Cajaroh

His mother, Mr. Yadi, died

" The sicker I am, the more suffering my son lives without a father. Being ridiculed by her friends." said Arum.

Not done talking Arum stop then go to the kitchen again.

As soon as you hear the sound of the Pk Sastro motor.

" This fry is still warm, just wait for the mateng first. Is yasin unhealthy ? how a little pale ? " ask mr. Sastro.

" No sir, maybe sleep deprivation last night "me.

I can't think of anything as long as I answer.

" May catch a cold also it's mas, nduk Arum please take anti-cold....! " shouted mr. sastro.

I heard an answer

" Nggih lek...! " answer Arum.

Shortly afterwards Arum came to hand over anti-blown drugs to the Sastro camp.

" Ni Lek" said Arum.

" Not for lek, but for Yasin. You give it there...! "

Mr. Castro's answer made me pale.

" This is the medicine please drink " said Arum flat and slow. While giving the medicine.

Although the sound is slow but it feels more tense than the sound of lightning. My hands shook when I received it.

" Nduk Arum's.... Please buy breakfast there. Or you meet the guests of lek sir who bought lek first, if afraid Sidiq wake up" said mr. sastro.

I'm getting scared....!?!

" No need to be real ! " i'm withholding the departure of Mr. Sastro.

" Gak mas, mas rada trembling earlier must be unhealthy. anyway let me immediately just take me home, piye nduk...? " said.

" O anu lek Arum is at home, afraid that Sidiq will wake up." said Arum made me pound more.

" Yo wis, but please meet your guests if you need anything ! " said mr. Sastro.

" Yes lek.." said Arum.

I'm really dead lice can't dwell anymore, resigned to accept destiny.

Mr. Satro has left us both.

" May I explain." I said to Arum.

" What's the point of your explanation ? After what happened to me ? " attack.

" It won't change things, but I hope you'll hear "my words.

Without waiting for an answer, I then told after being beaten by his first family.

Then I told him about my second coming.

I was looking for you, having collected money from among the rubbers.

I want to go to your house, see your condition and your content.

But raided into the alley of the house you have been in the face of the citizens.

I explained my purpose was not to take revenge. Just want to know your condition and your content.

But they still forbid, and say you miscarried.

I had a moment of emotion and a little snapping, "what miscarriage was aborted ? If he is married to someone else I will not interfere just want to see his condition.

But they beat me again, breaking bones in my hands and feet and I almost died.

if there's no one to help me.

took me to the hospital, then took me to a boarding school.

And from that pesantren I changed the course of my life. I repent of all my sins, especially my sins against you.

Then I swore an oath, if it won't hurt women again.not dating again unless married immediately.

My oath was also heard Abah my teacher, he said.

" by seneng ong wedok, but ora by dating "

And it's true that I'm not dating, there's something I like about princess santri.

Married to others by my teacher. So that on the night of the bride I did nothing with my wife.

Only after two weeks did we do, even then not like a new married couple who love each other.

And now my wife is only 1.5 months pregnant.

I just found out last night if you don't abort our son.

I told her while shedding my tears as did Arum.

" You may punish me, but not my wife and my future son. I can't go back to you right now either. I don't want to hurt anyone.

" Can Arum know your wife ? " he said on the sidelines of his sobs.

" I'm afraid to hurt her heart" I said.

"Just the picture mas I beg you "pinta Arum sadly.

I showed you a picture of me and Fatimah.

" Your wife is beautiful, you deserve to love.not like me....! "

I just kept quiet without comment.

" Can I ask no you mas ? " arum pinta.

I'm confused whether I should say it or not.

Sidiq woke up and approached.

" Mah.." said Sidiq.

"Here's my darling, om again like last night !" I said.

The boy nodded and sat on my lap.

" Well see the photo of Sidiq in my seat yet ? " ask Sidiq.

" It was"." said Arum.

" Change Om Dikasih photo Sidiq by mamah dong mah "

Arum and I stared at each other.

" Mamah has no no om, dear Sidiq" said Arum.

I was surprised, I didn't think Arum would say that.

" Make dong mah, is his om here ?! " the word plain sidiq.

" Oh yes you can, Om also want to see a photo of Sidiq sama mamah." I said.

Due to the presence of Sidiq the atmosphere of jd is rather cheerful. The boy was not always funny, which made us laugh.

And the motorbike Mr. Castro came.

" Lah Sidiq gangguin om, Nduk readyin plates and spoons ! " said mr. Sastro.

" Yes lek..! " answer Arum.

" Sidiq went there to not disturb Yasin" said Mr. Sastro.

