Cajaroh

Cajaroh
Confession of Fatimah my wife



" actually,.... Fatimah knew that if she loved Eis, and vice versa. Eis also loves you, almost all of Santri's daughters know "said Fatimah.


I'm more and more determined to wait for what Fatimah will tell my wife who I love so much.


" Actually had an uproar, when we were married in the pesantren at that time mas " continued Fatimah.


I stroked my wife's hair, gave her strength. Well whatever he's going to say is certainly hard for him maybe for me too.


" When Fatimah packed up to go home, almost all of Santriwati looked at me Sinis ! " the word Fatimah was interrupted by her sobs.


Until there I cut it, because the tears of Fatimah dripped my hands.


" A little while, honey... I have no interest in bringing up the past. I just want us to be honest and open. The truth is, my wife is you.


So speak tough, you don't want to be sad. Because your sorrow is a wound in my heart, so is "I said to comfort him.


" Yes, yes...! " Sela Fatimah.


Fatimah took a deep breath, and it was as if a heavy burden was on her mind. Blocking his breath...!?!


" When Fatimah entered the room, Eis was already in my room, waiting for Fatimah.?" he said as Fatimah returned sobbing, and I hugged her tighter.


"Fatimah do not know where to be...? " his voice paused his sobs.


His words stopped because of his sobs, I patiently waited for him to calm down.


" Fatimah would cry to apologize to Eis..?!? " continued Fatimah.


Almost every single sentence stopped because of her sobs.


" Eis came to me...! " Fatimah sobbed again.


....


" He hugged me, he whispered. It's not your fault. I already know, you don't feel guilty to me. "so whispered to me


Is that so hard on Eis...??? my inner.


" Then Eis said gini...


" Fat. You're my best friend, I congratulate you on your marriage. About a friend who misunderstood you. Let Eis explain to them later "


" Eis is smiling at me, so she looks strong. But his eyes could not fool me, I saw a point of tears dripping in the corner of his eyes" said Fatimah.


I also heard it...!!


" Fatimah then embraced him and said, Eis... What should I do ? I know you guys love each other. You should have been in my position earlier. Eiisss " said Fatimah in tears.


" I couldn't hold my cry anymore, and all the santriwati gathered there. Some went into my room " continued Fatmah.


I pay close attention to every sentence, every word Fatimah says.


" And when Isti'anah came to embrace us both, he said.


" Fatimah & Eis my best friend my brother, our friend friend has heard everything "Isti opened the conversation.


" Create Eis, we salute with the firmness of your heart. And for you Fatimah,


I personally and represent friends of friends of all.we apologize, have suudhon you.


We all said, Congratulations on your marriage.


If we were suudhon, now we know, this is also certainly heavy for you.


And of course you must also feel guilty for Eis, even though it's not your fault nor is it your husband's fault.


Say sorry to all of us, who have also suudhon with your husband.


Because we know, this is not easy for him, for you and for Eis" Isti'anah said, sobbing.


" That's how it was then, and all that was there was crying. So the cry of that time, not just our farewell." explained Fatimah.


I also don't feel tears


No matter how hard one's heart if one hears it, it is almost certain to cry.


" O yes, my...!one more thing the message from Eis is like this " continued Fatimah.


I'm barely strong...!!!


" Dear, don't go on, Eis is the past. And you are my future." I said.


" This is not a mandate, Fatimah must convey "attribute Fatimah.


" Did my dear order Eis your best friend..? " tanyaku.


I couldn't cover my taste. My tears almost fell. But I held it all I could.


" Eis said gini mas,...


" Fat do not cry, by Allah, I declare. I only ordered one thing for your husband.


Please tell your husband. If I'm Eis, and all the sisters here, no one blames you, Fatimah or your husband.


We all hope and pray that you and your husband can love each other.


One more thing, if your husband still wants me to call him my best friend and brother.


So tell him, he must promise to love and love you.


Are you ready for Fatimah ? " said Eis with glass.


" The cry of all of us exploded, ", explained Fatimah.


I don't know how to deal with that.


I'm obviously proud of all my fellow students.


" Yes dear.This is all arranged by God. Obviously, we have to look to the future. The past let it be a memory don't make a burden anymore." comfort me to Fatimah.


" Yes mas... Fatimah was also somewhat relieved. Amanah has Fatimah said. Actually want Fatimah to convey the time to eat both yesterday, but kok Fatimah feels not yet the time. So today is the right time perhaps." said Fatimah.


" well, I understand that." I said.


" Yes thanks, but don't ask again. I'm sorry but it won't change Fatimah's attitude to you. And if the objection does not answer also do not papa kok mas "said Fatimah doubtful.


I've been waiting to ask what.


" what do you want, baby ? how about muter muter ? " groans.


" Promise not to be angry ? " said.


" Yes when have I ever been angry you love "I cried while hugging and kissing her cheek.


