Cajaroh

Cajaroh
Take Sidiq to stay at my house



"Mas maybe Arum doesn't know himself. But Arum has to talk. That honestly Arum still hopes to be united with you. But after hearing your story earlier, Arum realized it was impossible. So Arum is now determined to forget all our past. Although it feels heavy. But Arum is sure, Arum can definitely follow in your footsteps. Arum wants to move to the straight path ! " said Arum while sobbing.


" I'm sorry Arum, who couldn't fulfill your wish. I am humanly honest, I am not. But that's the best way for us. "


I spoke while holding tightness in the chest. But I have to talk as is.


" For the sake of Sidiq, maybe we are not married. Even after my marriage you divorced no papa mas. So that Sidiq can have the status of having a real father ? "


Like being struck by lightning I heard Arum's question like that.


I could not answer, it was hard to move my lips and tongue.


" ... ! for that I cannot apologize. " I said down sad.


" Yes Mas Arum understand, it is precisely Arum who does not know himself sorryin Arum ! " Sahut Arum's.


" It's not sad, afraid your lek comes continue to be suspicious. About Sidiq I will be 100% responsible anyway he's my son Rum. Highlight his eyes and nose mine, the oval of his face looks just like yours ! "my words comfort Arum.


" Yes yes, mas.


Our boy but his face is oval like a girl ! " answer Arum.


Without feeling we laughed, while looking at the photo of Sidiq both.


" Yes Sidiq's face is oval like his mother's, but his nose is sharp and his father's eyes are sharp ! " My mouth is on Arum.


It didn't feel like Arum and I were nostalgic. I forgot that Fatimah was pregnant.


As if I was sedated, so that several times Arum rested his head on my shoulders. And I also held Arum's nose a few times like I used to when dating.


Fortunately, I soon realized who I was. A married man and my wife are pregnant with my child.


" Abaghfirrullahal 'adhim. We shouldn't be like this "I regret.


" Oh yes mas, sorry Arum is also late in susana. Arum forgets that the mas already belongs to someone else now " said Arum away from me. Sitting in the other chair, blushing.


" We are both the same as Arum's khilaf." I said.


Susana turned stiff, we both just kept quiet. Not a word can be said.


Then came Mr. Sastro with a hamlet health mantri. Old pants, not just buy bandages but car mantri health/nurse. Good thing I didn't see when Arum and I were....?!? I said in my heart.


" How was the wound ? still bleeding ? " ask mr. Sastro.


" Owh was already in cleanin his mother Sidiq sir, Sidiq's hair was cut around the wound. Sorry to be all ngrepotin. "I said.


" Gak papa mas, living in bandages means yes ? " ask further Mr. Sastro.


I haven't answered Sidiq in and just sat on my lap.


I immediately kissed the boy with all my love. A father's love for his biological son.


" Sidiq move aside first let om Yasin be treated first" said pa sastro.


Sidiq went and moved to his mother Arum.


Then the Mantri wrapped my wounds after first cleaning the wound with a low concentration of Alcohol. As infection prevention.


After it is finished and the mantri comes home I also want to go home.


But ask permission to take Sidiq for me to stay at my house.


Sidiq was very happy, and I saw Arum smiling happily. And finally Mr. Sastro allowed, although initially forbid fear I bothered to take care of Sidiq.


In my heart said, "This my son sir should have been a bother." I murmured inwardly.


" So make me take you here, sir, before I pick up my wife. Let Sidiq nemenin me tonight ! " saying.


" Actually I do not want to trouble Yasin mas, but how else Sidiq himself is also very happy so ! " sahut mr. Sastro.


"No sir, his son Sidiq is obedient. I'm even happy if Sidiq can come with me tonight. " I said.


" Don't really bother you ? " ask Arum.


I was surprised that Arum asked that.


" Ah not at all, Sidiq I have considered the child Alone. "I answered unconsciously until I was surprised by it.


" Om Benera ? means Sidiq can call Dad, huh ? " tanya Sidiq is plain. I was really surprised to hear Sidiq's question. Neither I, Arum nor Mr. Satro looked at each other.


Not saying a word.


Sidiq asked again,


" Can't you ? "


" Well, I don't mind Sidiq Panggi Daddy ! " said.


Arum looked to shed his tears, but happy tears because his face was smiling even though his eyes were crying.


Finally I was escorted by Mr. Sastro and Sidiq came with me at that time.


.................


Get home


" Who is that sir ? " ask Amir and Heri together.


" My daughter, but call me father ! " answer me origin.


" Today there is no delivery ? " my question was with Amir and Heri.


" There's a sir, but it's done ! " answer Amir.


" That means the bike is not in use anymore, right, I want to use it to walk the afternoon with this child." I said.


Then I took Sidiq into the house, and I took a bath for a while. Then Sidiq I asked Asar before leaving.


I did not know Isti first.


" Assalaamu 'alaikum mas Yasin ! "


Isti's voice in telpun.


" wa 'alaikummussalam Isti, are you at Mr Yadi's house ? " tanyaku.


" Yes, what's up ? " ask Isti.


" I'll be there, there's something I want to show you. "I answered.


" What is mas ? " ask Isti continued.


" There you are, just wait a minute, "I replied briefly.


" That's it, assalaamu ' alaikum....! " i end my phone to Isti.


" Wa 'alaikummussalam" Isti replied.


Then I hurried to leave for Mr. Yadi's house. To meet Isti.


