Cajaroh

Cajaroh
Khotimah lulled Asmara



Yes, Fatimah is also kangen but Fatimah knows all this because of circumstances so that the time we both become reduced. Fatimah is not papa, the important thing is there is still time for Fatimah.” Reply Fatimah.


I hugged and kissed my wife who slept alone for a few nights.


Some nights we were separated by the circumstances, as a couple who were relatively new, of course, made us resist each other longing. That night we let go of each other as husband and wife. Although the condition of Fatimah my wife at that time was pregnant and her posture seemed increasingly contained. But my wife's change of physical form did not diminish all my affection and love for her. After we finished completing the desire while lying down I rubbed Fatimah's stomach my wife then whispered something to her.


“Honey, this child you bear many follow and experience extraordinary events. Like a tough test she has to take in your womb. Pray that this child will be strong in the face of life. And can be a good role model for the surrounding community.” I said whisper to my wife.


“Iya mas, of course mas also have to pray not only Fatimah right.” Answer wife.


“He must have been, it's just that mother's prayer was three times more powerful than her father's prayer. Because the inner bond of the child and his biological mother is stronger.” I said.


“Iya mas, Fatimah also know yaudah ayuk bobo aja afraid of bad luck. Or want to shower now mas ?” Ask wife.


“Let's do it, shame if anyone is still awake. Mending ahead of tahajut only later.” My answer.


“Why should be ashamed, something natural is the same husband and wife.” said Fatimah.


“Let your own wife also do not need others to know also right !” I answered while hugging and kissing her to stop talking. Because tired and sleepy I feel heavy.


Finally I fell asleep, only after the sound of crowing chickens I woke up. I was looking for my wife next to me no longer, it turns out she was up first. I immediately got up from the bed to go to the bathroom.


When I passed the kitchen I saw that I had finished bathing and boiled water with Isti. Waduh Isti also woke up, how to know my wife had been shampooed because she had not worn a headscarf just wrapped around her hair towel. I feel a bit embarrassed actually, I think I can definitely guess what happened before.


“Petan mas bath, keep this Tahajut already in boiled water for drinking.” Isti. That sentence really makes me ashamed, I don't know what was discussed with Fatimah my wife before.


Without answering I went straight into the bathroom, while taking a shower I thought it turned out to be a woman if the story is more vulgar and not ashamed if you are a woman. Until Isti just follow the comments like that.


After bathing and tahajut, I immediately drank the coffee that had been provided. Arrived Fatimah and Isti joined and invited a chat.


“Mas, max mas say mother's prayer is three times more powerful what is ?” Ask Fatimah my wife.


I was surprised Fatimah asked like that, if in time she taught him longer than me. Why even ask like that, if he only tests me with Isti, I thought.


“You asked what ngetes, mentang mentang you my senior in pesantren ?” askaku.


“Gak mas, we actually asked, sorry was Fatimah story if mas Yasin said so. But I myself do not know or may also forget so I asked Tanya mas Yasin directly all Isti also want to know the answer.” Isti Sahut.


I became more confused, Isti who I know smart even including the most vulnerable in the boarding school even asked me. Makes me a little groggy, am I wrong with that sentence, I thought. But not really, I was directly dijejang by my old teacher as well as that. to reduce my grog feeling I had to cover with a joke first on Isti.


“What story does Fatimah tell you Isti ?” my many.


“Yes kalo mas story says mother prayer is three times more powerful than father prayer.” Answer Isti.


“Pass is just that there is nothing else?” gurauku on Isti.


Making the now blushed Isti embarrassed, in my heart said “rasain was ngerjain kau”.


“Others don't need to be told mas, you are the culprit.” Isti's answer can still convolve also my mind. But do not papalah not worth also talking about such things.my max also just reduce my grog feeling just now.


“Iya Isti, the Messenger of Allah was once asked a friend, after Allah and His Messenger, whom I then had to Respect, and your MOTHER answered, then the Apostle answered again your MOTHER up to three times, Your mother answered again, only then your father. It contains the maximal also that the prayer of a mother to a child is three times more powerful than the prayer of a father. Although that does not mean his father's prayer is not uproarious. But more powerful is the prayer of a mother. Because mother's prayer is heard more by God than the prayer of a Father.” My answer.


“Owh so yes, yes also sihg kok Isti can forget ya.” Answer Isti.


