BLISSFULNESS

75.I want to meet

All were staring at Om Rudy they immediately said and that came out of their mouths that made me unable to wiggle .

"Let's just recollect Om, we're not gonna make Reni and Leni forget her learning, we know it means a lot to her future Om, and it's also going to have an effect on her future Om ."mbc Sinta said with her steady.

"Yes Om, we also only act as Friends here ,and if we say our seniors actually feel burdened too because Reni and Leni are her insights wider than us even as if we were their juniors Om."mbc Rini also chimed in .

While mbc Rifa, Mbc Diah,mbc Dewi, and mbc Diana just nodded with a smile,while Reni and Leni who got the compliment can only grin with the pain because the jewels of Mr. Rudy who has not been released from them.

When enduring the unbearable pain, Reni immediately pinched Mr. Rudi's hand as a sign to remove the hand that holds his ear, mending if only holding, he ,it's just the jewer until the red ears they both .

"aw, sick REN you don't know your pinch is deadly know, if I die do you want to be responsible later hah" said Mr. Rudy who funnyly .

"see ni Om, the ears are ripe until the rich red tempe orek is still in the jewel, but Om has no feelings, yes,we just do not disturb Om's life why Om disturbs our life ." said Reni who while holding his ear .

"Oh yes sorry Om forgot, after it feels comfortable anyway mengewer you guys, it's Om sorry, 'Om will not bother you guys kok , ''nya ,besides om also has interests that Om can not leave this time, "with a grin he immediately let go of our ears .

And that's when 'he immediately asked us for permission to continue his activities 'we also agreed that because for me it's better he's not here ', just bother 'em ,anyway I feel he's weird, when people who just know have dared to pick up a child tampa reason , not really that old man.

At that time although I was relieved I could not see his departure , I felt a silence that I did not know after his departure , the race was quiet as if coming and no sound was heard here ,is it because I am really dissolved in daydreams, daydreams where if and if ,Daddy where you even though I know you hate me I still want to meet you, I will be strong this time ,I can't possibly faint again, I'll ask what really happened, why did my father hate me so much, dega left me and even refused me pa , ' he said ,I want to know answer all that from you not mom and not from sister .

I really wanted to hear that explanation coming out of my father's mouth that rejected me, I was really curious about what we would do if we met and I asked that .

When that time comes I will strive to be stronger, and more powerful than him, but who he is not even a name I do not know ,because indeed since I was a child there is no photo of him in our house, which calls his name was a taboo for us .

That's when I can only focus on Ranti's aunt, Leni's mother because she is a person close to my mother for sure she knows her father's name, she hopes Ranti's aunt does not disappoint me .

"Len where is your mama?. , long time ago I could not visit your house ." said Reni .

"yes mama is always fine, even she joined papa accompanied him in business and this one month even mama went abroad has not come home, but there is what tumben you are looking for mama ,there's something REN's important ".

leni said with heran .

"no, just kangen alone, since I live alone I really miss mama, so when aunty there I think I can hug her"., Reni reassured Leni .

Leni who saw it also immediately gave her warmest hug and immediately patted Reni's back with her Lues, seeing that the others also hugged Reni ,they knew there was something Reni was hiding and it stuck in her mind,but they do not want to disturb Reni if he wants to share let him share but if he does not want to share it is his right if he is not ready for it ,all we can do here as his friend is to back him up without disturbing his privacy, that's enough to see him standing strong there .

"Maybe one week more mama returned her REN, this mama love message just now "said Leni .

"Thank you Len if you're home, I'm relieved to hear it, and I'll also visit your house, there's something I want to discuss with you later ,but if mama has rest also Len of course his, said I .

"my house is also your home REN you ever heard my mother say like that, you've been I consider as my siblings and mama always considered you her daughter right ,so it's normal that we are family don't you associate with us REN".Jar Leni said with her sweet smile.

I also feel relieved because I have a friend who really understands her, even her mother became like her mother, she is very grateful for it, because in this life many people who love her ,though he knew he was no one and only a lucky child here .

But hearing that aunt is coming home soon, I feel like I'm getting a fresh breeze at least later I can hear from her, about the name of my real father who my mom hid tight - a meeting from me, ' 'bout ,I want to know it immediately 'cause I'm now a big boy and I deserve to know his father, his biological father, he just wants clarity and to know his father ,if it is not her mother's husband she also wants to know her, because she just wants the truth it is not the other her .