Cajaroh

If it is fused with the devil it will be difficult to realize

Drinking coffee to warm your body. The chronological capture of King Jin. Which is now locked up by the kang Salim. There Aki Japra and nyai Asnah were asked to join by kang Salim.

" So nyai Asnah is almost plunged into error ? "

ask Kang Salim to Nyai Asnah.

" Yes kyai. Make me hurt, then take a shortcut to find treasure." replied Asnah.

If you look at Ki Japra whose face is very gloomy. Look at Asnah's face like there's still a positive aura. His face is also quite beautiful, for the size of a mother in her 30s even classified as still semok.

But why was it almost wanted with the Japra whose face was full of pockmarks, dull and dirty. Is it because I don't see his face in the dark...?

Aaaah why do I think soann huh. Huh..maybe this is what Salim kang forced. I've lost my life, but my heart is still dirty.

" Athaghtitle..." Unconsciously istighfarku spoken verbally. Regretting my dirty thoughts.

" Yes Jang... Nyai also regretted it. Fortunately, I just came to hear me. "an answer to Asnah while sobbing regretting what he did. What if I was serious to myself who thought dirty ? Nyai owh that must have thought I was commenting on him. O Allah.

I was silent, confused as to what to say.

" Thank you, be thankful that God still loves you. Still saved with my brother's will " said kang Salim.

I became more confused, the gaze of Salim kang as if there is another meaning and maxut.

" Kalo ki Japra has long been the practice of shamans ? " ask kang salim at Japra.

Aah that pervert witch doctor, I grumbled in my heart. Kang Salim looked at me again

I got all wrong, is it possible that Salim kang can know the contents of people's minds. (Not the heart) Because I've heard, there are people who can read people's minds, can know what people think.

Waduh I'm so embarrassed, because honestly I often think dirty if I see women.

Because I have a very dark past.

.....

I remember my past full of passion. Life is full of sin, since graduating from high school so unemployed, every night just drunken drunk. Even taking someone else's things that aren't mine. If the guy finds out and blocks me from using violence. Neither alone nor wiggle with my gank.

Until I was given the nickname b**** and by a citizen of my territory.

Even my parents kicked me out.

Not that I'm getting crazy.

I left home because my parents kicked me out. Living from a terminal malak kerminal people make gambling and drinking liquor.

From karaoke to night clup I've been to. For the size of the village, my behavior was rightly considered depraved at that time. And a sin I never forgot, and could never have disappeared from my memory.

Is.....

When I impregnated my girlfriend Arum, Sekar Arum was his full name. At that time he was still School, 2nd grade High School. I want to take responsibility for marrying him. But his family refused raw. Even a lot of people beat me up, until I almost died.

Arum who is different from me, actually his son is good. Just because of my depravity, he I tricked. I'm checking it with booze. Until unconscious, then I slept in a jasmine hotel.

Since then Arum has been frustrated, feeling unholy again. And such conditions even I use to repeat and repeat the action again.

Under the pretext, you are already unholy. I'm the only one who wants to be your husband. If you refuse, we just break up. I can find another replacement.

If it's like that Arum can no longer refuse. Because for the hamlet community, the loss of anxiety is the most taboo. It's almost certain no one will want to, with the REST of the others.

Because we often did that, she ended up pregnant. I was held accountable, and came to his house.

Seeing my appearance, and my status as unemployed, his family changed their minds and chose to beat me up. And handed me over to the police station.

My father shok, fell ill to the death of the world. I couldn't and didn't dare go home at the funeral.

I regret it even though it was too late. I am ashamed to go back to the village. I don't have face to face with my village people. If you meet in the street all cynical even until someone spits.

I was confused how to run where to confide with whom. No one wants to believe me anymore, no one wants to hear me. No one else wants to be friends with me who have been stamped as b****devious etc.

Going back to the street community also has no guts.

Go back to what village.

I really became a vagabond, walking without a destination.

I finally hitchhiked in the scavenger spot, helped separate the garbage.which can be sold again which should be recycled first. Of kinds of plastic bottles, paper, aluminum iron etc.

Just to be able to make a meal, fortunately there is a Mr. Wito who accommodates me.

Until one day, when I had a little money from the garbage. I intend to see Arum's condition.

My estimate may have been ousted, if not aborted. I don't care if I get there to get beat up again. Or even be killed to death. Just one of my asses, trying to prove I'm not a coward. If Arum gives birth he's my son. Yes, I was ready at the age of 23 at that time.

But what does it say...?

Until his home, boro boro can enter his house. Just entered the alley of his house has been blocked by residents. I've spoken well, if I only intend friendship instead of revenge. Also want to know the condition of Arum and his son (my son also ) at that time.

But whose name has been stamped as b**** and, no one will believe it. There was even a marriage between Arum, and her son miscarried, she said. I was a bit emotional, when asked with the question "What abortion is aborted ? "

Not the answer I got, but the blow I got. I'm patient, but I'm wrong anyway.

I said flatly, if he had been married I wouldn't have bothered him either. Just wanted to meet him and his family to apologize.

