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I myself could not bear to see Khotimah so actually, but how else for the sake of him in the future too, I thought.

“Forcible mas ya Khot, mas forced to forbid you to establish a relationship with Fanani. For your good in the future. Mas do not want you to be sorry and mederita in the future.” I said to Khotimah.

Khotimah was silent for a moment, I understood him as an older person and had felt in love and had to separate or stay away from people he loved. Of course, it is very hard for Khotimah to defeat his love feelings.

Honestly, I actually did not have the heart if I had to share Khotimah with Fanani who she loved. But as a man I must put forward logic rather than feeling, because sometimes love takes away the logic of thinking.

“Khotimah want to try mas, mbak despite the weight of the taste, somehow Khotimah feel this. Khotimah is already lulled and fascinated with Fanani.” Khotimah said on his sobs.

“Iya Khot, I know if it is heavy for you Khot. But you need to know if we also have to use our reason and logic as intelligent beings. No matter how much love we feel for the opposite sex, there are times when it fades. If it is not accompanied by logic, it will end in sorrow. Because feelings are abstract things that cannot be visualized, they must be balanced with reason and logic. In order not to be blind love anything else blindly, and justify all means.” I said to Khotimah.

“Dengerin Khot said that masmu, do you not remember my story when married to your mas. so many obstacles that we face from starting misunderstanding with friends santri up to burying our past each. Because before we were just friends and each had their own lovers. But with capital khusnudzon to God you can see for yourself at this time we can love each other even very much in love with each other.” Fatimah continued my wife.

“Nah you have heard for yourself from your brother Fatimah right, and you need to imitate your brother Fatimah, who has a big soul to accept me who has a gloomy past and even left a mark until now. That is to have a child born out of wedlock with another woman, but Fatimah your sister still wants to accept me even want to consider my son as her own child.” I said to Khotimah as well as realize that Candra who once beat me was not used as a barrier she received Candra's proposal. Because it is also our past. So it does not need to be lifted and does not need to be remembered. The important thing is the present and the future, do not be too burdened by someone's past.

“Iya mbak, mas Khotimah know really. And Khotimah will try to obey the words mas Yasin and mbak Fatim.” Khotimah said although still sobbing.

“You are indeed a submissive brother Khot, although mas also know even actually do not have the heart with this. because both I and Fatimah your brother had also experienced. So it's not just about bragging. It was very sad when we married Khot. Your brother and I both know that we don't love each other. Even my boyfriend is your sister's best friend and vice versa your sister's boyfriend is also my best friend it turns out even though I knew him after I married your brother. But we all got through that, even yesterday when they came and stayed in this house was fine. Also when his mother Sidiq came and lived here your brother Fatimah was also fine. That's what's called Khot's true love, not just blind love.” I said added.

When Khotimah silently contemplated thinking about my words and the words of Fatimah Isti came to bring snacks processed by Isti in the kitchen.

“The fish is ready, let's eat everything first. The one Isti put ahead yes Fat.” Isti.

“Iya may, but it's up you come directly here yes Is.” Pinta Fatimah my wife.

“Iya bentar I love to do in front first.” Answer Isti.

After Isti returned, Isti also added advice to Khotimah.

“Saaf Khotimah, Isti is indeed bukab who is Khotimah. But Isti has considered the Khotimah family, just like your brother Fatimah. What else are we now living in one house so your happiness is also the happiness of Isti. When hearing you are close to the guy Isti was also happy, but after knowing the complicated relationship Isti was also concerned. And agree with the opinion of Fatimah and the opinion of mas Yasin.” Isti’anah.

“Sama Is, even I used to really hope Khotimah soon married to Fanani. After kang Salim said that there is an aura of the bride and groom in this house, which he said is not just one. I thought it was between your brother Rofiq and Arum and Khotimah and Fanani. It turns out my guess missed. Khotimah's soul mate turned out not to be Fanani, may be coming soon.” I said that made everyone shocked, and remembered the words of Kang Salim at that time.

“Iya yes, kang Salim once said so. I'll forget !” answer Isti.

