BLISSFULNESS

11.Peace with the 2

#still continue mom's story

Aghastly I looked at the photo on the henfon belonging to sua miku there pictured me with the guy earlier, the feeling of fear, heart pounding indescribably because I can not describe and I can not hide from him.

looking at my reaction, his anger grew more and more violently he pulled my hand towards the room, I refused to follow him, my hand to the sound of crutches because we were just as strong in pulling, my crying no longer cared about him, I also cried in my pain.

Seeing that he did not have the slightest sense of pity he even violently slapped me so that the red marks immediately appeared on both my cheeks and I felt also my sliding jaw, which was very sharp,with the pain of endurance I tried to explain everything, before it all became runny but a voice I never knew because of that emotion made me silent in my pain.

"what I lack for you Race, I have sacrificed all for you, my luxuries, my family, I am willing to work while studying for the sake of us and our child Race, I am willing to work while studying, but why do you betray me Race is still lacking let alone me to you, said the man with his anger.

"mas, I did not betray mas, he and I are not as you think mas, we met only as a brother mas sister, no more, believe me mas, I was with Reno there too."laras said which explained.

"how much to say race, I know your relationship with him, if he's your brother it's just a title right, I know everything Race, even he's your ex-fiancee" he said.

Nonchalantly the man looked at the barrel, his angry feelings could not be contained, roughly he grabbed the hair Barrel and it felt like he wanted to slam the woman**** this.

Seeing that my son Reno ran up to me and he sat in my lap.he tried to protect me with his small body, seeing that I could only keep crying

"mas I can explain mas, please let go of the pain mas".I cried pity but he never let go of me, until Reno bit hard and then he let go of my hair in his grasp.

Before my husband's hand grabbed Reno I immediately grabbed her. I don't want my Reno exposed to the anger of his father anything else until it hurt because of him.

"Stop mas , don't you hurt Reno mas he's innocent mas" Laras said with a crib.

"conscious, I'm not like that, he came as my brother and he did tell me to go home but I refused him mas, not more than that mas."while enduring the pain I said it was hoping he would believe me, not the woman who gave the photo.

"just enough this day you're not my wife Ras, I'm yelling at you, we've got nothing to do with it, whatever you want I'm tired of race, I'm tired of all this, I'm tired of all this,you who I consider an angel in my life turned out to be just a worthless little whore I'm so sorry, sorry to fight for you , know you, love you race."with still fiery the man said it.

I could only cry watching her leave the house, I was tired of defending myself and I couldn't give her clarity because she didn't want to accept it,I was crying so hard with Reno in my arms, my whole body hurt but it hurt my irish heart more

hearing it all from his own mouth, the people I love, I love more than my own family can do this.

One that I know she trusts girls more in her WhatsApp messenger than me, yeah Wilona I saw that name in her chat the chick that was present before me, ya chick from massalu ,her ex-boyfriend, she's more trusting of her, I saw her chat I already know what's going to happen, I already know that this household won't survive, I know,there have been many loopholes here and there that cannot be fixed, even more there is no trust between us.

Not without his trust just waiting for the time destroyed, the tree, the tree that has been eaten terap and its inner termites, just looks solid on the outside, just look solid on the outside,and just waiting for the time when it collapsed, that's my household I likened .

After being calm, I took Reno to the room despite the pain here and there as if I could not force it to stand for the comfort of my son, who without me knowing he was asleep in my lap,with still sounding sobbing in his breath .

That night I tried to calm my heart as I compressed it with my cold, but somehow the cold ice cubes couldn't cool my heart even the tears flowed I couldn't stand,The nearly lost isak came again like a broken dam flooding, as if forcing it out, as a witness of how miserable and miserable I suffered that night .

Is this my sin, the sin on my two parents, I defy it, it will go away without words in order to be with me Rudy, leave my future, my dream, the dream of my parents,even embarrassed our extended family, by running away from the engagement that night, I'm sorry my god I was so naive back then, that my eyes were blind, and too exalting the love of creatures beyond my love for you, that I am falling at this time, I should know that the one who begins by wounding, will end with the same hurt even worse, that's how I feel now .

god, may this be the best for everyone, that is my prayer from my heart.