" Aah freelatin first mas, how to say, if mas hug tightly like this.." Fatimah protest.


" Don't want to take off ah, just say it now.want what ? "


" Gini mas, man,


Do you still like to think about Eis ? No papa, I know that I will not be angry either, really "said Fatimah sincerely.


" How can you still not believe the same ? Gini.... Honestly, I completely forgot about Eis. But remember it also not. Sometimes you remember yes, but you don't accidentally remember.


What else he is also our best friend one boarding school, yes at least remember as a friend.


Now and then, all I remember I want is you baby....! " said.


" it's serious, entertaining what a big fight "asked Fatimah while returning my arms spoiled.


" This is a promise from my dear husband... We have just been happy with your pregnancy. Don't think weird anymore baby "I said.


" Fatimah was also very happy. I have a husband who is so loving. Fatimah thought that the old man was cruel" said Fatimah.


" the time "manyu.


" Yes my dear husband." replied Fatimah.


" Yes I believe, and we should have trusted each other. Aren't we the same as living in the same boarding house. The same teacher. But. "I said stuck.


" What, then, do you doubt..? " press Fatimah.


I remember my concern that one day Arum showed up with a child, which turned out to be the result of my actions. Should I just tell him what it is.


Did Arum used to miscarry like the villagers said before. Before they hit me first.


I may not need to be told, I'm sorry, my wife. Not that he has the fuss of lying to you. Just don't want your new happiness. Lost because of my past stories. I want you to be happy and be happy, anytime.


" What the hell is mas....? " sigh on Fatimah again.


" Oh this ehm but happy is it living with me, whose life is fit ? " i said I was lying.


" Aduh maasss. The same boarding school again. Life after all, is it our food every day ? " said Fatimah.


" Yes, but.." I couldn't continue what I said.


" But what else is my dear....? " press Fatimah.


" No, I just don't love it if you don't feel happy ! " my son lied again.


" I'm not happy, and I believe now that Eis is your past and not your future" said Fatimah.


" really ? " tanyaku.


I kissed my wife on the forehead, she smiled so sweetly.


Should I get into my past talks....?


" Hum....? " Fatimah asked.


" What is my dear ? " answer.


" How come there's a problem anyway, like that bengong ? " ask Fatimah.


" Yes honestly I'm afraid you're not happy, because I have a past "I tried to talk.


" That's all ? " ask Fatimah.


" Yes... It's just because I have a bad past." I cried.


" Aah my husband... What good is the past. Almost all of our friends know that. We all remember the first time we were taken to the cottage. After being treated in hospital. He said he had been beaten by people. It has shown that people are not really at that time it must be ", said Fatimah.


" Oh yes, yeaudah lupain aja the past. ! " said.


" Now dong mas,." said Fatimah.


" I besuk must go to Jogja, you keep here first yes until safe ? " said.


" Why not just ? " ask Fatimah.


" I don't want you why napa say, conditions are not safe. besuk only if it is safe I picked up. God willing not long. " comfort me.


" Kang Salim so help ? " ask Fatimah.


" Oh so, he went straight to jogja "my answer.


" Owh sukurlah if helped him, Kalo mas itself I think I object.not ngremehin mas ya, but I dream mas dredged astral beings to not what "


It happened, I whispered in my heart.


" What is our son ? Can I kiss from outside ? " me door.


" Wouldn't anyone be jealous ? " answered Fatimah.


" Came... ? Who is envious ? " tanyaku.


My wife smiled and whispered softly.


" His envious mother asked to be kissed too, hihii...!! " godnya.


I'm jd gemmesss


"Yaudah I kissed her mother here....


mmmmhuuuaah....! "


" Well....! " call Fatimah.


" What ? " answer.


" don't be ah a little....? fatimah.


" I'm curious, here I want to kiss my son "I said.


I'm approaching my wife's stomach, my,


" Aaah really uses negligee anyway, can only nyium clothes donk mother." my god.


" Aah you want to do it anyway...?!?" I said.


" Well, does that make me want ? why yesterday prefer to go out dr on ngelonin wife, hayo why...??? " kor my wife.


" Yes yesterday I thought you were half-hearted again "my answer.


" Diih... until it is said half-hearted ? Aah how the hell mas. "the Fatimah protest.


" I don't think you're just fulfilling your obligations as a wife. Not enjoying it, so actually....??? " my voice is holding.


" What exactly is.. ? "asked Fatimah curious.


" In fact, want to ask for rations also think, You are hugged even sometimes revolted." I replied.


" Owh because of that, hihihi.." Fatimah laughs.


" Why laugh so funny ? " groans.


" Yes yesterday was rough, no romance. Know how to play hug. Say babe first cake or love or something. Play embat aja, it is so if you go home at night pingin not excuse let alone grayu cake or how


eeh play open itself only. there is no romantic sensation "he complained.


