik, Nafisa was sick again, her body was limp". Bima said staring at Sumi's bik

"let the aunt bring you Mr". said Bik Sumi then took the plate and rice

"Nafisa was already breakfast yet bik?". asked Bima staring at bik Sumi who was taking rice

"no sir, I went to the mistress' room because the aunt was worried that the mistress had not left the room, wanted the aunt to get breakfast, but the lady said later". explained Bik Sumi then handed the plate to Bima

"thank you Bik". said Bima

"i'm sorry sir". said Bik Sumi and then back to the kitchen again

after finishing breakfast Bima returned again to Nafisa's room to say goodbye to Nafisa. he immediately opened the door slowly fearing Nafisa was shocked.

Bima stepped slowly towards Nafisa who was still sleeping. then sat on the edge of the bed staring at Nafisa's back, then approached Nafisa's face.

"Abi left yes, Umi do not forget breakfast". said Bima then kissed Nafisa's forehead

"Let the heart be yes". said Nafisa lay her body and looked at Bima

"iya Umi, Umi keep health so that it will heal quickly". said Bima looked at Nafisa, then Nafisa tilted her body back

before leaving Bima headed to the dressing table to pick up her mobile phone, but she forgot to put her mobile phone where.

Bima tried to search around the table, opening the desk drawer one by one, when opening the bottom drawer Bima found a white envelope from the hospital.

Bima read from above looking at every word of the letter, it turned out that the letter contained the laboratory results of Nafisa's disease. Bima seemed hit with the contents of the letter, but Bima tried to hide her cries, she was afraid Nafisa knew if Bima already knew if Nafisa's cancer was severe.

Bima felt very guilty, because all this time ignored Nafisa and more attention with Risana. because it was noon, Bima rushed to re-insert the letter into the envelope again.

with pity, Bima turned her body to walk towards Nafisa. saw Nafisa's back with tears, Bima's heart was so sick, when she knew Nafisa's cancer was stage three. she felt unbearable, she was not happy, because for several weeks he was more concerned with Risana than Nafisa

during the trip to school, Bima was unceasingly crying, lamenting the fate of his old wife who was so heartbreaking.while in her room Nafisa still lay her body, holding her stomach and waist that still hurt.

then Nafisa tried to sit on the edge of the bed, still thinking about what Novita said if she had to leave Bima. she did not know what kind of decision to make, because she still loves Bima, because she still loves Bima, while Bima was indifferent to him

at about half-nine Novita had reached Nafisa's house, he rushed to squeeze the doorbell, before Bik Sumi opened the door for Novita

"please enter non, already in waiting for Madam Nafisa in her room". explained Bik Sumi in the doorway

"Thank you bik". said Novita passed into Nafisa's room

"sa, don't daydream a lot ya. You should smile a lot Sa. should not think heavy heavy" said Novita standing in front of Nafisa

"iya Nov". said Nafisa lirih

"what time are we leaving for Sa?". Novita asked looking at his best friend's face

"now yes, I am ready first". said Nafisa standing up to step towards her closet

"i help Sa". said Novita trying to help Nafisa who seemed to have difficulty walking

Novita tries to help Nafisa choose clothes and help her dress up, because Nafisa's body is really limp.

Novita was happy to help her best friend. Novita remembers the kindness of Nafisa when she was down, where her husband cheated on her with a woman younger than him and preferred her affair, and Nafisa was always a good listener, encouraging himself to always look ahead, see his children

once Novita and Nafisa are ready to walk towards Novita's car, Novita patiently helps Nafisa get into the car.

during the trip to the hospital, Novita tried to ask how the continuation of the Nafisa household with Bima. Nafisa wants to continue if she wants to end it all

"so morning Bima did not come home" asked Novita while driving

"come home Nov, but I don't miss him, you know my own body is limp". said Nafisa lirih looking ahead

"how do you want to go?". asked Novita curious

"he thought I was angry, but I was sick again. he kept going to walk away, but Bima was still saying goodbye to me".

"why are you so patient sa, if I was you, I've asked to split Sa". Novita said a little emotion

"i don't know how Nov should be". said Nafisa not spirit

"do you want to continue what is it?". asked Novita again

"god willing I try to survive Nov". explained Nafisa steady with her choice

"i will support whatever your decision sa, as long as you are happy, but, if Bima's attitude is still the same, I ask you to stay in Bima. I will take care of everything for you". novita stared at Nafisa occasionally

long driving, they finally reach the hospital, Novita immediately helps Nafisa get out of her car, and walks towards registration.

Nafisa sits waiting in the waiting room and Novita takes care of the registration for Nafisa, suddenly, Noval's doctor comes to Nafisa in the waiting room and invites Nafisa to follow him to Baskoro's doctor's room

"who is this Sa?". Novita asked Nafisa to see a doctor approaching her

"this is doctor Noval Nov, doctor Noval this is my friend novita".

"hi doc". said Novita smile to doctor Noval

"hai Nov".repeated doctor Noval smiled

"let me deliver directly to Baskoro's doctor's room". invited Noval doctor to look at Nafisa and Novita

"ayo Sa, come along, this is the queue long you know, he said your body lemes". said Novita persuaded with a happy smile

Nafisa followed the advice of her best friend, the three of them then walked together to the room doctor Baskoro. Novita occasionally sees Noval's doctor, looking him in the eye.