“Because you are not yet a mother, so get married soon so be a mother and not just horrified mother's story.” I said with a laugh.


“Basic mas Yasin, morning already talk digelantur.” Fatimah answered while Isti only blushed in embarrassment.


“Who started earlier, hayo !” my reply to Fatimah who also blushed at last.


“Udah ah, change topic only. How about Khotimah last night mas, sorry I also told Isti. Sorry as, I didn't tell you first about Isti.” Fatimah said to my wife. In my heart I said,”basar mak mak can not nahan not to tell” but only you inner in heart of course.


“Iya no papa, I know you will not be able to hide the story on your best friend Isti. Origin is not your husband's disgrace story.” I said a little insinuating actually. Afraid that she would tell the story of her husband's shortcomings. Although it is a natural thing for a woman, but for that it must be avoided properly so that households can get along well not meddled by third parties who more often make the household break.


“Iya lah mas, the disgrace of the husband or family is spilled.” Fatimah answered my wife.


“Betul said Fatimah, if he wants to applosan Isti which will remind mas, just calm down.” Isti Sahut.


“Ok, back about Khotimah let him think first, merenung first we do not need to intervene if you need to suggest that he pray istikhoroh to be given a clue which is better.” I said to Fatimah and Isti.


“Maksut Fatimah like this mas, there is information if Fanani was not officially divorced with his wife just separated the bed.” The words Fatimah really make me shocked and a little holding back anger. Who is lying, Fanani kah or Khotimah who cover because it has been lulled in his feelings, I thought.


“Kalo so, can not be allowed to immediately in Ask it Fanani ! if you are still married you have to say what it is, no one is covered so.” I said a little up in intonation.


“Sabar first mas, don't keep emotion so. Fatimah would like to ask for an opinion but mas Yasin can not be immediately angry yes, promise first!” fatimah said half-begging.


I sighed first to calm down, ready to hear what my wife Fatimah was going to say.


“What do you want to Ask, just say.” I said flat.


Fatimah and Isti looked at each other first as if to signal each other so that one of them spoke. Fatimah hoped Isti would speak, while Isti hoped Fatimah would speak.


“You don't have to throw salaing, just one of the talkers. I promise I won't get angry, and will hold back my emotions.’ Reply relax.


“Iya mas, Fatimah believes so this is only if it is not a reality, but if or maybe it can happen it can also not.” Fatimah said it was unclear where it was headed.


“What are you talking about, why are muters not clear so ?” manya curious.


“For example, Khotimah wants to be made his second wife Fanani how, if Fanani was not divorced with his wife, but do not emotions first this new for example lo mas ?” fatimah Pinta.


I tried to smile at Fatimah's question, though in my heart it was a little turbulent. Because I have considered Khotimah as my own brother, I love him very much as a sister even though sometimes I like to judge him. Likes to make him disbelieve me, but that is precisely my form of concern for Khotimah.


“Begini darling, Fiqiq it is legitimate only. Men with more than one wife. A woman married to a married man is legitimate. But, in addition to the Fiqh considerations that most people forget are “RASA” considerations or feelings. How would Fanani's first wife feel if she knew her husband was married again ? so we are Javanese, there is the term NGOLAH ROSO maxutya hone our feelings to be sensitive to the surrounding conditions. Not just halal haram should not be.” I said opening up the explanation to Fatimah and Isti.


“Sorry Isti honestly did not understand everything that mas said earlier. What else about the roso and others also do not understand maxutnya.” Ask Isti.


“This is if you describe it can be very long later, like a lecturer become Isti.” I said.


“Gak papa mas, Isti guess Fatimah also does not mind the explanation, even if not enough time can be continued late at dawn.” Isti said excitedly. It is a type of person who thirsts for new knowledge, so it is very enthusiastic waiting for my explanation. Even if he does not agree with the explanation, it can be protested and pursued until he gets an answer that he thinks is acceptable. Fortunately I still remember all the teachings of the teacher at that time even though I did not have time to record.


Because I'm among the people who have stronger audio memory than visual memory. The maximum is a person who understands faster when listening to people explain than reading a book.


Once heard I can remember up to three months without a note, but when reading I was a bit difficult to understand. Smentara my distant brother turned with me. One reading can be three months remember but hearing the explanation three minutes people have forgotten. That is how God gives advantages and disadvantages to each human being, so that all can complement each other.


