Chasing Dreams

Chapter 5

This is the first day of PK2MB (the introduction of the new student campus) at this time I do not know anyone but a few of my level younger siblings when SMK used to be who is currently one generation with me.

There is a sense that bothers me when I will enter the dormitory because said my friends who have been continuing their education long before I they had been in the middle and played or even to get angry at by senior brother level they are. yes, I am afraid that nantiny will fight with them because I am easily provoked by emotions, but this is all I have to live because this is my choice that I have taken, he said, so just go through the process.

Today is also the first day of room division for the introductory period of the campus, and I went to room number 4 which contains 8 people including me. Actually there is a sense of laziness to get to know these people because they are 2 years younger than me, you all know that they are still immature and I don't think it will suit me. But I have to get acquainted to adapt here, there may be no friends if it continues this way (my word in the heart at that time).

Ohh.. This is what it's like to live in a dorm and sleep with people we don't know yet, exclamation is hard to do together.

Suddenly that night we were all told to gather in the hall, just contact us too much mendumel "why the hell these malems mengumpulin, would want to rest. Lots of activities tomorrow". That's what I heard that night from my colleagues, and I just quietly followed what was being directed without rebelling at all because I realized that I was a junior here even though I was older than them, this is the system I thought at the time.

who would have thought that night we were told to hold water for our needs tomorrow, "why this is what it is" I said. I just remembered the word my friend is difficult water in this dorm so must really save water if not own responsibility as a result, we can not take a shower..

Then with drowsiness we also took a royong to collect water from the division tonight, many maba who complained they said he never held water like this.

After tired of holding the water we were invited to sleep, hmm really a tiring night.

After dawn arrived we were all awakened to the congregational dawn prayer in musholah, it felt like we had just slept for a while but was awakened. It was hard for my eyes to get up and step into the prayer, but in my mind I said "it will all be over in time" so all this I still live even with a heavy heart.

Morning came when the introduction of the campus began, until noon everything went smoothly and the ishoma time arrived. I thought the food was good because we had paid enough money to eat for us, uh it turned out that the food was beyond our expectations. The food is not as good as the food at home, sometimes in the rice a lot we find stones. Hmm it greatly lowered my appetite, not to mention there were caterpillars found in the vegetables my friend ate. That's so disgusting to me. From then on I had no appetite for the cuisine in this dorm, but I had to adapt to everything here. Whether it's a bed, a friend, food, and whatever's in here, I need to get used to it.

During the election of the leader for the women's dormitory, I was elected as vice-chairman when previously I was the interim chairman. Somehow when the election even I became the representative, there is a discrepancy here yups right all the older brothers in this dormitory turned out to not like me. Though I never bother what else bothers them, I also respect them even though I am older than them because they first enter here. But the longer I feel like they're trampling on my pride, the more I shut up the more they look for my faults

The day passed, and one night we were suddenly gathered again in the hall and it turned out that night was our first "Forum.

The forum here is kind of humping people's children and looking for their mistakes, I think this is a very unimportant thing. Their lives are not necessarily good.

To make matters worse, these seniors always blame me for all the problems my colleagues do, they say I'm the oldest in the class to teach good things. Haha I laughed hearing that, it's none of my business and why should I take responsibility for their actions. I want to take responsibility if everyone complies with what I'm directing, but here there are some people who include sycophants and destroyers of military relations and I am the one who will bear it hmm life is never fair to some people. And again I have to be patient until the time to repay all their deeds comes later.

Why always look for faults of others when you are still far from the word "good". Because life is not always at the bottom, life revolves, advances, and goes forward. One day if you need help from someone you've run over and you're a pimp, sure that he will refuse to help you and prefer to close their eyes and ears rather than to petrify you who used to make trouble in his life.

Never hurt someone, he may keep it in his memory all his life. And never underestimate someone because you who first go to a place may be more knowledge and you will need his help someday. The point is never to be arrogant with everything you have right now because the things you have can be lost in seconds if God wills it.

Don't bully someone just because he looks weak and helpless, because you'll never know that he has a lot of things you don't have out there. And you will be ashamed to ask for his help when you need it later because you have oppressed and demeaned him in the crowd.

The point is not to be arrogant.