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Take Sidiq to Isti

The final episode.

Ok I just want to be honest and to the point.Because of my depravity in the past, I once impregnated a girl. And when I intend responsibility. Go to his house, forbidden to see. He said he miscarried, even I was beaten to the point of almost dying.

Fortunately, helped by the new salim kang passed by. Carried and taken to the pesantren.

But some time ago, at an event I met a girl who was pregnant because of me.

And she did not miscarry, the child was born and is now 2 years old.

That child is my biological son, and what should I do..?

I don't want Fatimah to be hurt.

But I also don't want to be an irresponsible father. So I have to how Is...??? "

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" That's the story, so actually I'm wrong too sir. Right now, I have to behave how. And only Isti I can make friends vent. " I see my explanation to Mr. Yadi.

" When it comes to children, obviously I have to take responsibility. Educating and nurturing, but his relationship with my wife that makes me dizzy sir. I can't speak frankly at this time. But Sidiq the boy was already very close to me. Even he has called me father at this time. "I continued to explain to Mr. Yadi.

Mr. Yadi listened seriously.Meski did not respond to comments or anything else.

" I'm sorry sir, I can't comment on that. I know that Zain was just shocked. Moreover, this is a matter that is too complicated for me sir ! " sahut mr. Yadi.

" What's wrong sir, I'm just talking about a hidden problem right now. Let it not be my burden. Even without a solution ! " my answer to Mr. Yadi.

Sidiq came to me

" Dad let's go home ! " bring Sidiq.

I saw it was quite late afternoon. I also went home.

When I want to run my bike, Isti suddenly stop me.

" Yasin wait... ! " call Isti to me.

I stopped and pulled my bike. Then I approached Isti.

" What's up Is ? " tanyaku to Isti.

" The mas boy is a pinter, so please educate him well. Don't imitate his father's old steps. Sorry if Isti spoke vulgarly !" said Isti.

" That's all ? " tanyaku.

" That's all ! " answer Isti.

" good, thanks. That's what I talked to you about first. Let your brother teach him to pay later" I said.

" Yes, Isti Understand, may our plan be revealed by Allah ! "

" Aamiin, I'll go home first.

Assalaamu'alaikum...! "

" ha 'alaikummussalaam...! " javaab Isti slowly.

I took the bike back and headed home.

" Sidiq pingin maem what later, all we buy later eaten at home ! " my question to Sidiq My son.

" Just follow me, Sidiq whatever you want ! " answer the prints.

" Hmmm choose Fried chicken/grilled or goat tongseng, or rendang or what ? Sidiq just say it ! " said.

" Sidiq can't choose a father ! " answer Sidiq.

" What does Sidiq want ? " let me wonder.

"Sidiq pinginya street like this Mamah sidiq also well ! " sidiq polostanpa load.

" If it can't be Sidiq, I already have a wife. Later Dad's wife is angry, if father invited his mother Sidiq. ! " my words gave an explanation to Sidiq.

" Dad's wife means Sidiq call her mother huh Daddy ? " Task Sidiq again.

I was really made dizzy by my own son. Even though the child born is not from the marriage process.

" Yes, call mommy to daddy's wife !" my answer.

One day you will have to stay with me, and take care of my son who is still in the stomach of Fatimah. He's gonna be a funny little brother to you, Sidiq.

Finally I stopped at the Lamongan stall, to buy food.

"Sidiq mo pesen what ? I want to order fried chicken. ! " tanyaku to Sidiq anaku.

" It's up to Dad ! " answer Sidiq.

This child must be less invited to walk jeuar with his mother. It looks really awkward outside. But I can't blame Sidiq's mother. Because the source of the problem is also myself ! " bainku's. Then while waiting for my order VC Arum, let me know the condition of his son.

" Assalaamu 'alaikum mas..!" Greetings Arum in telpun.

" ha 'alaikummussalaam..! " answer.

" Sidiq mo chat with his mamah Sidiq ? " tanyaku.

" Yes Yes Yes ! " answer.

Then I gave my Hpku to Sidiq.

" Momah, Sidiq at the same fried chicken buyin dad !" Sidiq.

I saw Arum crying.

" Mamah nangis pingin fried chicken too ? Don't cry mah, besuk sidiq bwawain ! " slamour Sidiq.

" Gak Sidiq, mamah do not want his fried chicken. " replied Arun .

" Does mommy want to go along with me too ? " ask Sidiq. Making Arum and I hear it turn out to be a disaster.

" I'll connect back home. Sidiq's order is ripe, let's go home ! " bring me.

Without saying goodbye to Arum, I'm matiin hp and way home.

Until the house there is still time before entering Maghrib.

I fed Sidiq who looked very happy at the time.

Until the time of the mahrib arrived, I invited Sidiq to join the maghrib congregation and I taught hijaiyah letters from zero.

Good thing I found you, son. If not, I will be very sinful in my heart.

After Isha, after Amir and Heri returned home. Stay the two of me with Sidiq.

The boy played hp watching cartoon movies on youtube with my supervision to sleep.

Then I allowed his sleeping position to be comfortable. I looked at her face, I kissed her without feeling my tears.