“Iya mas, Fatimah also needs enlightenment. Although Fatimah first nyantri, tap certain things Yasin mas know better because it was very close to the kang Salim. Until likened to dalem (Santri term that enters the neighborhood of his kyai house ).


“Alright, so maxutnya like this, in addition to the matter of Fiqih we have to use the taste or taste that is if roso. Examples of this sorry Fatimah do not be offended yes, missal I married Arum currently Fiqh the law may not be ?” I asked Fatimah.


“Fatimah somewhat hesitantly replied even though I was sure she knew the answer.


“Ya can be, legitimate only.” Fatimah answered somewhat hesitantly saying.


“But your little heart can accept even if it can be Fiqh ?” I continued on to Fatimah.


“Honestly can not accept it, Fatimah is an ordinary woman who has feelings and jealousy.” Reply Fatimah.


“Well that's my max, although legally Fiqh it is permissible, but there are other considerations that must be considered as well. Do not just reason legitimately but some are hurt, because fiqh law is made not to hurt others. Not just to find validity in indulgence alone. I'm sorry, but most people marry more than one because of lust not because of fiqh. Even though it was legal and better than adultery or cheating, I also did not say no. It's just that enough consideration is used in taking the fulness.


Back to the matter of Khotimah earlier, please what I say will be conveyed to him, if Khotimah really has such thoughts.not to have any regrets and not let anyone get hurt. What else are you guys like women, of course more know the feelings of women. What else are you Fatimah, as a Wife too. Maybe you can tell Khotimah, if for example my husband married again how you feel Khot, even though it can be Fiqh also.” I said end the conversation.


“Lucky you Fat, have a husband so.” Istiserius even had to see his eyes glazed with glass.


“Not also kok Isti, it is precisely I who shave feel lucky to have a wife like Fatimah. To accept all my evil, even to accept Sidiq as his son. If Fatimah is not big heart maybe my household has been destroyed. Will the kindness and magnanimity of Fatimah my wife be exchanged with lust for another woman on the grounds that it may be fiqiq ? I don't think you're a person like Iyu .


 And for sure, I am grateful to meet you first in the boarding school, if I were not destined to be the husband of Fatimhpun I would still consider him my brother as well as you Isti.”  


“Iya mas, I am also very grateful to have a husband like you understanding and responsibility.” Fatimah said while hugging me.


“EEh do not be so, shame on Isti iih later he wants to hug who ?” I said jokingly so that they do not dissolve in the atmosphere of haru which actually makes you feel clumsy.


“IIh mas ni, is it romantic again do not make up why ?” fatimah Protest.


“Yes we are Romantic, but look tuh Isti so cry later.” My canda.


“Not really mas, Isti also join you guys happy so. Turns out Abah our teacher was really waskito married you guys even though it used to not love each other.” Answer me with a smile.


“Tuh kas, Isti also do not papa kok.” Fatimah.


In my heart I said, Isti is not papa but I am ashamed in front of him my wife is so. Maybe it's more like feeling bad.


Fortunately, not long after I heard the dawn prayer, so there was a reason for me to release my wife's embrace.then Fatimah I asked to wake up Khotimah and others for the morning prayer.


I myself immediately took the ablution water to immediately perform the congregational dawn prayer. And after all we were ready to perform the morning prayer in a congregational manner, there are mujahadah that we can use.


After the dawn prayer I asked Isti and Fatimah to speak with Khotimah to continue the ceremony last night which was delayed. I myself then invite Ardian to jog while observing the state of the surrounding environment. Although at first glance it is rather safe, without any interference but I do not want to be careless in acting, because the enemy is still always keeping an eye on our condition and circumstances to launch a surprise attack.


While jogging I also tried to pry information about Fanani on Ardian, I must know the truth about Fanani so as not to be wrong in judging. Because as his brother Khootimah I have to help choose the right match for him, at least ask the best of some people who have the intention to propose.


“Ardian, you are close to Fanani ?” ask me while jogging with Ardian.


“”Near really not Sir, but we have known each other for a long time because it happens that our home is also not far apart.” Reply Ardian.


“Owh is so, if so you know dong fanani is married ?” my many.


Ardian was a little surprised to hear my second question.