" Every time I say baby or catik you say I'm competitive ? " said.


Wife laughs.


" Yes it has to be that... that means the woman needs seduction in other words not only that it's just that, right bosen dengernya ? " squeaked.


" Wow don't janga you also have a lot of pengalan ya ?" I said.


" Max, what experience ? " ask Fatimah.


" yes, the courtship is "I said.


" Yes there anyway, but don't be angry, I used to date at least a phone or chat aja never alone.if I met you I did not meet my friend" said Fatimah.


" Who are you asking ? " tanyaku.


" Sure to know ? " strictly Fatimah


" Yes, who is "my insistence.


" Don't ksget !!! ? " take Fatimah again.


" No I won't be surprised, who is "I wonder.


" Eis.." she answered short.


Like being struck by lightning I heard that name.


" Means you dated her time at the cottage too ? " tanyaku.


" Yes " replied Fatimah.


"Our bags are married, still dating "my question.


My wife shut up for a second.


" Yet...! " said.


" Therefore Eis also knew my guess at that time when we were married" continued Fatimah


" A friend of another friend knows ? " tanyaku.


" Santriwati who knows only Eis is the same, santri whose guy no one knows except the concerned. Because the person is quiet does not talk much and does not want to be caught we are dating" said Fatimah.


" A minute.... Don't tell me your boyfriend is Samsudin, huh ?? " said.


" Was she my boyfriend at the time ?! " answered Fatimah.


" Astagjfirrullahal.


He's my friend Akrabku even every truant to fishing is not the same as him !?! " said.


" Yes indeed... But it's also my past, I hope you don't have to suspect anything. I was still holy when I married you, right ? " said.


" That's not what I thought, how do I think he got to me...?" I said.


" So gini about 5 days before we were married, he sent a chat to me gini :


Shamsuddin :


Fat....


I don't think we can continue our relationship.


Fatima: the :


Are you healthy, right ?


Shamsuddin :


Thank goodness be healthy


Fatima: the :


how the fuck is that ?


Sysmoudin :


Yes I am told my aunt you want to marry someone else


Fatimah


Whose aunt ? how do you know me and know I want to marry someone else ?


Shamsuddin :


cook you don't know my aunt ?


Fatima: the :


haven't you ever known it yet ?


Shamsuddin :


My aunt is Atikah tea


Fatima ;


His wife Lurah hut, kang Nursalim ?


Shamsuddin:


Yes, how many Atikah are there


Fatima: the :


Are you serious, sir ?


Or did you intentionally break me up with this drama or imprank me ?


Shamsuin :


I'm not serious, I'm just saying congratulations now.


because I have to change no


so as not to disturb you


bye yaa...!


Fatimsh :


don't matiin just...!!!


Shamudin :


why else ?


Anyway if it's not clear yet.don't go first


Shamsuddin :


do you want to ask what else ?


I was afraid to wait for tea


Not old boleh


Fatima: the :


Who I want to marry


You want me to marry someone else ?


Shamsuddin :


Take it easy, you will be married to our friend as well


I am also willing....!!!


if one day he (your husband ) Nanyain me, just say if I you (Fatimah ) and his girlfriend can only plan.has no right to determine


Fatima: the :


who is she and whose boyfriend is she ?


Shamsuddin :


We just need a sister.


Greetings to him (your husband will be )


Tell him he didn't take you from me


And I didn't take her boyfriend away from her.


Fatima: the :


Don't wanna.


I can't believe it.


Shamsuddin :


Just wait a little while it will be proven and you will understand


Fatima: the :


Not....


Say if you want to break up do not have to be convoluted


You're a nice guy, I hate you.


" That's how the story goes..." Fatimah ended her story.


" Samsudin is the pound of Atikah tea, why call it teteh not aunty ?"


" Hadddewh means Samsudin was married to Eis. about a week after we were married yes dear "my question.


" Yes mas so complicated gini his business ? " said Fatimah.


" You know from the beginning why just say it now ? what I heard was that Eis was married to the Bandung people also said he was still a family away and for the matchmaking of his parents." I said.


" Yes that's how it is...


Samsudin bandung people too, Samsudin is still the distant pound of Atikah Tea. If Eis is still pounding the decoction of Atikah Tea.." explained Fatimah.


" Oh that's it. "I cried.


" Eh baby, when we reunian when you are pregnant already a bit big, we go to the place of Salim kang we invite samsudin and Eis. first where pregnant, hahaha. must be exciting " take me to Fatimah.


" Well, I'm not looking for a chance to find Eis, right ? " he said a little jealous.


" Suer no, I've plong her to be my best friend's wife too, fair right ? " said.


" May be too, but Fatimah chatted with Eis, mas chat the same mas Shamsudin, how ? " ask Fatimah.


" Okay, that's my plan, at least talking four is not two points anyway." I said.


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