I also run my bike at medium speed.


Finally I arrived at the house of Mr. Yadi.Until the home of Mr. Yadi, already welcomed by Isti.


" Whose son is it, the one you kidnapped ? " tease Isti to me.


" Sstt don't be hard, this is the kid I told you about. His name is Sidiq Sekartaji ! " whispered to Isti.


" Haha... Is this big ? " says Isti.


" Sidiq salim used to be with Aunt Isti ! " gut to Sidiq.


" Yes father, Aunt Isti introduce me Sidiq ! " Sidiq introduced himself.


" Oh so sinter Sidiq, have you been able to pay yet Sidiq ? " ask Isti.


" Not aunty, just want to find a teacher najai." said plain Sidiq.


" Oh so, Sidiq play here first huh ! Aunty wants to talk to me, can't you ? Just a moment, Sidiq ! " excited Isti.


" Come here for a minute ! " take Isti to me.


I can only obey, following Isti away a little from Sidiq.


" When did he call Dad when did he call Fatimah ? " ask Isti.


" Since then, when I was brought to his grandfather's house, please, "I answered.


" How can this be so ? " press Isti.


Want to not want me to have to tell you what happened.from I was in the ass to fainting until I ran away and snatched one of the conspirators.


" Maksut Isti why mas can be reached by the father of the child" explained Isti.


" Oh that, that time so.


...flashback...


Sidiq moved aside first let om Yasin be treated first" said pa sastro.


Sidiq went and moved to his mother Arum.


Then the Mantri wrapped my wounds after first cleaning the wound with a low concentration of Alcohol. As infection prevention.


After it is finished and the mantri comes home I also want to go home.


But ask permission to take Sidiq for me to stay at my house.


Sidiq was very happy, and I saw Arum smiling happily. And finally Mr. Sastro allowed, although initially forbid fear I bothered to take care of Sidiq.


In my heart said, "This my son sir should have been a bother." I murmured inwardly.


" So make me take you here, sir, before I pick up my wife. Let Sidiq nemenin me tonight ! " saying.


" Actually I do not want to trouble Yasin mas, but how else Sidiq himself is also very happy so ! " sahut mr. Sastro.


"No sir, his son Sidiq is obedient. I'm even happy if Sidiq can come with me tonight. " I said.


" Don't really bother you ? " ask Arum.


I was surprised that Arum asked that.


" Ah not at all, Sidiq I have considered the child Alone. "I answered unconsciously until I was surprised by it.


" Om Benera ? means Sidiq can call Dad, huh ? " tanya Sidiq is plain. I was really surprised to hear Sidiq's question. Neither I, Arum nor Mr. Satro looked at each other.


Not saying a word.


Sidiq asked again,


" Can't you ? "


" Well, I don't mind Sidiq Panggi Daddy ! " said.


Arum looked to shed his tears, but happy tears because his face was smiling even though his eyes were crying.


Finally I was escorted by Mr. Sastro and Sidiq came with me at that time.


...flashback Off...


" Since then he called me Isti's father. "I obviously told Isti.


" Okay, but Isti please don't tell Fatimah first ! " Isti Pinta.


" Well, Isti, I don't want Fatimah to be sad either. He was so perfect for me ! " i said with a sad face.


" Are you talking like that ? " ask Isti curiously.


"Yes I'm very serious, you think. Sidiq's innocent existence is because of my depraved past actions. ! " that Fatimah is pure white unlike me. Fatimah was perfect for me. Unreplaceable by anyone ! " my answer was long to Isti.


Arrived Mr. Yadi join our chat.


" Who is this son, sir ? " ask Mr. Yadi.


" Is please take my son Sidiq first, I want to talk to Mr. Yadi ! " whispered.


" Yes mas, Sidiq join aunty yuk we play in the first. Let me talk to you first ! " biss Isti invites Sidiq aside.


Then I approached Mr. Yadi and explained who Sidiq was.


" Well exciting too genengan life journey sir ! " Sahut pak Yadi.


" Yes, sir, the bitter journey of a former criminal. " I'm calling on Mr. Yadi.


" If I could ask you this, the story is how it can be


said miscarriage, do you know you have children ? " ask Mr. Yadi. I have to explain.


.....................


...flashback...


Thank you to everyone who cared so much and understood our position at that time "


" Yes, same thing...


Which past do you consider to be bugging ?


Is not the past just a memory, only a history. For future lessons ? "


" Yes that's right...


But this past of mine, left a mark until now. And inevitably it will get to the future. That might disturb or affect my relationship with Fatimah my beloved wife. "


" I think it's really heavy to talk about. Say God willing, we can help. "


" Yes Is...


I don't know where to start...? "


" To the point...


We are already a big family, already a brother do not hesitate. "


" Ok I want to be honest and to the point only.Because of my depravity in the past, I've impregnated girls. And when I intend responsibility. Go to his house, forbidden to see. He said he miscarried, even I was beaten to the point of almost dying.


Fortunately, helped by the new salim kang passed by. Carried and taken to the pesantren.


But some time ago, at an event I met a girl who was pregnant because of me.


And she did not miscarry, the child was born and is now 2 years old.


That child is my biological son, and what should I do..?


I don't want Fatimah to be hurt.


But I also don't want to be an irresponsible father. So I have to how Is...??? "


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" That's the story, so actually I'm wrong too sir. Right now, I have to behave how. And only Isti I can make friends vent. " I see my explanation to Mr. Yadi.


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