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Ok, one more thing that I think you need to also know that in the near future Khotimah will be proposed to someone. I hope you can understand and don't let you think like that. Krena I decided to let the person apply after knowing your relationship with Khotimah which if continued would be not good.other if you are single, if you are, then I will tell that person if I will wait for your proposal. But now it turned out to be impossible, so I allowed that person to propose to Khotimah.” I said to fanani.
So that Fanani also looks sad or how unclear which clearly looks disappointment in his face. Hearing if Khotimah will soon be proposed to someone. It might have been too soon for him, but it was also for the sake of separating Khotimah and fanani from becoming the third person in the Fanani household. Want him to accept or not I also will not care, which is clear I have a reason why separate them and allow Candra to propose to Khotimah. Although the decision remains I leave it to Khotimah himself who will undergo.
“who sir will apply to Khotimah ?” spontaneous questions from Fanani. He seemed embarrassed by his own question.
“Why Fan, are you jealous Khotimah will be proposed people ?” ask me while smiling so that the atmosphere is not tense.
“No sir, max me does Khotimah also accept ?” Ask Fanani again.
“That's I don't know, let Khotimah answer later. If Khotimah has not been able to answer directly then before giving an answer Khotimah also cannot accept applications from others, so setaanya.” I answered Fanani.
Although I saw there was still jealousy in Fanani's heart but she did nothing. It is also possible that Fanani herself feels she still needs my help to reconcile with her wife. Sometimes in a certain atmosphere utilizing circumstances is also necessary, as long as it is not for personal gain. Like now I take advantage of the atmosphere that Fanani still needs to awaken him and save Khotimah.
Different again if I take advantage of the atmosphere for my own personal interests, it is forced to look for opportunities in narrowness. So that the real Fanani disappointed could not do anything. Besides still needing me, he also had no reason to be disappointed actually. And it must also be realized by Fanani, so inevitably Fananipun must accept it.
“Owh yes sir, may Khotimah get a good soul mate.” Fanani said.
“Aamin, maximum prayer you also hopefully can gather again with your wife and can be a family that mawadah warohmah.” My answer.
Then Fanani rather lethargic left me after parting. I myself looked at Khotimah who was still sad in the room with Fatimah My wife. Khotimah tears still dripped and was hurriedly wiped by Khotimah.
“Once again mas sorry, Khot, mas absolutely do not have a crush to make you sad. Precisely mas pingin you happy later when married. Sometimes we have to dare to swallow the bitterness of life if the bitterness will be a medicine for us. Do not just swallow the sweet Khot, because the sweet sometimes even make us sick after.” I said comforting Khotimah who was still sobbing in the arms of my wife Fatimah.
“Iya mas, Khotimmah also realized today that Fanani mas limited to love with Khotimah but his love only for his wife. And again the wrong Khotimah yesterday can not think long, thank you I have taken Khotimah.” Khotimah said sincerely though still radiating the sadness of his heart.
“That's my responsibility and my wife Khot, don't you think. The important thing is that you have realized your mistake and want to change it is a joy for me and my wife. Because you are a trust that we must take care of.” I said comforting and encouraging Khotimah.
“Iya Khot, mbak very happy finally you can realize has been wrong in giving your heart.” Sahut Fatimah while hugging and kissing her cousin's sister, I remember the first time I met Khotimah and she accompanied Fatimah my wife in the house of in-laws when I revealed there for the security of Fatimah.
The mischievous and mischievous Khotimah to me and my wife, who often quarrels and mocks each other with my wife but both are very close and very harmonious. Although Khotimah's obscenity sometimes also grazes on the matter of my privacy and my wife. At this time he was just sad and Fatimah also seemed to feel the sadness experienced by her sister Khotimah.
I intend to go out of the room and sleep in the mujahadah room.
“Mas go where, if you want to rest let Khotimah return to Khotimah room.” Khotimah.
“Gak, I still want to coffee first you continue first with your sister Fatimah. I haven't drowned.” Answer lies.
“Iya Khotimah here first, if you want a story or want to cry mbak ready to be horrified and become a spill all the contents of the heart of Khotimah.” Answer wife.
“Gak disturbin mbak Fatim later ?” Ask Khotimah.
“Yeee kayak with anyone Khot, don't papa lah want last night to chat here can also kok.” Fatimah answered my wife.
