BLISSFULNESS

40. Testing in relationships

Take me to my office Ar, I want to think about myself first, and we better keep our distance first, I don't want to have any problems, I realize I'm just a person who doesn't have a , ' he said ,but that's me .

Why do you humble yourself, you are the grandson of the owner of the largest pharmaceutical company in the country ,and your grandfather's business is also a lot even just a fingernail of our wealth when compared to your family Ren if my family knows my family is going to step down because it can't keep up with you, Ren,trust me ren .

Ar, that's my grandfather, what is his relationship with me, I'm just a child that is not recognized by the man I should call father ,and my mom is just the owner of a small company in the eyes of your family what else in front of the eyes of your prospective fiancee Ar , Ar ,you don't know my mother let down her family she went from home to the man she loved, she desperately lived like Hana for her love,and forget the heart to his two parents who were obviously sick and hit by my mother's choice was Ar, and it was I realized Ar, Ar, I will not deserve and have no right to carry my grandfather's name after what we did I can't expect more they think I've had enough for me Ar I don't want to expect more that's enough for me I'm glad I have grandparents here, so please don't bring my mother's family here , look at me , I'm without wealth and I'm just a child of ordinary people , try how and where I should stand here ,it's not like I'm standing on thin ice even the ice is cracked and just waiting for the time it breaks and eventually I'll sink Ar.

If you believe so much in me REN I will try my hardest, I will be ready to be whatever you need so you can get a strong footing and can stand beside me REN , ' he said ,and if you have to sink I will be a ship that is ready to pull you so as not to sink REN, believe me survive wait I will be independent and fight for success ,and we can together achieve our success REN, without having to rely on our parents and we can be happy, tied in marriage when that time comes.

we cried hugging, I knew it was Ar's beautiful dream, but I was afraid of what reality would lie between us, I was afraid of Ar's ,we are just children who still do not know the world, the future still can not be in the grasp, I am afraid ......

Can't you trust me REN, can't you look at me here, I'll give you the best I can , please trust me REN, please, since your trust is enough for me to make me confident and strong enough to withstand all our trials, I beg you to trust me REN, I will never let you down .

Reni can only dwell in the thoughts that are raging within her, she never knows the real Ter for the rich and well-respected only her treasures as her benchmark ,the treasure that was seen first before the others he who thought it would be easy when his mother Ardian asked him to call mama, but only by the nickname of the poor who came out of the mouth of the woman could change everything ,from a good relationship to being smashed into pieces without a trace, my feelings also drifted on my mother's mass ,I feel a little like a rich mana child but love the people under him but my father also includes people have, why did the mother run away with the father ,I don't know what's going on, 'ah why I'm thinking about it, my problem is a lot.

Not felt until the car Ardian to my office, I punturun and immediately left the Ardian, with a mind that raged in my heart, I could not see the employees who greeted me , I immediately entered and headed for the room I had specially prepared, I let go of my frustration and sadness there .