Suddenly remembered the shadow of the past memory that seemed to have just happened.

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...flashback 3 years ago...

I had previously stopped by the post. Just as I showed my friend, I introduced Arum as my girlfriend. And Arum was proud to be my girlfriend.

" Where are you going ? Arum can not pass from 5 pm already have to get home ! " arum pinta.

" Later Malem can I not go to your house ? " i asked back without asking Arum.

" don't be a mas, Arum can't have a guy's guest. Except for school friends and school business ! " said Arum.

" Why the arrival of a boy guest who is not a schoolmate and not a school business ? " anyaku continued.

"Arum can't have a girlfriend yet, before school ! " answer Arum.

That time despite our status but I was forbidden to visit his house. Besides Arum being banned from dating, also considering my unclear status.

" Do we see the beach or the mountain ? " take a question with Arum.

" Pinginya is a mas beach, but obviously later kemalan kalo on the beach." said Arum.

" Yaudah to the bells just look at the bunker ! " said.

" It's up to you" replied Arum.

Finally we both rode on motorcycles through the rocky road at that time.

The air was cold enough, I took out a bottle of Vodka to warm up. There was no other intention than that, at first.

" Did he promise to stop drinking ? " ask Arum.

" Yes, it's just for body heaters, it won't get drunk" I told Arum.

" When it's cold to go home, Arum is also afraid of the kesorean scolded by my father ! " said Arum.

" Later ah, only then have you come home ! " I said.

" But the weather is cloudy, it's going to rain ! " arum protest.

" This rain of water, just shelter is fine" I said.

" Fear not to dare to go home after the rain. " Excited.

" Dare not dare to go home nginep also not papa, many of these inns ! " said.

" Don't want to, Arum isn't a bum !!! " serrant Arum.

" My max isn't that, just answer your questions ! " i said, holding Arum's hand to the banger.

Arriving at the locked bunker, we walked around the location while looking at the scenery in the hill area. The time is often used as a camping area and if the new year's night is full of visitors. Young couple mudi and troupe who make aoi bonfire and burn. Many locals also rent mats, sell firewood, sweet corn to burn even many scattered coffee shops and noodle instances open until late even until the morning again.

While being cool the road both arrived lightning sounded hard and heavy rain fell instantly.

Everyone is looking for a shelter. Arum actually went home even though the rain was quite heavy.

" Go home and be afraid of the kemaleman ! " get Arum worried.

" But I don't have a raincoat ! " answer.

" No papa was mending wet from late to home" said Arum.

I saw the worry on Arum's face so I couldn't bear it. In the end, despite the heavy rain, we went home. I told Arum to wear my jacket so I wouldn't get cold.

On the road rain is not getting quieter it is getting heavier, accompanied by strong winds and patir. I don't care about that, keep pushing my bike. Until Arum suddenly shouted...!

" Be careful there are fallen trees...! " Jerit Arum.

Spontaneous I swerved left, there happened to be an alley way into the inn.

" Jaudah we take shelter first, danger if we continue the journey of lightning and terrible wind ! " said.

" But Arum does not want to, Arum does not want to enter the inn mas, Arum ogah mas....!!! " says Arum in fear.

" Where else to go, this place is just a shelter ! " said.

" But Arum does not want mas, then the evil Arum !!! " Surprisingly Arum.

" No, I will not harm you. You're my girlfriend, my future later. "persuade me to Arum who shivers with cold.

At that time I also had no evil intentions at first. Just take shelter to avoid lightning and wind.

We finally agreed to stay at the inn. Right in the T-junction if the east direction kebebeng south towards the highway of Yigyakarta.

I told Arum to take a shower and dry his clothes for a while so he wouldn't get cold.

Even though I myself was cold soaked and shivering. I downed the Vodka I was carrying. The one I just drank a little bit. Pretty warm body.

Arum came out of the bathroom, I didn't shiver anymore. His clothes were not too wet, so there was no need to change his High School uniform again.

" Don't drink anymore, he said he wanted to stop. He said Arum loves more than drinks ? " said Arum telling me to stop.

" I'm cold if I can't drink, so this will be the last bottle I drink. This has stopped completely ! " i said I've been affected by alcohol. If in prsontase may not be up to 80% of the level of consciousness.

" Are these promises the last ? how many bottles are there today ? " ask Arum.

" Two !" my answer.

" this is the third ? " ask Arum.

I just nodded not answering.

" You're still cold Rum, drink it a little bit to keep it warm ! " saying.

" No ah, sin and fear of drunkenness ! " kilah Arum's.

" Let's not get cold ! " persuade.

Finally after I forced and I lure this for the celebration teraikhirku Arum want to drink. And his face became reddened with consciousness. Arum just fell down unable to lift his head.

" Dizziness." That's all I said.

Then I lay Arum on the bed, because of conditions that have been affected by alcohol. Then something happened that shouldn't have happened.

And from there became the beginning of the repetition of the deed. Once upon a time it resulted in Arum Hamil.

...flashback off...

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" Daddy didn't sleep ? " the sound of Sidiq waking me up from my daydream.

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