“Fatimah also forgot Is, maybe Khotimah also still remember the greeting kang Salim at that time ?” Ask Fatimah to Khotimah.

“Masih mbak, so khotimah think also mas Fanani's mate Khotimah. But it turns out mas Yasin and mbak fatim even forbid Khotimah.” Khotimah.

“Begini Khot, the words of people like Kang Salim and those who are given advantages by Allah are not swallowed raw. Even though I used to think the same as you, but after knowing your problem with Fanani so think differently. Because we knew the beginning of Candra's desire to propose to you. Well maybe it is the real Isharoh, which puts our minds at a head start. So mas please you make a consideration if Candra is right to propose you later.” I said to connect the words of my wife Isti and Fatima.

“Wah mas Yasin is now more accurate in reading Isyaraoh yes.” Isti Say.

“Not also Kok Is, the proof is also almost wrong in translating I thought first Fanani who will be the couple Khotimah. But indeed since the emblazoned kang Salim in his lodge first, there is a kind of enlightenment that makes me easier to read the content given through natural events.” I said to Isti.

“Kalo already so you yourself how Khot, if mas Candra later propose you real ?” fatimah said asking for the firmness of Khotimah.

“Currently khotimah nurut same mas yasin and mbak Fatim only, because mas Yasin and mbak Fatim more experience. And Khotimah sure mas and mbak will not plunge Khotimah.” Said Khotimah who had started to calm down somewhat.

“Alhamdulillah.!” our speech simultaneously heard the sincere answer from Khotimah. This means that one problem has been resolved so that we can feel more relieved to think about other problems that are also very important. That is to immediately resolve the matter that is dragging us into this danger.

“But according to Isti, Khotimah should solve the problem first with fanani. So that no misunderstanding will occur. And we can still relate as brothers do not hate each other because of this. if Candra proposes to Khotimah later.” Isti Say.

“Owh yes, I agree it Is. Let Khotimah himself speak, if you need a companion let me or my wife who will accompany or both also no problem.” I said.

“At least you damping mas, if only Khotimah myself I do not have the heart. This is not a trivial issue.” Fatimah my wife said.

“I'm coming. If it is needed I will accompany Khotimah to talk with Fanani but if Khotimah feels it is a matter of privacy he does not need to be accompanied also papa.” I answered Fatimah to my wife.

“Bagaman Khot, you feel you need didmpingi or not the problem is not a reckless thing should be with good language and sentences so as not to cause misunderstandings in the future.” Fatimah asked for Khotimah's approval.

“Khotimah may not be up to the heart to talk directly, so ask for help mas Yasin and mbak Fatimah who speak even though Khotimah will also talk later.” Khotimah.

“Iya mbak will help, but let your mas start the conversation later the same guy let more about the language.” Khotimah.

“Yaudah, when will we call Fanani, we talk well with her so that Fanani is also not hurt and Khotimah can also be relieved off the complicated romance.” I said.

“The most appropriate time to remember after lunch only, when the atmosphere is relaxed so there will be no tension.” Isti Proposal.

“I think it is better later tonight after the mujahadah let me start talking, then only Khotimah and Fatimah followed after it was felt that the conversation could go smoothly. Not suudzon but just be wary if Fanani might not accept or how.” I said.

“So can also mas, Fatimah come along later lest there be any problems.” Fatimah.

“Khotimah also come along mas, which is important do not be scolded by Fanani because Khotimah also does not have the heart if Fanani mas later scolded.” Khotimah.

“Iya take it easy Khot, however Fanani is also like our family. We must also keep the feeling of him.” My answer to Khotimah.

After finishing the session, we were busy with our own business and that day Khotima locked ourselves in a room. Unlike usual who always look for time to meet Fanani and chat together. It was realized by Fanani who was also in my observation, but he also did not dare to ask the existence of Khotimah. Although a few times passed me and held my greetings as usual. I also did not see a change in my attitude that remained relaxed and welcome to all including fanani.

Until the agreed time, after we finished doing the mujahadah. I went to see Fanani for me to talk to before Fatimah and Khotimah followed.

By first we chat things outside the actual topic of conversation, so as not to damage the atmosphere of familiarity that has been established.