I immediately went out of the room and headed to the mujahadah room, there lying down thinking of the right way to reconcile Fanani with his wife. While diving drinking water, besides saving the household Fanani also saved Khotimah as well, I thought.
If I succeeded in summoning them, then when Candra came to propose to Khotimah of course Fanani was no longer jealous because she had gathered again with his wife. Maybe also yesterday Fanani approached Khotimah just looking for escape initially. And Khotimah was initially probably just positioning himself as a confiding friend. But because the intensity of the meeting almost every day makes the two feel the need for each other so that there is sympathy in the heart of Khotimah, hearing the story of Fanani, the story of Fanani, whether the story is edited like what by Fanani so that Khotimah from piba so sympathetic then turned into likes. While Fanani felt the attention of women he never got from his wife began to compare Khotimah with his wife. So that the kindness that appears to Khotimah closes all the good that is in his wife.
It is troublesome if one of the married couples has compared their pairs with others. Must be what looks like in a bad pair. And that seems to others all that is good. Aah there is no satisfaction of humans, sometimes selfishness that arises.
Wishing the perfect partner/ideal according to his dream, never realized if himself is also not perfect. If you want to reflect, husband and wife is a pair to complement each other. Two of them will not be perfect, and that imperfectness is what each should be able to complement.
But it is indeed human nature, I myself might have been worse than that had I never learned about life. Suddenly I smiled to myself remembering my dark past, feeling how stupid you used to be. If you remember that it was all a shame to yourself, thankfully this house no one had ever seen my behavior before, except Rofiq. Owh yes Rofiq has been sleeping yet yes, meningan invite him to chat if he has not slept.
I was just about to get up and Rofiq was near me.
“Ngapain you smile at your own smile from earlier I noticed. Kirain again dream of something, until a smile smile of her own smile !” hapa Rofiq makes me shocked at the arrival of his arrival.
“Eeh already from earlier bang ?” ask me to come back without answering the question.
“Lumayan have seen you smile smile is not clear, again think what ?” Ask Rofiq.
“Not really think about anything, Just remember our past so feel how stupid I used to be.” My answer.
“Ngapain remember last time not important zain time !” the same Rofiq has a bad past and the same does it.
Then I explained the chronology of why I can remember the past, not deliberately remember the past. Rofiq listened seriously, as in the story it also mentioned Candra's sister Arum's name.
“Lo is serious, her brother Arum wants to propose to Khotimah ?” Ask Rofiq.
“Ask the same Isti tomorrow if you don't believe.” My answer.
“Wah we will be brothers dong Zain ?” Rofiq.
“Yes, it's easy for all lancers, and you can get married soon. If you need to be together with your marriage with Arum and Khotimah with Candra.” Gurauku on Rofiq.
“Sembarangan lo Zain, said the Javanese are not good so.” Answer Rofiq.
“Gak papa bang time, because the atmosphere is urgent if Candra first bang rofiq who wait later. If the bang Rofiq first may also be Candra who can not wait later. Kan said the Javanese are not good also in a year marrying children twice.” My answer.
“Eeh but why can it be so yes ?” Ask Rofiq.
“Don't know also bang, but certainly if twice a year married the child can be considered maruk considered to be looking for profit with celebration. Or if women can be counted because they are pregnant first so they must be married immediately to cover disgrace, but it is still possible that.” I replied.
“Yah it is lo, if it used to be the same Marriage Arum married because of MBA.”kata rofiq who did not hesitate to talk about his own future wife. So spontaneously I became irritated and hit him with my palm.
“Suek lo bang, bini lo candidates are also talked about so he said do not need to inget the past. Lagian bang Rofiq can usually talk about the lack of candidates for his own bini. I am ashamed of bang.” I said annoyed.
“Sori sori, I slipped anyways between the two of us just not papa time do not need to feel so clumsy. I just don't feel uncomfortable marrying someone who has ever...” said Rofiq directly I cut.
“Stop bang….! I used to do sin, if talked again even more sins know. Sin does not need to be indulged, not dishonest but how God wants to cover up our disgrace in the afterlife if we ourselves indulge in our own disgrace. Can't be so bang, let it be enough to be a personal reminder we are quite God knows. No need to talk if there is no benefit.” I said with a rather high intonation.
It was fortunate that Rofiq understood, and shifted the conversation to something else.
“Ya sori, I did not miss it. Btw already heard when siding will be held again not yet ?” Ask Rofiq.
