BLISSFULNESS

61.love and sacrifice

I can't think anymore either I immediately followed my sister in the car and to the hospital we confirmed .

"sister Liyan is familiar with Reni, kok brother looks very worried about her brother, even brother immediately take the key and go, not usually brother like this sister.

"Fin Reni is Oma Sukma's grandson and Oma Sukma's sister already considered Oma herself so what's wrong if I'm, as well as the same attention she's Fin ." lian said casually

I was relieved to hear it because it was good enough for me to be missing one rival ,lagian not comfortable also rival the same older brother who has been established and also his good looks are also not in doubt.

Oma who heard it was just a ring - the head gnarled heard us talking Reni .

"Ah your sister must be sorry if yesterday did not follow Yan , even though she did not want to you until Oma forced and Oma keep you from running away yesterday , eh when she saw the beautiful girl Reni ,directly your sister approached her, even Oma noticed she was very aggressive until the girl gales with your sister, you know how Yan has met the girl you helped yesterday , it looks like you like him" , added Oma , after he has done a lot of talking .

sis Liyan just smiled, my brother always answered questions with a smile and smile, rarely he spoke can even be counted with my brother's finger when talking .

I also immediately replied Oma's words to see the brother who did not reply .

"Oma Reni and I have known him for a long time, he met me while in Jogja Oma, and if Oma did not want to move in Fino she was a Fino girl, Fino ,but because of Oma I was too late to have a girlfriend like Reni Oma" , with the look I made angry I talked to Oma .

"yes if you are a matchmaker yes want to be like anywhere you are fin but if not your soul mate yes even though you stick to it he will be separated from you "said Oma while looking at me .

I who was seen also immediately realized, there are feelings that scare me, and make my heart many questions, who is my soul mate?...., can not Reni be my soul mate ?......,ah why I became this scared, not the road is still long, I can still fight to get Reni's heart, but Reni has been out of my grasp all this time.

I don't want to think complicated, if it is already my destiny line I will accept it, I am happy if indeed the happiness he has to be with others , but even in my heart I would be happier if she chose me to be beside her with pleasure I would accompany her .

Did not feel the car reached Ruma sick, we immediately searched the room of the person we were headed to, when I saw it I could not hold my footsteps to approach her ,I looked at the woman who had been filling my heart even her name was engraved clearly in the deepest recesses of my heart, even my heart beat calling her name ,and not for a second can I turn and forget her .

I also cried I could not stand, Reni who always could not stay still now she looks very weak and helpless with Small hoses attached to her body ,I hold his hand hoping he can feel my presence, I'm here REN for you to accompany you, I'll stay here to keep you company until you open your eyes later REN.

I love you unconditional REN, I'm willing even if you don't return my love, and I'm sincere in doing all this REN , too ,if I can also willingly I will replace your pain I moved to me, but I can not possibly do that, so please survive REN, wake up soon, many people here are waiting for your smile because for us your happiness is also our happiness, your grief is also our sorrow REN.

My tears also poured out I could not stand the pain again to see her weak do not move like this, I could not stand it immediately I threw my feet to get out of Reni's nursery .

2 days later .

I opened my eyes, I saw I was in my room, the room that had been with me all my life, I spread my eyes Oma was sitting next to me she looked at me with teary eyes .

"Ereni Oma dear granddaughter, you must be strong and upright standing for Oma and our family ,Oma is sure you are the mediator and tranquilizer in our big family ,Oma hand over all Oma's business to you dear 'sorry, Oma, 'Oma can only get here protecting you dear ' said Oma.

Oma also slowly faded from before me and without a trace Oma disappeared I cried and remembered the incident I experienced where Oma protected me and was full of blood in her body .

Omas........Omas.......Oma .....

"don't leave me Oma, tetep temenin Reni Oma, I don't want to be without Oma, I love Oma hang on Oma" ,denan cried and shouted I called oma.

Unconsciously I immediately opened my eyes and I was sitting down, even though I woke up confused,why can't I stop my crying thinking about my dreams and the reality that I'm experiencing makes my heart even more bitter to remember ,making me unable to stop crying even more roaring the voice I let out, that's when I felt the hand beside me holding me, I didn't reject it, either,I feel protected and that comfortable feeling I can't deny I enjoy it , I just want to spill all my cries , nothing else .

"REN until when do you want to cry like this , I just saw and knew if you could be like this REN , but I like it could be a place to lean on you .

I was surprised and wondered why he could be here, his brother should be here is why he, if I still dream ,very hard I immediately pinched my hand and it turns out I also felt a very pain because of the pinch .

"you still think this is REN's dream, this is REN, this is really me, I came for you, I will always be there for you REN , believe me REN."said the man in front of me steadily.

Soon I hugged her again, and I felt how comfortable I was with this man, and I felt my deep wounds being broken by seeing him near me beside me accompanying me like this, thank you I said from the bottom of my heart .