
"father's decision is round, Mother do not hinder". said Father passed leaving Mother who is still sitting in the chair
since then Nafisa always wrote a letter to Bima, but never gave, the letter he kept neatly in the desk drawer.
when night fell, Father tried to advise Nafisa about the marriage, long negotiating with Father, finally he agreed to sue Bima even though he was forced to
"Sa, I want to talk". said Dad in the room doorway
"yes Father, come in". Nafisa's decree looks at her father in the doorway
Dad walked slowly towards Nafisa, then sat on the edge of the bed, Dad was confused out of nowhere to start a conversation so that Nafisa could take his advice, Dad was quiet for quite a while, take a deep breath and then let it out violently
"Dad knows, it must be heavy for you to let go of something that you still want to have, but, we must see, what the benefits of a thing that if we still maintain. if it gives good benefits, we must see, we may survive, but if we give a bad thing, we must be willing to let go". said Dad without looking at Nafisa
"Sa, I want the best for you. Look at yourself now, while with Bima, you are not healed, but even more sick.You are the daughter of the only father, the pride of Father, Father, I want you to be happy.and one more thing, I want you to obey this one Father request".
"what Yah". said Nafisa lirih
"Dad wants you to leave Bima, look for your better life.seek your own happiness.you obey Daddy, I know what is best for you".
father's lips quivered, saying the word part. I know, Nafisa still loves Bima very much, but I do not have the heart if Nafisa always hurt her heart, and experience inner pressure until her cancer does not heal
Nafisa long thought, she remembered all the events that she had experienced with Bima and Risana, Nafisa remembered the treatment of Bima to her, Nafisa also remembered the word Risana, said, if he wants Nafisa to go far away until Bima does not know.
"well, I want to sue Bima mas". said Nafisa lowered her head unable to resist crying
"tomorrow I'll have Dad's lawyer take care of your divorce".
"Dad sleep first yes, you also rest already at night". said Dad stood up from his seat, then left Nafisa alone
Nafisa knows this is the best way for her and Bima, separated, maybe her match destiny with Bima is only enough to get here, and maybe she will find a replacement soul mate Bima
"maybe this has been our path, even though I lost a good dream with you, lost your promise to me, lost all hope that we built together. and I will always be the same person with full love for you".
his day passed with an empty heart, every day he spent just sitting on the terrace, looking at the garden in front of his house.
Lafisa thinks whether he can continue his life or not, he does not know the surprise especially in the future, which he knows God is all-fair for what he did
long daydreaming arrived someone who gave a bouquet of flowers in front of Nafisa's face.
"a beautiful flower for a beautiful person". said the doctor Noval gave a bouquet of flowers to Nafisa
"Noval". said Nafisa looking at the doctor Noval
"this is for you Sa". said Noval doctor handed flowers to Nafisa
"thank you Val". said Nafisa received flowers from Noval's doctor
"you why daydream here, you should not be much thought you know". said Noval doctor sitting next to Nafisa
"the way you want Sa?". said Noval doctor with a sweet smile
"iya". said Nafisa softly with a nod
as Noval's doctor pushes Nafisa's wheelchair around the countryside, there is a small smile on Nafisa's lips, even though just walking around the village's streets makes Nafisa happy
his steps are now stalled in a green rice field, with the view of farmers growing vegetables and small children playing on the edge of the rice field.
"beautiful Sa". said Noval doctor smiling
"if I have a house here Sa, will definitely be at home". he said again still looking far ahead
"Val, can I ask you something?". asked Nafisa
"by Sa, I will answer for sure". said Noval doctor crouched in front of Nafisa
"do you know Risana's relationship with your cousin Judah?". asked Nafisa about Risana and Judah
"why are you asking Sa?". asked Noval
Nafisa silently looked at Noval's doctor seriously
"eemm knows Sa, but they've been broken up for a long time".
"is it because Risana married Bima and they broke up?". asked Nafisa again
"yes maybe, Yuda said it like that. You know Sa, now the state of Judah is not good.the psychic is disturbed because he knows Risana is married, some days call Risana's name continues, and some days say Risana's name continues, after that he forgot his memory"., Noval explained
"he's very worried, I feel sorry for his parents, especially he's the only child, the only hope". said Noval doctor lowered his head to feel sad about the state of the doctor Yuda
Nafisa seemed to think, she felt sorry for Yuda Karen Risana her life became a mess, just like her, because Risana also her life became a mess
"Val, we go home". Nafisa said looking at Noval's doctor
"iya Sa". said Noval doctor standing in front of Nafisa, then pushing his wheelchair.
on the other hand, Bima was teaching school. during the separation from Nafisa Bima's life became a mess, he never focused on his work, even though he had been famous for his intelligence.
sorenya Bima came home with no spirit, since in Nafisa Bima stay more daydreaming and rarely eating. along the way he only focused on staring ahead. when he arrived at the house Bima directly into the room Risana.
on the bedside table he saw an envelope from the religious court. Bima's heart already knew, it was a divorce papers from Nafisa.
Bima did not publish the letter at all, he threw himself on the bed, staring at the sky room. now he had no encouragement anymore, he was lying in bed, there is only Risana his second wife who will soon become his only wife.
"your gold has come home?". asked Risana approaching towards Bima
"do not change clothes first mas?". he asked again sitting on the edge of the bed
"later Ris, mas again tired". said Bima
"mas, my content is seven months old, if the first child is usually there is a seven-monthly event.mas when will there be a seven-monthly event for our child?". asked Risana holding the hand of Bima
"saturday yes Ris, you arrange the event".
"who will we invite?". asked Risana