Drrt...

My phone shook, I thought it must be Fatimah my wife.

How about new ?.I open the message

Photo Sidiq and Arum, written below.

Whether you admit it or not is our son.

Aah gimna later if read Fatimah my wife, Ah why I jd feel more guilty Same both.

What a tough test.

" Don't want to be in Sidiq to be the same as om" replied plain Sidiq.

" Sidiiiq follow mamah yuk.." invite Arum.

"Don't want a mama who participates in sidiq here" replied Sidiq.

" Sidiq can't na...? "

Arum advised Sidiq by spelling the word. let his son follow tp this time Sidiq diem only.

" Aah does not papa really, I ask permission on the child's bench let me bribe onceyan. I love this child." I said inwardly saying "this is my son also Rum ! "

The horrified Sidiq stuck his tongue out at his mother. And the closer I got to his father.

Arum looked at Sidiq

" Yes no papa nduk, Sidiq go down first, let's have breakfast first" said Mr. Sastro.

" Mah here sits with om and Sidiq "pinta Sidiq plain.

Neither I Arum nor Pak sastro jd were shocked to hear the innocent child.

" yes, Sidiq will sit in the middle between mamah and om." I said to remove the stiffness.

" Now Sidiq heard what om tuh tuh ! " said mr. Sastro.

Want not to want Arum also have to obey the will of his son, my son is also biologically my son.

"Mas Yasin has also taken medication ? " ask mr. Sastro.

" O iy yes sir, and Sidiq td funny to make me recover..! " i said a lie.

After I finish breakfast, I ask to be delivered home immediately.

Mr. Sastro was ready soon.

I say goodbye to Sidiq, who was carried by her mother, whispering.

" I'm sorry Arum...

The fate that separated us wasn't me leaving you. I hope you get a better replacement soon than me. I kiss Sidiq's cheek in his mother's sling "

................

Aaah finally got home too.

" السلام علیكم و و

Fatimah my beloved wife...

Sorry, but I can just tell you.

Still busy.

Later starting in the afternoon also make the same agreement, Mr. Yadi. Tonight there was an important meeting with the people.

Greetings

emmmhuuah

Directly read

And in bls ...

وعلكمالسلام و و

Yes mas...

The origin of the promise of loyalty and not long.

Next week try to see Fatimah mas, Fatimah already miss

emmhuuahwas...

I became anxious, did I not include the morning traitor. carry and hold my child.

While Fatimah did not know I already had children..?

Yuyut...

Yes, Yuyut Fatimah can help me.

He has an advantage, can he know my past ?

drrt....

My HP vibrates lg

Owh Fatimah again...

" how can't bls mas only in read aja ? '

"Sorry, just look at the agenda next week.

Try to pick up or visit Fatimah."

"Owh yaudah kirain lg think of another ! hyahui..."

" No, just thinking about when we're together again. I miss you can be here again...! "

" It's so sweet mas, hopefully not just entertaining Fatimah."

" Yes my dear..."

" Be careful if you lie, don't tell Yuyut later....! "

Ah why does she call Yuyut too, my wife's feelings are very sensitive.

" Darling o yes how our child is okay right ?

" God willing, healthy, only Fatimah began to often nausea, fortunately there is a calm Khotimah "

" Are you craving ? "

" Don't know just nausea, but don't want to be weird anyway.

" Yaudah, I have more business, will I not ?

" Yes Fatimah wait...! "

Today I was very busy with his schedule, exhausted to the place of Mbah Guno.

8 Mlm session with masarakat figures.

Maghrib Mujahadah with children.

Just thought of many things, the group of mothers of rumpi mothers passed by.

" your husband jeng was home last night, right ? " catch seoarang mom.

" There is.." answered another.

" Yes, maybe his wife is not home, so look for entertainment "the other one.

" I don't think so ! " one is chiming in.

" How do you keep going ? " ask lainya.

" it often goes out the night his wife does not feel at home "he replied.

" Or it could be caught like chatting with the widow "the other one's stock.

sahut the others...!

" It could be tuh, deket deket here there is also a widow "

" Who ??? " ask the others in unison.

" That's the porridge-maker, but not the porridge-maker on the hajj but rather the Porridge-keeper Find the man.." hahaha.

Their laughter continued to pass.

Aah bodo is very cape ngurusin people so.

I'm going to the back garden of the house, help Amir grafting.

" What you said first really happened again sir ! " said Amir while holding the knife cuter.

" What "Tanyaku...

" The villagers began to gossip the father" said Amir.

