Chasing Dreams

Chapter 4

Many things I learned here, which I did not understand about medicine so gradually understand now it is pseudo thanks to many who teach and also about the hospital system I began to understand too, too, so it will not get lost if there is a family or even I myself who take care of the administration if there are relatives or other family members in the hospital (but please keep it away, God, it's just a parable).

When I entered yesterday it felt like this hospital had just moved from a clinic that was not all neatly arranged like a tar, like a, it feels like this hospital is ours together which all played a role in building and managing this hospital. This is why I never messed around with this job, because I even everyone who works here thinks this hospital is ours. It's just that the foundation as the original owner, which is actually ours together because from the beginning we all played a role in building this hospital to be worthy as it is now.

The day changed and I enjoyed this job with all my heart, until one time when I felt distinguished by some people who were there because I thought I was just a stupid little child because it was not equivalent to those who had been in college, he said.

Although I have heard many of their words like that I pretend not to know because for me they are too dear to me so they pay attention to whatever I do.

Even though some people are unhappy with me I remain unchanged because more people love me than those who are unhappy here, and luckily again I'm not one room with them. My roommates love me so much, unlike them.

yes.. here it immediately occurred to me to continue to a more level so as not to be underestimated again. I secretly find out and prepare the submission to connect the next level without anyone's knowledge. Until the time came when I resigned from the hospital because I had been accepted into one of the state health polytechnics. Suddenly all hospital employees were surprised not kepalang because as long as I work thank God I was always agile and never made mistakes.

To the extent that the hospital spontaneously directly ngin finance my college at that time, but unfortunately I have to keep working and have to divide the time for college. And also his lectures at one of the private universities, while I have been accepted at the state polytechnic (my murmur in heart). At that time I was thinking how difficult it would be if I went to college while working in this hospital, not to mention the pressure if I was working a lot of work, After a discussion with my family, I decided to leave this hospital and chose to focus on studying at the polytechnic. With a heavy heart the director also had to agree to the decision I took, After I submitted the letter apparently not directly on acc and I had to wait up to a week. And I'm never ceasing to be grateful because God always gives me sustenance that never counts. I don't think I'll get a severance if I resign like this, uh I get 2x what I expected. Not bad money can be made to buy college needs and dormitory supplies, yups right I continued nursing because nursing college in my place is mandatory dormitory 1 year after that can stay back at home.

At that time approximately 1 year I worked in this hospital has a lot of things that I learned and got here. Counting there is provision at college later I thought, at least I understand the basis of medicine and its administrative system.

Thank's and miss you guys

Pray for me to get a lot of knowledge and be able to regroup with you guys again...

I am proud to have been a part of this hospital, starting from the beginning to become a hospital I also play a role. Many things that I have gained and many valuable experiences that have been passed, like the sorrow we feel together not everyone. Everything I have done for this hospital can hopefully bring blessings to many people later.

I always pray that I can be part of this hospital again so that I can apply everything I have learned and I get during college later, I will ask many of my brothers who are here when I do not understand the material of my lectures. Until whenever I will remain a part of you, even though my body is not there but rest assured everything I do now is still to boast of you also including this hospital. I will never disappoint those of you who have supported me to return to higher school, rest assured I will work hard. I went not just for fun, but I went to find more knowledge for us to develop together later

Thank you for this precious year, thank you for the affection you have given me so far, thank you for teaching me so much about self-maturity, everything you have given me I will always remember and I promise to always be proud you will never disappoint you.

The destiny of all of us has been determined from our birth to the world until we return to Him, just how we determine which destiny will be taken, everything is in your own hands.

So when you fail never blame fate because it is not destiny that makes you fail, but yourself that makes everything messy. Whether it's because your short mind and whether it's about anything else is all in your hands, everything will be fine when you seek your best destiny in a good way but otherwise if you seek your destiny in a bad way then all you get is misery that will never be end, and you'll regret it for the rest of your life.