But apparently the residents even more emotional, I was beaten again. I'm resigned, if I really have to die here.

The citizens were right in fidelity, I who had fallen unable to stand. still kicked and beaten, if at that time there was no traveler passing by who helped me, maybe I was dead. Or lifetime disability, due to broken bones of my hands and feet.

Although I was still conscious, I could still feel the pain when I was hit and kicked. But it can not respond, just complain already unable.

What was there at that time was just thinking hopefully die quickly, already unable to withstand this pain.

Well that's when someone helped me, took me to the hospital. And finally I was invited to a boarding school cabin, he said he wanted to be in therapy.

And that person is none other than Nur Salim kang or Salim kang..

.......

" You think what kang "ask kang Salim.

Question kang Salim disperse my reverie.

" Aah no kang, maybe sleepy cape. all night have not slept "my answer lies.

" Hold the sleepy first, it's coffee as a cigarette, make nahan sleepy "said kang Salim make me more downcast, not sleepy but embarrassed.

Suddenly I heard the Japra talking (for some reason after I saw the face of that person I really hate just calling aki or aja ogah it feels )

" Well how many years you forget, but 20 Th mah there are times" replied the japra.

Busyet almost my age, meaning I was 5 years old and became a shaman ni people.

" Father, if you want to repent God must love the way. This Yasin also used to be less naughty how, just ask the person. And his real name is not Yasin, the name that was given by Abah our teacher. Original Name.." said kang Salim I cut.

" I'm sorry kang salim, don't disassemble my real name, shy kang." I asked.

My face is really red because of the shame, I still hope kang salim not tell more about me.

" Why be ashamed to admit your own name, said kang Salim ? " ask kang Salim.

" It is not a shame kang, only if it is called the real name that I remember is my past is very dark. I prefer to be called yasin, as if born into a new human being. I am proud of the name given by parents. But it just became embarrassed because my behavior used to be embarrassing "my answer.

I can't go on saying that because my behavior made my parents sick to death. From the beginning, my father followed my mother. And worse, both of them I can not attend the master.

My father died when I was arrested by the police. My mom died when I was taking care of Salim.

Even I've been traumatized by hospitals and police stations.

As much as possible avoid the place.

" 20th more means how many patients have been treated or helped for the devil ? " ask kang Salim further.

" Atuh has not been to itung berapa... " Everest Japra.

People say it doesn't show any regret at all. The more horrified, I grumbled in my heart.

" There is an intention to repent no matter what ? " ask continued kang salim.

" Don't know yet, because the ngantri is also still a lot of "the answer makes my emotions rise.

Can't bear to hear that answer I interrupted.

" While it's a lot, if the king of jinnya already caught what do you want ? " I said annoyed.

" Yes, there are still many other places that are commonly used for you" he replied.

Astaghfirrullahal...

I think I'm more silent than blood.

" There are how many places Aki used to visit, who used to dance "ask Salim kang.

" Yes a lot, 15 places there is "the Japra replied.

" Owh... It's around here or.. ? " ask Salim again.

Continue flat kang salim, I just shut up.

" No spread to Java there is also, which he said was still a brother with the arrested jang Yasin earlier " replied Japra

Haaah.... is it possible that the fire hair is his brother Sosro Kusuma..?

" Mang aki dapet what from being an intermediary, muja so... ? ask kang Salim.

" Yes money yes sometimes also if the patient is a woman dapet serpis too, if the bride runs out jd it usually continues to carry her want to continue so.Kalo her husband is not strong nglayanin. keep asking her genie bride to come. keep coming to me. So I also go to the gym, hehehe " replied Japra.

Still have a good time laughing at this man oriuuun deh....!!!

" Do you not have a wife ? " ask kang Salim.

" Yes have it anyway, but yes dah peyot that, if the patient is flattened throughout this lifetime, so still a little term mah "answernya make emotions.

I'm getting sick of this same guy.

My wonder is that Salim was too patient to respond.

" Not yet, usually mah run out jd same bride jurig used to just take home the money the same gold. continue I was given the money plus bonus serpis, hehehe ! the answer.

It's like people are possessed by demons too.

" For example, how did all the king's quarters catch us ? " kang Salim said, is this starting to enter Salim kang.?

" Atuh don't.. There are also many who need, those who are rich are also generous. Loves giving to people as well.." acne.

" Or Aki is afraid of losing who can serve ya ? " ask kang Salim.

" It's not if it's mah, Aki also there are those who like from their nation jurig (jinn . )

What Aki can call for " said Japra.

" continue what the return to the genie is " urged kang salim

" Yes, change a young man, he said "

" Who is usually to be replaced "ask Salim kang.

" Who wants to find a treat too, whose guy "

" When there's no guy ? "

" There are many young men who are married, but already want that.yea I offered a courtship with them" replied Japra.

Bussyet dech pingin back the battery's head it feels. I used to be depraved too.. hadddewh...!?

" It's a sin.... Don't repeat it again...! " kang Salim's orders.

