BLISSFULNESS

45.Beautiful dream Atokah a bad dream

You mean what Ren I don't understand?. , what do you want Ren?.., don't make me confused ?...what do you want to talk about too ?..,have you given up on our relationshipRen?.so you want to back off?...

Sorry I am Ardian, another week Oma I will pull us to her family, on that day on my Oma opa's wedding anniversary,I have to go there and automatically we have to stay in Jakarta Ar , I guess I can no longer be with you in Jogja anymore , I just want to say that before .

Oh, it turns out REN I would have fainted if you wanted to break up with me, but it turns out.....

I think you want to break up first from me so even though I am hurt I think I will easily be able to forget about you Ar, Jakarta is also a lot of handsome guys ,and I'm sure at the party there will be a lot of Oma colleagues who are young and successful, so I will easily replace you .

What ,is it just that much love for me REN?...., so that just by a matter of days you can easily change my name in your heart ?...,and easily you forget me REN?...do I not engraved in your heart REN?..

As long as you know Ar I'm not the girl who easily gives it all for love, love that is still as pseudo as our relationship ,for to me true love is a love that has been intertwined with the sacred bond of marriage between us, and can be together through the trials of life, to the delight of this world , so that I will give you soul ,raga and all my time with Ar .

What do you mean REN?.. , do you think I play with you here?...., do you think I do not want to make this relationship a more serious level , you are so fancied REN ?...,angrily Ardian told me .

Know you Ar , I appreciate every relationship , as long as he is still faithful to maintain the relationship that was built I will be faithful , but if he is not committed and betrayal I am sorry , ' he said ,I will be willing to give up my life and I promise I will never pursue it again .

Well REN I appreciate your principles, I know that, please REN wait for me, do not date other guys as long as I study outside, color we still have a clear status ,you're my girlfriend REN, Ardian's girlfriend and remember my promise REN I'll come ask you and soon make you my wife when it comes hold on. Don't get tired waiting for me REN here ,in this place as a witness to my promise here this promise I say to you REN , trust me .

mbc , sorry dah this afternoon , how if you will still be in the park recreation kopeng kapeng, later if it was closed will be difficult later , can not enter mas .

still sepet gak mak until there later ,kalo we walk quickly yes?.... . still mas kayaknya but mepet deh mas I am afraid later not nyampe ,ato gini aja I also have a home stay, you can nginep in my home later yes itung - calculate for the experience of sleeping in this village how.

then my bike where sir, kalo I nginep in his mas house ,?.., my bike is in the park kopeng, mas can take care of it?...

Yes, later I contact the guards mas calm down he will keep his mas motorbike, calm his people trust kok .

if you know the security guard I think , no problem if we are late for a while, do you know the guard well, we just ask for time can mas ?...

Yes no papa mas, just kalo mas and his mbc want all holidays change the atmosphere so, with a night here mas .

Ardian heats up my dang like he asked for my opinion, good sir it's good like all of them celebrate Ardian graduation, we can be together in this village. in my heart I thought maybe this could be a rare moment because maybe we have to wait a long time to be able to meet again, two together like this later after he leaves .