" Let it be, the ones who gossip not all the others are just victims of slander." I said flatly.

" Why do you know, what science use sir ? " ask plain amir.

" What science ? yes, logic and coincidence just happen to know the information then logged "I said.

"Owh Kirain uses the science of ghoib "Said Amir..

" The ghoib is little, the logical is a lot in life. You're grafting it logic, you eat it let's not starve it's logic, which ghoib ?" I said.

" While there is a tp in life the portion is only small Mir." I continued to explain.

" How can you know before it happens ? " ask Amir Again

" No, we know that it has happened, if there has not been a prediction" I said.

" Prediction is Prediction sir ? " ask amir selanjtnya.

" Yes is almost the same as "my answer so it is easy to understand.

" It is a sin according to Islam "Amir makes a statment.

This is a critical child or a new doctrine of understanding I thought. But no papa, the challenge of learning and thinking.

I stopped the activity, in order to explain to Amir, so as not to fail to understand :

" Look at mir....

Predictions and predictions are linguistically the same. Same thing as predicting what will happen.

But in terms of being different meaning.

If the prophecy is identical to the negative thing or the Astrologer considers it 100% True or must happen.

The prediction predicted something "may "happen. Based on logical considerations or "Sayaroh " received, so the nature may not happen.

So the "Helpter's mistake "he said his guess must be true. Until it precedes the Creator.

Prediction is the "most likely" or greatest probability value.

if true it means he is right in reading "Isyaroh" if it means wrong to not understand in reading Isyaroh nature.

I see Amir is still a bit confused

" I am still not clear sir "

I became confused, how to give an explanation to Amir. Or is my language inaccurate ???

" The cloudy necklace keeps you saying, well it looks like it's going to rain. It's called Prediction, innocence

But if you say it's gonna rain, and your heart makes sure of it. That's the problem. Because it could be if God wills to come the wind swept over the cloud, so that there is no rain.

Or it could not happen cloudy to arrive rain, because cloudy or clouds that bring rain come arriving from the wind." Obviously to Amir, may I understand my whisper in my heart.

" Keep if on TV it can predict eh predict tomorrow there will be rain when it is still big, it does not look cloudy etc, how about sir ? " I smiled holding back a laugh, got this plain boy question.

Well fortunately his question is not aimed at people who like to fret in answering. Who for the sake of shame if you can not answer continue to give answers ngawur aka ngarang.

" It's not just rain or storm. Even one more month there will be a lunar eclipse or a solar eclipse can be predicted. It was also the science of the Quran called the science of the isab or calculation. Still the value can be right can be wrong.

If people have studied Astronomy etc can calculate it. If we ordinary people can't. Because I don't know the science "my answer.

" O yes sir...

one more sir, is there often a difference in determining the beginning of Ramadan and the beginning of Shawwal. Which is correct to use ? The suction or the ruqyah ? "

This child is plain but his curiosity or learning spirit is high. That's why my wife and I raised him as a foster child.

" Two are right, if you want to understand the njai ushul fiqih to be clear ! "

" How is it that everyone sir ? " This is actually explained in detail a month is also not necessarily finished, I thought. But well, form my responsibility to the Asuh child as well as my worshipers. Gotta answer.

" Look Mir....!

Fiqh or Islamic law exists

ushul Fiqh or fiqhnya tree.

There's a furu' or a fiqihnya branch.

If Ushul Fiqh there should be no difference.

If it is different in Furu' or its branch it can be, as long as there is a base of no different origin.

In terms of Ramadan fasting and eid. Ushul fiqihnya 1 Ramadan mandatory fasting.

And 1 Shawwal Mandatory break or illegal fasting.

If you determine when the beginning of Ramadan and when the beginning of fasting was entered in Furu' iyah. may be different opinions.would use hisab please want to use rukyah please. Which ptg is not original in determining."

" Oh so, sir..."

" Yes. besuk open fiqih study let you and your friends understand.

drrt....

Not done talking to Amir Hp I vibrate..

Mr. Yadi...? Not that his promise is up, this has not been dhuhur, my mind..

Assalaamu 'alaikum mr. Yadi...

wa 'alaikummussalam's..

can I go to my house now, sir ?

Could you sir, I'll leave immediately..

I'm picking you up or...?

No need, I leave alone, already know his home

Oh yes sir thank you

assalaamu ' aleikum

wa 'alaikummussalaam's...

I told Amir to finish his own job. And say today if there is a shipment send through the package only. The motor doesn't wear..

" I'm leaving first, take care of the house ! " Saying.

" Yes sir "jawsb Amir.