“How has security developed over these few days especially when I have to leave home ?” I asked Fanani to open the conversation.

“Safe sir, nothing suspicious. Everything goes smoothly, and every day there are people who do sweeping around this region.” said Fanani.

Owh sukurlah, but if you continue this task is not sought after your wife's child Fanani ?” I was fishing for Fanani.

Fananipun was surprised to hear my question, had been seen blushing his face and then bowed and silent for a while.

“Which wife you are original, if you might live with your in-laws would not papa. Until your wife can understand your profession that sometimes has to be night service even a few days do not go home.” I said.

“I am ashamed sir if I live with in-laws, cook a man hitchhiking at home in-laws.” Reply Fanani.

“Wah if that's your name is selfish, do not want to give up a little with the wife. If I think your wife just wants you to stay in her house first until your wife is really ready to part with her parents. Maybe your wife's character is a bit spoiled and never separated from her parents. So when being a wife people still want to be one with their parents.” I said.

“Iya sir, that is the source of the problem, but in my family also forbid if I stay at home in-laws he said like an irresponsible man, hitchhiking at his in-laws.” Reply Fanani.

“That's his fault, first you will not ride just to please your wife. When your wife is ready, you can stay at home before you have your own home. Or cost if you want to study independently, if your wife is ready to risk living in a boarding house. Kaalo hasn't ya how else mending stay at home in-laws of paa household mess rather than forcing prestige but the household disband.” I said to Fanani.

“How about my family that forbids me not to join the wife sir ?” Ask Fanani later.

“You are an adult, so you have the right to set your own pace. Not having to follow the will of others, even if it's brother. Like if the household has established its own state, the brother is not entitled to intervention related to privacy. Can propose or submit an opinion but should not force.” I was clear on Fanani.

“Iya sir, maybe this is also my fault because my family used to be against me when they wanted to marry my wife.” Fanani.

“Well what else is like that, obviously your wife is not used to living with your family until your family really admits your wife is a member of his family too. If so then anyone who will be your wife may not be at home, because maybe you are at home also still treated like a child who must be arranged everything.” I said spontas serocos like he was advising his sister.

“Follow sir, it is all arranged by my father and brother, so I actually feel calm if outside the house because at home it is like I am not appreciated.” Fanani.

If so naturally his wife asked for a divorce, how does not have a husband who has no bargaining price at all in the eyes of his family. So that everything must be arranged, fortunately Khotimah has been told I told with Isti and Arum earlier. If not, and become the wife of Fanani, either the second wife or after the official Fanani divorce just will menambha the problem later, I think.

“You should take Fanani's attitude, don't worry and don't make others worry too because of your attitude.” I said I was going to start on the topic.

“Simply how pack ?” Ask Fanani pura not understand.

“To be honest Fan, I know you have a special relationship with Khotimah. Don't be surprised, at first I thought you were single, either not married or widower I didn't have a problem. But as a brother, of course I have the right to know who you really are in a relationship with my sister. That's why I found out about you, from other people you don't need to know. And it turns out that your own status is still not clear so. If you were single then I wouldn't forbid you from being in touch with my brother's Khotimah. You want a virgin or a widower to have children, I have no problem. But with your current status, I honestly object if you are in special contact with my sister. If you are just friends please, but pity my sister if you expect a lot while you yourself do not dare to make a decision.” I said get into the conversation I had planned.

“Iya sir, sorry is not maxut Fanani toying with my father's sister, Fanani does like Khotimah, but honestly Fanani also can not forget Fanani's wife sir. I love him very much too, because we have been dating for a long time but the problem arises when we were married.” Fanani.

“Iya my advice only, you have to meet your wife apologize and if necessary you have to give up staying at your in-laws' house until your wife is ready to part with her parents and your family can also accept your wife as a member of her family. Also be firm with your own family, because being firm is not a mistake. Assertive does not mean rude, but firm is firm on the stand as a man you must have it Fanani. About Khotimah I think you already know what to do, because Khotimah is my sister and you are also like family here and you also have a wife, too, surely I don't need to explain more right?” I said to Fanani.