The Japra saved the dawn prayer, me and the Salim kang of the dawn prayer. Nyai Asnah permission to pray, and was given mukena. While japra is just there, while pah puh ngrokok use handcuffs.

Then came kang Salim whispering.

" Beware of the japra "order kang salim.

" Yes kang, I answered..."

....

After the dawn prayer, because I was ordered not to sleep before 09.00 I jln jln to the back of the hut, see the hut that later tonight I use the wirit and read the hizip.

Well quite far from the cottage, I think it's a hutny

I approached, it turns out......! near the hut was an old tomb.

Feels mystical susana is strong, but this is siamg day ?

Hmmm kang Salim wants to test my guts...!

No problem, I'm back at the cottage.

Eits... isn't that the japra ?

View the road looking suspicious.

I follow it slowly, you know he wants to go to the room that Nyai Asnah used .

Mo what is he.....? " whispered

I approached slowly, because of the jara

we are a little far away, japra dah Asnah's room.

I was running a little, but I didn't make a sound as much as I could

" No I don't want to, I want to repent now ".jerk nyai Asnah.

nyai Asnah.

that's if in the translation to Indonesian.know before say what...

" Hayuuk..... Last night he said he wanted the battery. "persuade Japra.

" Don't let go or I shout "nya Asnah.

Suddenly the Japra pulled out a small dagger, wow this danger. I took a hard cukuo wood, about the size of an adult's arm, about 50 cm long, about the size of a security guard's club.

" Dare to shout a kill battery, Ayuuk nurut aki serve battery like you said last night "forcibly Japrak

" Pardon us I have the intention to repent. Don't be forced to sin anymore." screamed Asnah.

Isak nyai Asnah snorted

The japra looked angry, and.

" this is because of jalma jawa eta, if you don't want better if I kill it.! "

Suddenly the japra lifted his dagger, wanted to stab the Asnah who sat in fear.

Not taking any chances, I threw the wood I was holding as fast as I could, into his head.

jeppllllck....

After hitting his temple, the raprak fell unconscious.

I shouted call the children of Santri, it turns out that Kang Salim also came.

I told him the chronology, and after japra muttered and finished treating his head wound he decided to go home.

Finally Jjapra came home, while Nyai Asnah stayed in the cottage for a while.

The clock is not showing at 09.11 minutes. I went into the room to rest.

Thinking about tonight should be a guts test again.

Eh remember Fatimah my wife again what, how do you do Kehamilanya ?

Inget wife again pregnant really as well as jd inget Arum who was pregnant because of me.

Is it true of miscarriage, or aborting ?

Or actually not aborted and not miscarried. If the child is born, he is now 2 years old....

If the boy lives, and seeks his father, then comes home. There is Fatimah my wife, what will Fatimah react later...?

O God of my sins of the past...

Whether this incident I experienced was as Kaffarot/Fine for my sins in the past.

It's hard to sleep..

Fortunately, it was helped by Kang Salim, Untung was brought to the pesantren. Fortunately, he also did not escape from pesantren.

.....

The first 3 months in the pesantren were really tormented.

eat twice a day, nine in the morning and 4.30 in the afternoon.the menu was never changed. indeed mondok there did not pay me anyway. But the beginning of his mind mending so scavenger, free. here macem in prison before dawn has to wake up, tahajut continued dawn wirit until the sun hamoir high. clean clean the cottage until 09.00 breakfast menu the same every day.

After eating, cutong royong until dhuhur woke up mushola. depleted dhuhur further gotong royong to asar.

After the asar pencak silat, the tartil is the murotalan.

Half an hour and a half eat the same menu and every day.

After Maghrib sorogan, until isya. finished the mujahadah until 10 o'clock every day there are no holidays.

I who initially did not know prayer do not know quran, only know girls the same drink. Every day is told so continuously, yes 3 months lariii

Eeeh caught kang Salim, dibotakin so as not to run. each hair wants a long dibotakin again

..." Udah deh kang, not in botakin again, I'm already hardened. just tired I ask time to fish.not I will not run again, I will not run again, I'm really repentant now to be a good person.."...

My whine when held santri want to be dibotakin for a frozen time

" Yaudah freelin" said ksng salim.

" One time you make trouble again, I leave you to the people who used to beat you, until almost death." snapped Kang Salim.

..." No, I'm sorry......

...I'm not afraid of being beaten, but I'm afraid of God. I'm not afraid of that place anymore, even though people will beat up. I'm not afraid of being handed over there. I repent because of myself..."...

my promise in front of kang salim.

" Add to his promise.. No more women. "pinta Kang Salim.

" Siyap kang "I replied.

" not ready, said....! "

..." I promise, I will not playin anymore. will not date again. unless directly married officially "...

I could not believe that Abah the teacher behind me was listening to my promise.

And he said.

" Yo, seneng ro wong wedok by but raoleh dating. Suk 25 Tak Rabekke "

yes, like girls can but can not date. besuk age 25 I married.

All applause including kang salim. I was embarrassed, not daring to raise my face.

.....

Aah why is it still ringing that event. And strangely right at the age of 25th I was married to Fatimah my wife.

It's not really a coincidence.

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