:”Iya sir, sorry I am also in fact shocked when taking part in guard duty at the father's house. And there was Fanani who deket same brother wife father. Because as far as I know prsoses divorce with his wife is not finished. His wife filed for divorce but Fanani still does not want to divorce, because she still hopes his wife will return to him.” Ardian answered me in shock.


“Owh is his wife who is divorced, but Fanani who does not want to divorce ?” manyu continue.


“Iya sir, Fanani still loves her Wife very much but her wife who does not want and asks Cheers.” Ardian.


“Then why tell my wife's sister is divorced ?” I said.


“Owh if it is possible mbak hotimanya misunderstand sir, Fanani said it's just the process of divorce. Just fanani wrong not to say if he himself who does not want to divorce his wife, if he wants to sign the divorce process is complete.” Reply Fanani.


“Owh so apparently, I really do not want to interfere only if Fanani is still heavily divorced with his wife yes should be sought so that they refer back. Back together let Khotimah also not too hopeful, do not hang like this, would pity Khotimah hope something uncertain.” I said to Ardian.


During my jogging I had many conversations with Ardian about Fanani, it is also pity the life of Fanani with his wife. But how else, I also have to think about my brother Khotimah not to dip hp in sama fanani. I am afraid that the Khotimah is even more drunk in love with Fanani until finally later as Fatimah said this morning, so drunk his love willing to be second. Without thinking it scatters the heart of the first wife as well. And there are many more bad consequences that will arise, what if the marriage of a man with a second wife and so on is based solely on lust.


The Prophet used to be, when there was a widow who was left dead during the war, after the completion of his iddah period. And need to be protected and supported and then ask his friends. Whether anyone is ready for marriage, this is a widow that needs to be protected and santuni so it must be married. If anyone is ready then marry. If not and urgently there must be someone to protect, then marry yourself.


If today where there is so, there is a widow seen first beautiful what not, if beautiful married yourself if not new tastes offered by others. It was the sunah of the apostle, hahaha, the sunah of the apostle Palalu. Observe lust under the guise of the sunna of the apostle.


Do not follow sunah kok choose a delicious just, mending juju king is not enough to have a bini one so must look for more. So it is better not to disguise the sunna of the apostle. But it can and does not all. But the snobs NYUNNAh only my max.


Without feeling that I and Ardian have arrived home again, I immediately went to the bathroom to wash my face before joining Fatimah and Isti and Khotimah.


“Again on ngerumpiin what, morning does not make breakfast or snack even on ngerumpi.” I said as if insinuating. Though Fatimah and Isti I asked for help to advise Khotimah.


“Udah make the angel for everything anyway, mas want to coffee again ?” Ask Fatimah.


“Gak ah, had a coffee earlier, gentian ngeteh aja now.” My answer.


“There is a snack, fried tofu or what cake to make ngeteh.” I said.


“Udah prepared tuh stay fried, let the dough melt first.” Isti said.


“Mo make what do you want to lose the adoanana ?” my many.


“Bikin bakwan, says Fatimah mas prefers bakwan.” Answer Isti.


“Iya anyway, but do not get too Lumer too, later even not good,” I said.


“Iya now I fried bentar aja.” Isti said as he walked into the kitchen.


Then I started to open a conversation with Fatimah and Khotimah.


“I was jogging with Ardian, it turns out that Ardian is a neighbor of Fanani.”


kaataku opened the chat.


“Means he knows Fanani long ago mas ?” Fatimah asked in shock.


“Iya, even arguably a playmate since childhood, only then Ardian moved in after he got married.” I said.


“Keep what more information did you get ?” Ask Fatimah.


“I want to ask first with you Khotimah, is it true that Fanani has divorced his wife ?” ask me about Khotimah.


“Not finished the process mas.” Answer Khotimah.


Sontak Fatimah was shocked and almost exploded her anger, fortunately I quickly prevented. So that his anger was quickly controlled, and finally Khotimah admitted if he made up the story if Fanani was divorced.


“Sorry indeed Khotimah who said Fanani mas already divorced, Khotimah already love him. And yesterday felt ready to be his second wife, until just now Mbak Fatim and mbak Isti gave advice to Khotimah.”  Khotimah said while shedding tears.


I myself could not bear to see Khotimah so actually, but how else for the sake of him in the future too, I thought.


“Forcible mas ya Khot, mas forced to forbid you to establish a relationship with Fanani. For your good in the future. Mas do not want you to be sorry and mederita in the future.” I said to Khotimah.


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