Fanani just silently looked down, maybe also felt the loss of friends venting, friends sharing and alinya. But for the good of Khotimah and Fanani as well I have to be firm like that before it's too late, I thought.

In silence and silence Fanani appeared Khotimah accompanied Fatimah my wife too.

“What did Yasin mas say, from now on we are brothers only. Khotimah also does not want to be stamped as an actor. Khotimah also women can certainly feel the pain of your wife if you know you are related to other women while your wife's nationality is still hanging unclear. And again you yourself still love your wife very much. It is only natural that you maintain your household by improving your relationship with your wife.” Say Khotimah while holding back from crying.

Certainly Fatimah has given a lot of messages and advice earlier, so that the strong Khotimah does not look sad. Because it could be used by Fanani later if it looks Sad Khotimah.

“Iya right it was Fanani mas, Khotimah my sister should not be considered as a actor I her brother also will not stay silent if so.” The words of Fatimah connect the words of Khotimah.

Seeing Khotimah holding back the crying that was almost powerless I finally told them to enter the room.

“Have you guys entered the room again, let me finish this with Fanani, just pray that the Fanani household reunites and get along again.” I said to Fatimah and Khotimah.

They finally entered Fatimah's room, maybe Khotimah wanted to spill his sorrow with his cousin's brother. Papalah, the risk as the head of the household who takes care of the wife's cousin. Sometimes must succumb to sleep outside if certain conditions, hehehe..!’.

Farani who was still silent was unable to speak, and finally I opened the talk again.

“It's Fanani, you better take a break, too, if you want to meet your wife apologizing and invite your wife back to get along well if indeed you have to live with her parents first join mugkin it can please your wife. With that maybe your wife just felt that you really love her as evidenced by you want to beat your ego succumbing to stay with her parents.”kataku want to end the conversation.

“Pak, can I ask for help ?” suddenly Fanani asked something.

“Ask what please, just say.” My answer.

“Will you accompany me to meet my wife and ask for forgiveness and resolve the problems between us so that my wife does not ask for divorce ?” fanani said that I automatically have to be willing besides for the sake of Fanani also for the sake of Khotimah so as not to hope again with Fanani sukur sukur to accept Candra's application later, I thought.

“Iya may, besuk what time you want there you just tell me, I am ready to be your spokesperson so that you and your wife can reunite.” My answer.

“Previous sir, besuk we leave in the morning, sukur sukur can meet all family members of my wife.” Said Fanani who started to turn somewhat cheerful on her face.

In my heart I said, if it was only a matter of so why should I approach my sister's Khotimah until she was lulled and almost drunk in love with you Fanani. If from yesterday you said maybe the problem is finished and will not leave a heart wound to Khotimah, I grumbled in my heart. But yes, everything has happened, maybe here there is also an element of Khotimah's fault even my wrong element is also not from the beginning looking for Fanani's identity.

“Yes the same, I am ready to help you but remember my message earlier and you must obey. Don't play with my brother Khotimah's heart. About your family insha Allah I am ready to help until everything is finished and there is certainty, and I will try to maintain the integrity of your household.” I said to Fanani.

“Iya sir, I promise and I have also heard the remarks from khotimah himself. From now on I will not bother and give hope to Khotimah again.” Fanani.

“Ok, one more thing that I think you need to also know that in the near future Khotimah will be proposed to someone. I hope you can understand and don't let you think like that. Because I decided to give the person permission to apply after knowing your relationship with Khotimah which if continued would be not good.other case if you are single, if you are, then I will tell that person if I will wait for your proposal. But now it turned out to be impossible, so I allowed that person to propose to Khotimah.” I said to Fanani.

So that Fanani also looks sad or how unclear which clearly looks disappointment on his face. Hearing if Khotimah will soon be proposed to someone. It might have been too soon for him, but it was also for the sake of separating Khotimah and fanani from becoming the third person in the Fanani household. Want him to accept or not I also will not care, which is clear I have a reason why separate them and allow Candra to propose to Khotimah. Although the decision remains I leave it to Khotimah himself who will undergo.

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