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Fatimah's Reaction

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If I told you, would your love for your husband not change ? " ask the mother-in-law affirming Fatimah.

" God willing will not change the love of Fatimah to Yasin bu mas !" said Fatimah steady.

But will it remain so after knowing everything. Will it turn into hate me. I kept quiet, hoping everything was okay.

Kulirik mother-in-law was a bit hesitant to say. Even tears almost fell on her cheeks.

" Why are you crying ?" ask Fatimah. Khotimah was tense.

" Okay, I'll talk now....!" exclaimed my mother-in-law.

" This is Fatimah....! Before I asked you to be patient. Whatever I say, I hope you stay patient. Indeed mother handed all the decisions to you." mother-in-law's voice came to a halt for a moment.

I was getting more and more erratic, I was unable to cover my anxiety at that moment. Until my father and mother-in-law noticed me. When I take a long breath. And my mother-in-law looked at me sharply.

" Kid Yasin, I'm sorry son. All decisions will be in the hands of Fatimah." exclaimed my mother-in-law.

" I've resigned ma'am, although not able to express myself with my mouth. So I beg the mother who conveyed this to Fatimah." I couldn't continue talking, I felt soaked in my eyes even though I didn't shed tears.

I took a deep breath, calming my heart. Looking forward to what the reaction of Fatimah will be, after knowing that I have a son, whose picture he had seen in PP Arum when he was already at that time.

" Oh, what's the matter exactly ? don't confuse Fatimah !" exciting Fatimah.

I could not say, just looking at Fatimah's face with a pushy look.

My mother-in-law continued to speak.

" Fatimah my son, don't force your husband to speak. I continue talking You calm down !" exclaimed my mother-in-law.

Suddenly my father-in-law spoke.

" Hear your mother speak, you cannot speak. You are a witness enough !" said my father-in-law.

" You once said Fatimah, if you knew your husband had a bad past. And you never had to argue with that. Remember when you said that ?" ask my mother-in-law to Fatimah.

" Yes Fatimah still remembers, and still holds the word. During the mas Yasin threw away all his past. Fatimah accepted Yasin as her husband, as my Imam. As long as there is no lie and it does not bring its past in the present life !" replied Fatimah firmly.

I dare not look into my wife's face. I really feel like a coward in my wife's eyes.Yeah I'm a loser who wants to run away from reality.

" Where is your courage Ahmad Sidiq aka Zain aka Yasin...?! Who said never afraid, never daunted to face anything where ?!? You're nothing more than a coward hiding behind your mother-in-law. A loser who runs from responsibility, who's afraid of risk." My little heart broke.

And I arrived like I had gained new strength, got the courage to take even the worst risks. " Than Fatimah knew from my mother-in-law's mouth. He better hear it from me. Whatever the risk, I have to accept I have to face it as a real man." whispered my little heart.

" Well Fatimah my beloved wife, mas will talk directly to you.Witnessed by all.Mas admitted all this time mas keep the lie of the past. Saving my past sins, which turns out the impact will continue until the future. That maybe you won't be able or won't be able to accept that easily." I said out loud. After feeling like a new power.

" Speak, Fatimah prefers to be honest. Maybe Fatimah will be more able to accept you, if Yasin wants to be honest !" fatimah Pinta.

" You remember waking me up because there was a phone with the profile of that little boy ?" I asked Fatimah.

" Yes, Fatimah remembers the disrespectful talk and Fatimah reprimanded it, right ? What happened to that incident ?" ask Fatimah.

" You need to know Fatimah ! The profile picture of the boy is my son !" I said withstanding all heartache.

Fatimah looked dumbfounded and said nothing. Even Khotimah looked at me with a sharp look full of probing.

" Max you what is it ?" fatimah asked while glaring withstanding anger.

Then, with a broken feeling I explained the chronology of what happened.

I told you that when I wasn't in a boarding school, I had a girlfriend named Arum. And I told you why Arum got pregnant.

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...flashback 3 years ago...

After school Arum I picked up for the weekend road.

I had previously stopped by the post. Just as I showed my friend, I introduced Arum as my girlfriend. And Arum was proud to be my girlfriend.

" Where are you going ? Arum can not pass from 5 pm already have to get home ! " arum pinta.

" Later Malem can I not go to your house ? " i asked back without asking Arum.

" don't be a mas, Arum can't have a guy's guest. Except for school friends and school business ! " said Arum.

" Why the arrival of a boy guest who is not a schoolmate and not a school business ? " anyaku continued.

"Arum can't have a girlfriend yet, before school ! " answer Arum.

That time despite our status but I was forbidden to visit his house. Besides Arum being banned from dating, also considering my unclear status.

" Do we see the beach or the mountain ? " take a question with Arum.

" Pinginya is a mas beach, but obviously later kemalaman kalo on the beach." said Arum.

" Yaudah to the bells just look at the bunker ! " said.

" It's up to you" replied Arum.

Finally we both rode on motorcycles through the rocky road at that time.