I run the bike a little fast, I don't feel good.

Arriving at Mbah Guno has many people.

I was immediately told to enter Mbah Guno's room.

" The awareness is starting to decrease sir, sometimes not aware at all " said Mr. Yadi.

" Please in this room read surah yasin, don't break up sir. If you can change "

I said after seeing Guno's condition.

Pas Done said pas denger Iandang adzan Dhuhur.

" We Jamaah at home sir, all pray mbah Guno "My love

" yes sir " said Mr. Yadi who then ordered all to take ablution.

After the worship of dhuhur and pray, I again saw the condition of Mbah guno.

Slowly I opened her eyelids, then I lit her with a battery lamp on the phone.

" It's not reacting (if normal pupils will shrink because of glare) maybe the time is near I thought.

" Continue reading Surah Yasin, some help reading At-Taubah, Ar-Ro'ad I will read the prayer Akassa. At-Taubah read best because 1juss lbh dikit. And no talk in this room. Sorry that did not read please outside this room ! " me door.

In such a case I must be firm. For the sake of pinning the sakaratul death so as not to be deceived seduce Satan.

Everything in the room chanted a holy verse, and the only chat was outside the room.

I myself read the Akassa prayer, and after finishing reading another prayer while guiding the Thoyibah.

Until finally seen the oral movement mbah guno pronounce the lafadz of God who has not heard his voice. Until finally.

Inna lillahi wa Inna ilaihi roji...

Mbah Guno Mbah pak Yadi passed away.

Me and all those present would like to offer condolences to the big family of Mr. Yadi.

" For the process of pangrukti lackluster how sir "ask Mr. Yadi the toughest. because others are still dissolved in mourning.

" Let's wait 2 hours sir, let's lead the Rois sir here. Because the Adab is so. do not me, Mr. Yadi and the family will do it."

" Siyap pak" continued Mr. Yadi.

" Oh yes, Mr. Yadi, there are things I need to say a little, if you don't mind ! " i said to psk Yadi.

" Monggo sir Please "answer Mr. Yadi.

"Can we just talk four points, sir ? " my door to Mr. Yadi.

" Owh can sir, where ? " said Mr. Yadi.

" In Mbah guno's room, sir "I said.

We both headed to Mbah guno's room, and please go out first.

" This is Mr. Yadi...! " i started the story.

" Mbah Guno first asked to be recited Akassa prayer, the prayer was to remove all the handles or khodam in Mbah guno.

And my hand was held in the armpit. Turns out he handed me this thing. Please Mr. Yadi keep it first." I said.

" Oh yes sir, but what sir. I don't know....? "asked Mr. Yadi.

" It's yellow iron and some other stuff. You save first, later how to wait besuk sir "I said.

" Oh yes sir " replied Mr. Yadi.

After I handed the thing over, me and Mr. Yadi came out. Local rois came carrying a shroud to measure the appropriate posture of Mbah guno.

After the semuai is finished, it has been bathed and pardoned, also sholated.

Please come home, and

" I'm sorry if this mlm can't join Tambar (fighting in the auction place.) Because maybe there will be a meeting with the village manager. " I said.

" Byuk is present at the funeral ceremony sir, I beg you.. ! " pinta pakYadi's.

"Yes sir I try to come "I said.

I'll be home soon, preparation for the night of the trial.

Until home, shower and asar prayers

After that, I gave word to my wife Fatimah

" السلام علیكم و و...

My dear sorry I broke my promise

not so vc, because ditlpun Pak Yadi. his grandfather was critical. And now the world is gone...

" و علیكم السلام و و

*He doesn't father my beloved husband

that is why Fatimah is so acceptable

But if because of other things watch out for Fatimah cubitin to cry.

" Diih said it's so dear !"

" yes, hehehe...! "honestly Fatimah felt a bit was was and suspected mas there playful...!!!

But hopefully not

I hope it's just Fatimah.

Is it okay in Jogja? "

" Yes my dear.

Always healthy, thanks to the prayer of my wife Solihah.

" الحمذ لله...

" Pretentious and happy to have a good Imam and dear wife.

" But you have a very bad past, baby. Later you are disappointed, do not praise me too much so if you know the bad past I am not too disappointed.

" Why did you say that anyway ?

we promised to bury the past

what is the past that you think will make Fatimah disappointed ? "

(I'm afraid to be honest if I already have a child from a forbidden relationship in the past. And just found out if the woman who was pregnant because I gave birth to her child, took care of her child to grow up as a cute and smart child.

I was confused, just turning back, like my heart was turning back.).

" Why didn't you answer....? "

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