“Not yet bang, try to besuk me Ask sir Yadi first maybe he knows.” My answer.
“Kira think it's still a long time, honestly I currently often feel missed with Sidiq and his mother.” Rofiq.
“Just say that Arum Pingin will soon be stopped, do not take Sidiq. Sidiq is none of my business.” Gentian ngerjain Rofiq.
“Can't be so dong, will Sidiq be my son also later.” Reply Rofiq.
“Can't, Sidiq keeps mine if his mother Sidiq so yours doesn't papa bang !” I said to Rofiq.
“Well that can be so, the custody of children of that age is on his mother !” Rofiq.
“That happened divorce bang, indeed I have been divorced with Arum, married people just do not divorce ?” I said I started talking.
“Campret lo, he said do not need to nginget and talk about the past.” Grouser Rofiq.
“Basic lo kalo by the way do not want to lose.” Answer Rofiq.
“Not that I don't want to lose bang, it's just that bang Rofiq never won.” I said with a laugh. And Rofiqpun followed laughing, until Khotimah came and stopped our laughter.
“Mas, Khotimah want to go back to Khotimah room first, if mas want to rest has been awaited by Fatim.” Plain fatimah said.
It could be Rofiq's bullyan material, I thought. Sure enough, Khotimah entered Rofiq's room immediately nyahut.
“Udah there, it has been awaited tuh tar kalo kalo lama Just be given dagang doing lo.” Rofiq said with a cry. I thought for a moment to reply.
“Mending given back also bang, than you no one gives.” I said while struggling to leave not giving a chance to rofiq umtuk reply. Just heard the words.
“Campret lo Zain.” Gerrutu Rofiq can not reply with sentences more than just swearing.
 I don't care about Rofiq who is still curious about the debate, I think there must still be something that Fatimah will say about her cousin's sister's Khotimah.if there's no way Fatimah said waiting for me, if about the bed he will not be as vulgar as it is. Although maybe Rofiq thinks so, bodo very much so tired himself loved it, I thought.
When I was right, my wife Fatimah was still sitting on the edge of the bed waiting for me.
“Ngapain call me, I still how was last night ?” gurauku.
“Iiih mas what the heck, not about it this is about Khotimah. He is ready to be asked by Candra, said Khotimah he wanted to follow us and follow us. Now the problem is mas sure not if Candra is a good person ?” Ask Fatimah.
“As a human being I dare not confirm Fat, only if from my observation he is quite responsible. As a person who has a sister in keeping his sister he is serious, his village friends only once no one dared to seduce his sister. The point is that Candra's attitude towards women is very caring, from which I concluded that Candra was responsible.” Said explain.
“Mas why say his sister, his sister called Arum's name also Fatimah is not jealous right now, but from where do I know Candra like that, max Fatimah really knows there young people no one dared to seduce Arum first?” Ask Fatimah.
Then I told him when I was pushed and wanted to be expelled by one of the young men there when delivering the body of Mr. Sastro yesterday. Then he broke up and explained that I was there at the request of him and his father.
Then Candra explained that the young man had a crush on Arum but did not deliver and did not dare to approach Arum. So that I feel hurt, then try to throw me out.
“Owh so so anyway, meaning mast that reckless not kelulungan ya dare macarin Arum first.” Fatimah.
“Ngapain even talked about it, he said to discuss Khotimah. If about Candra Insya Allah he is a good person, the problem was there was an incident with me that was the past and honestly it was my fault too. But it just shows that candra is responsible.” I said.
“Ni mas does not want to talk about the past with Arum because in front of his wife or indeed has really moved on, hayo to be honest. Don't stay behind me still talk or remember him often?” fatimah said my wife teased me.
I did not answer but just hugged her.
“What the hell is less than you dear, my understanding wife who is patient and kind. What else should I look for besides trying. If you can call it try to call it, what should I look for again that is not there for you now ?” I asked my wife Fatimah, while kissing my wife's nape and rubbing her increasingly bulging stomach.
“Geli ah mas, Fatimah amused if the nape of her neck is kissed. Eeh sikecil can already kick a kick now.” Fatimah.
I did feel a lump either elbow or knee that moved to the surface of my wife Fatimah's stomach. So that every time there is a lump I hold the lump shifted its place. Like joking around this kid in my belly, my mind.
