BLISSFULNESS

2.good brother

Today's plan is to take my little brother, today's the first day he goes to a new school, it does not feel my little sister has changed into a gray uniform when only yesterday I drove her to wear a red subordinate does not feel my beautiful sister has grown up, but she has grown up,and today I'm defending sif tukeran with my friend so I can go in the afternoon so I can accompany my sister to her new school eh apparently, I was rejected raw by her even though she used to sulk asking for heranterin, now willingly to be rejected really disappointing, really disappointing, I know he is not small anymore but as a brother I love him very much, and will be ready to protect him, I will sincerely replace the figure of the father for him, he said, The father who was never beside his mother and sister when the figure should be there in times of need, the figure as a guardian in the family, the family, backbone and for example firmness in love and affection, attentive, as the child develops and grows up, but not once he is by our side, not even looking at us.

Those bad memories come back from the time I left and never came back, when I was five years old I still remember it clearly at that time the pain and pain still left a gaping wound to know when it can heal, when it can heal, because the wound was deep in me.

That night with his anger my father left, and all the mockery Ter said from his mouth, and in one night my father became a figure I didn't know to be rude and scared of him but I could only hug my mother, she held me tightly as if afraid of losing me.

it's been a long time, but it feels like it just happened yesterday here in this house, but the pain is still painful, still fresh in my memory Father I'm proud of, what I admired so much for hurting my mother, a mother who never spoke in self-defense, who could only cry in her fear, she said, at that time I hoped to have superpowers so that I could beat up the father so that the demon ran away with rags, ter run down - birit and I hope soon realized, but why, why,why Daddy's gone and not even his demons who went away because I didn't hit him so his demons are still stuck. and that day we parted ways and for the last time saw the man I called my father, I hope I don't see him in the future, I'd consider my father dead rather than I have a father Cemen who can only spit out a talk that is not investigated first, it's rich complex mothers.it's embarrassing as if wisdom is not owned, it's not, don't see me again dad because if I meet maybe I will teach you a lesson so that my revenge and hate for you will be rewarded and paid

"sorry, thank you that your deck came between us, and that's when our lives began to reorganize, thank you that your deck came between us as medicine for us, we love you so much, we love you so much, brother will always be your shield, brother will be strong and will be your protector deck wait brother yes deck brother will be a strong man, will make happy mother and you".reno said and promised in his heart.

From the room next to the mother's voice breaking the silence I woke up from my daydream,yes my mother's routine every morning must be a speech at length times his width wider than the stadium field times high maybe if even the highest mountain in Indonesia is still less high to measure his height ,or borrow a mountain of the neighboring country yes, anyway it's for my beautiful sister who likes to get up the most, maybe the iller is there the aroma of sleeping pills yes, the tree is hard deh wakein, her,already rich kebo tu if molor good luck adek I beautiful and slim if fat must be curses it same kebo neighbors .