The air was cold enough, I took out a bottle of Vodka to warm up. There was no other intention than that, at first.

" Did he promise to stop drinking ? " ask Arum.

" Yes, it's just for body heaters, it won't get drunk" I told Arum.

" When it's cold to go home, Arum is also afraid of the kesorean scolded by my father ! " said Arum.

" Later ah, only then have you come home ! " I said.

" But the weather is cloudy, it's going to rain ! " arum protest.

" This rain of water, just shelter is fine" I said.

" Fear not to dare to go home after the rain. " Excited.

" Dare not dare to go home nginep also not papa, many of these inns ! " said.

" Don't want to, Arum isn't a bum !!! " serrant Arum.

Arriving at the locked bunker, we walked around the location while looking at the scenery in the hill area. The time is often used as a camping area and if the new year's night is full of visitors. Young couple mudi and troupe who make aoi bonfire and burn. Many locals also rent mats, sell firewood, sweet corn to burn even many scattered coffee shops and noodle instances open until late even until the morning again.

While being cool the road both arrived lightning sounded hard and heavy rain fell instantly.

Everyone is looking for a shelter. Arum actually went home even though the rain was quite heavy.

" Go home and be afraid of the kemaleman ! " get Arum worried.

" But I don't have a raincoat ! " answer.

" No papa was mending wet from late to home" said Arum.

I saw the worry on Arum's face so I couldn't bear it. In the end, despite the heavy rain, we went home. I told Arum to wear my jacket so I wouldn't get cold.

On the road rain is not getting quieter it is getting heavier, accompanied by strong winds and patir. I don't care about that, keep pushing my bike. Until Arum suddenly shouted...!

" Be careful there are fallen trees...! " Jerit Arum.

Spontaneous I swerved left, there happened to be an alley way into the inn.

" Jaudah we take shelter first, danger if we continue the journey of lightning and terrible wind ! " said.

" But Arum does not want to, Arum does not want to enter the inn mas, Arum ogah mas....!!! " says Arum in fear.

" Where else to go, this place is just a shelter ! " said.

" But Arum does not want mas, then the evil Arum !!! " Surprisingly Arum.

" No, I will not harm you. You're my girlfriend, my future later. "persuade me to Arum who shivers with cold.

At that time I also had no evil intentions at first. Just take shelter to avoid lightning and wind.

We finally agreed to stay at the inn. Right in the T-junction if the east direction kebebeng south towards the highway of Yigyakarta.

I told Arum to take a shower and dry his clothes for a while so he wouldn't get cold.

Even though I myself was cold soaked and shivering. I downed the Vodka I was carrying. The one I just drank a little bit. Pretty warm body.

Arum came out of the bathroom, I didn't shiver anymore. His clothes were not too wet, so there was no need to change his High School uniform again.

" Don't drink anymore, he said he wanted to stop. He said Arum loves more than drinks ? " said Arum telling me to stop.

" I'm cold if I can't drink, so this will be the last bottle I drink. This has stopped completely ! " i said I've been affected by alcohol. If in prsontase may not be up to 80% of the level of consciousness.

" Are these promises the last ? how many bottles are there today ? " ask Arum.

" Two !" my answer.

" this is the third ? " ask Arum.

I just nodded not answering.

" You're still cold Rum, drink it a little bit to keep it warm ! " saying.

" No ah, sin and fear of drunkenness ! " kilah Arum's.

" Let's not get cold ! " persuade.

Finally after I forced and I lure this for the celebration teraikhirku Arum want to drink. And his face became reddened with consciousness. Arum just fell down unable to lift his head.

" Dizziness." That's all I said.

Then I lay Arum on the bed, because of conditions that have been affected by alcohol. Then something happened that shouldn't have happened.

And from there became the beginning of the repetition of the deed. Once upon a time it resulted in Arum Hamil.

...flashback off...

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Fatimah stood up and said.

" Well, I'll marry Arum. And let Fatimah here raise this child herself. Take care of your children and their mothers, whom you love. We are married without love. So please take care of the boy, and marry your girlfriend who used to love Yasin. Don't care about Fatimah anymore !" Said so Fatimah as she stepped away into the room.

I'm glued, well it's all my fault. It's not Fatimah's fault that she hates me.

" Patience son, let Fatimah be alone first to calm down. I'm sure he was just shocked to hear your story" my father-in-law comforted me.

" Yes, son, you do not need to get rid of Fatimah first of course she is still disappointed in you." exclaimed my mother-in-law.

I just nodded silently, unable to say anything.

" Khotimah, accompany your brother Fatimah, let your mas Yasin sleep in your room tonight !" mother's orders to Khotimah.

" Njih bude !" Khotimah to Fatimah's room. Without saying anything.

It's just me and my two in-laws who are still there.

" What do you do with your plan, son ?" ask mother-in-law.

" I'm sorry sir, may I also call my friend our boarding school first. Only he can advise Fatimah at this time !" answer me

" Tell it now !"

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