“You haven't answered, what should I look for in other women I don't get from you. Your attention is very attentive to me, understanding is more than enough understanding that you give me. What else do I not get from you ? until the bed business was more than enough I got from you. Cook the hell I can still turn to another ?” I said to Fatimah.
“Mas, most can make Fatimah melt. What used to be every courtship mas also always so. O yes pantes, Arum so reckless so surely because of seduction you can make him melt yam as ?” fatimah.
“Udah dong darling do not need to bring up the past, I used to also not be able to seduce this really. If you can't believe when you ask Arum directly. Have I ever seduced this, surely the answer was never.” I said.
“Serius mas, besuk Fatimah Tanya really yes, but why now so like to woo like this ?” Ask Fatimah.
“Yes because I only said my whole heart is honest, not an appeal so you heard it so beautiful. Unlike the false seduction in its horror must not be tasty even prominent.” I said.
“Case anyway mas so?” Fatimah asked to convince herself.
“Yes, fake seduction is like the talk of people who do not like it must be a lot of his beard because it is made. While I speak from an honest heart, like an ikhlash talk so you hear it must be comfortable because there is no falsehood or lie dear.” My whisper was gentle to Fatimah.
Fatimah held me back gently and from the same position sitting finally I lay my wife's body which was a bit difficult to lie down because of her enlarged stomach.
“Mas Fatimah is like a dream just treat Fatimah like this. Fatimah is even more afraid of losing you. Fatimah is not willing if there are others among us, currently Fatimah feels to be the happiest person.” Fatimah.
“By the same, I am also very happy to marry you. I will always make you fall in love with me because I also want your love just for me now and forever. We will soon be blessed with a child. Complete is our happiness, dear. This is priceless, which you will never find other than with you.” I said lying next to my wife Fatimah.
Fatimah my wife looked at my face for so long that I felt a bit strange looking at it like that.
“Mas honest right?” Ask Fatimah my wife.
“Do you see the telltale sign of lies from the look on my face or the look in my eyes or from anything?” my answer.
“Gak mas, Just mastiin only but I honestly a bit worried also mas !” fatimah.
“Worried why dear ?” ask me for wonder
“Fatimah was worried, if at this time Fatimah had been roundly handed over all of Fatimah's belongings to the heart of Fatimah. But arrived later mas only lied to Fatimah, only sweet in front of the Faatimah and it turns out mas save other women. Fatimah can not imagine mas, how broken heart Ftima later.” Fatimah said while shedding tears.
“Well Fatimah said so, use a cry again if there is any suspicion of me. Do you suspect I'm near another woman besides you ?” many wonder.
“Buk mas, Fatimah is just crying happy when this feels like a dream. I remember a long time before I went to my mom's dad's house. When Fatimah said, if you are hearted, there is not a little bit of intense love do not need to support the attention of protecting Fatimah by returning Fatimah. Than Fatimah already loves you with all her heart but I can not love Fatimah. At this time, Fatimah felt it had happened. Fatimah has given Fatimah completely to the body not only but with all her heart and soul Fatimah only loves you mas.” Fatimah said with tears that looked dredged in her eyes.
“You know, when you say pregnant after shopping first.at that time I gave up all my soul and body for you completely. Not one bit of intention to turn at all.” I said convince Fatimah.
“At that moment, I felt that you were the mother of my son. And you're not just a wife but a soulmate to me. For in your womb are planted the seed of our love. And now that seed is growing more and more fertile, as fertile as our love dear.
“Mas.!” fatimah said stifled as if heavy to say.
I also did not demand that he continue speaking but rather held her gently and stroked her hair and kissed her with affection. A moment of affection with both of us, not just channeling lust alone. We looked at each other with smiles and affection. Like people who have just fallen in love, who are ashamed to start greeting.
So what happens then is not spoken language anymore, but body language that speaks. We kissed each other and stroked each other maybe if described as a newlywed on the first night. There was a sense of shame and a lot more feelings that enveloped both of us. So without feeling we are the same feeling tired and sleepy after climbing the peak of pleasure husband and wife. Fatimah was sound asleep with a smile full of satisfaction. While you still have time to kiss my wife's forehead that I love so much.
In my heart I said.
“You are the perfect wife, no one will be able to replace. Nothing less is not more. If not you it is not my love, you are the one who fits my heart no less and no more.” I said in my heart. I fell asleep under the blanket we used together. Â
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