Chasing Dreams

Chapter 3

After I submitted an early retirement letter to the company, I got a little severance yes.

After a heartbreak and quitting my old office I decided to go home for a while. Then I began to pursue a new dream again, I decided to migrate to Bali. There was a friend of mine who said he was in the office where he worked was in need of administration, and I agreed to the offer.

Before long I stayed at home for about 1 week, I immediately flew to Bali to pursue dreams and build all the dreams I wanted so far.

In my new workplace the competition is tight, they justify all the ways to be the best. For them it is okay to let friends be difficult as long as they are happy and happy.

Since I felt unsuitable for this job, I decided to quit again. I don't want to be a bad person like them. Because not always such a thing will bring good luck, which is desperate even cause harm to others or loss to yourself.

For about 3 days I worked in that office and I got nothing there. At least I didn't become a bad person back then, that's what was on my mind at the time.

At that time I did not go straight home, I was looking for any suitable job. I saw there were a lot of bars opening job openings, but I was afraid to try to work there because these people said that. But after I thought again why not try it first, it's according to people. Not necessarily like that.

Finally I decided to try working in one of the bars in Bali, in fact it is true my guess is not always what people say is true. Working here is the same as anywhere else. I happen to be a new employee, I just take orders and deliver food from table to table and tidy up again if the consumer has moved from the table.

I admit the good money I got from working at this bar where I work. it works only from 4 pm to 12 pm, yes.. for most people would assume if the woman who came home from work and worked at the bar was a woman who was not right, but in fact what? it's not so. For who lives you and if you never do the things they accuse you of why you should listen to them. Sometimes we have to close our ears and close our eyes to people who are jealous and do not want to see us happy to see us succeed.

In addition to the bar I tried to find another job that I could do during the day, well incidentally when there is a photocopy place in need of employees. Without a second thought I tried to work there from 8 am to 3 pm. For the sake of finding the coffers of money I am willing to work early in the afternoon until evening, for the sake of all my dreams and for all those who love me especially for my parents.

Days passed again, more or less 6 months I worked in 2 places like this. I started to feel bored and tired, then I decided to quit my job in the copy but still work at the bar because the money is hehe....

Every day I go by pampering with everything I want. Take a walk to the beach, shop everything I want, and don't forget to transfer to yaaa gangs parents.. eeh and one more do not forget to pray because only by remembering Him will we be bestowed with a lot of sustenance. The point is do not forget to be grateful in every thing, whatever it is either beautiful or painful.

It once crossed my mind that this comfort alone in the absence of a partner, is happier and calmer without having to think of anyone other than yourself

ahh... if only I was from dlun like this, must have a lot of money that I collect at this time (just mumbling kok) wkwk

It turns out that starting from the beginning alone produces a wahhh.

You can feel and enjoy all things without anyone organizing and meddling in your affairs is very soothing.

When the month of fasting came, I decided to stop working here and go back to my house. Besides that it's quite a lot of money that I've collected hehe. During this fast I only helped my mother sell at rice stalls, yes small rice stalls. It was enough to eat our family everyday. While helping my mother in the stall I not only kept quiet, while listening and seeing if there is any work that I can do after Lebaran later...

And I am grateful that there is one job vacancy that my aunt as a channel for me to enter there. Yes this is not an ordinary company, this is a hospital that is the basis of me since SMK first. Yup right I am a graduate of SMK health majoring in nursing. But on the one hand I feel inferior because I have not been in contact with the world of health.

And at that time I was immediately received at the hospital, first I was placed in the inpatient room, then transferred again to ugd and finally settled in the pharmaceutical installation. Yep it's true pharmacy is not my major, but I understand more about pharmacy when I work first. I was taught how to concoct drugs, determine drug prices directly from the factory, input data that all of it should be pharmaceutical children who work. Even I understand better than those pharmacy people about the pharmacy application system.

Although the salary is much greater working in the bar, I am still grateful because here I feel like finding a new family. They don't drop each other and they love me very much,

Again, it's true that my thinking about "perfect things isn't always about more things".

because if you enjoy something properly you will find happiness, but otherwise if you enjoy something not properly then all you get is a mirage. Because you are only blinded by lust and other negative things.

So enjoy what you have right now, and be assured that all things are beautiful in their own time.