BLISSFULNESS

52.expressions of love

Tiredness also makes me immediately put my body to sleep in my favorite mattress ,I feel like I haven't fucked her for a long time even like I haven't slept in this bed in years when I haven't seen her one night .

Just now I want to walk in my dreamland, I heard a ringing sound that is very familiar with my ears, I immediately raised the call, I have not had time to speak the voice of the boy I know nyerocos first ,he's as bad as me .

"REN you from anywhere ha, you said you'd meet me , but until now even almost a year you didn't gag for my nyamperin ,that I'd just go to your house , ' ' 'cause ,wait for me at home, watch out don't go".the hick with great emphasis in his voice immediately disconnects it .

I Who heard him can only resign , let anything else he knows my house, the basics of the Fino, I also want to see if he can get here , I can just smile at his thoughts .

I remember the same Ardian when he was looking for my house , he was willing to give up but in the end he could know my house , I was curious also with Fino , what he was going to go too ,I look forward to it .

But I haven't been able to fall asleep yet, my mother has told me that someone is looking for me, I immediately went and met the person that mother meant ,I thought he was Fino because I made the deal.

Until in front of me was already willing to welcome him, I cheerfully approached him, after seeing the person I was shocked, I did not know the person .

"sorry buk, there is something I can help here ?..., what is the matter why Andha is looking for me buk ?..,.,., i ?...,I was also very curious to know why he was taking his time here just to see me.

"begini mbc Reni, uh may I enter the house and sit down first mbc Reni, kayak kok uncomfortable if you have to speak in front of the house rich gini mbc".the mother expressed her opinion.

"Oh yes please buk ,sorry I so forgot to let andha come in and sit down ".with a smile I try to be friendly with her.

"this mbc I will have a business in the field of modeling, I want nawarin for cooperation in the field of makeup artists on mbc, I see makeup people who mbc companies work on are always charming , ' she said ,I want to be a partner mbc here , see the potential mbc company I think mbc company is very suitable for this ,sorry mbc Reni I have disrupted mbc break , mbc ,yesterday I went back and forth mbc office but could not meet with mbc Reni, so I decided here mbc.

"No papa buk , for this time , but next time I hope for office business yes in the office , but this is my wrong because I have not been to the office from yesterday ,so this time I apologize buk .akupun sincerely apologized.

"please thank ya buk , if accepted I will send her cooperation contract , I hope mom can cooperate with us ." the mother spoke

"Well mother, I will take into account first and later let me deliberate right with friends if we have been going to contact mother, please leave her mobile number only ,later if there is a decision I contact ibuk .akupun with full authority tell the mother.

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" REN I'm sorry, maybe it's the last day we meet here in this town, you'll definitely miss it later as well as my rich cool guy , although your guy is cool he loses cool right same I REN , maybe you also regret because it has been dating him the same time , I heard you also want to move Jakarta ya ,I heard from Leni yesterday, remember REN even though in Jakarta you will also not be able to jumpain my rich man, about only one in this world Ren , only I am like this ,"with the PD I told Reni .

",Yes .., yes, I want to say it's Fin you're here, I guess you want to say what, 'yes I've been sleepy Fin I want to sleep first ".with Reni leaving, she wanted to leave Fino.

"REN, I want to talk to you, I want you to know REN from the beginning met I've put my heart on you.......

"enough Fino, I already have a boyfriend, and you know that, I can't be double, and I'll never be double, I'll only have one Fino relationship, so I'm sorry ,I can't accept your love" .renipun boldly and unhesitatingly said that.

"Reni, I don't expect a reply from you I just want you to know I love you so much from the beginning we met, and I'll keep that love REN until later you open your heart to me ,just a little REN ", Fino pleaded with full request.

"With a sad smile I looked at Fino and asked her,

Do you want to have a girl who decides on you because she loves him?....., and can you willingly take it off for someone else when you love her so much?...... .

fin replied, can you take it off ?........, and it doesn't hurt how you feel when you're in the Ardian position that you asked me to leave behind ', replied Fino?..

"sorry I'm REN, I can't and won't feel it because I also feel pain too I think seeing you along with him, can't I be selfish REN, can't I be selfish REN,you know REN without you as if my life can no longer revolve, help me REN.

" you forbid your heart to be happy Fin, you may be blind for love but do not let love blind you and your heart fino ,there are still many girls in this world who can for your love anchored Fino, and I am just a speck of ink on paper compared to many of the beautiful and great women in this world,I hope you can bury that feeling, forget me Fino, if it really hurts I'll be gone from your life ,I promise I won't show up in front of you and I won't see you again Fino, if it helps you forget your pain ".Reni also firmly said her .

I saw Fino leaving immediately with tears she left my house .

I also realized, with that I had hurt her heart, but I did not want to give false hope to her, the color of false hope will only make her heart more hurt and broken later ,in this way I hope he can immediately accept, cut off his love for me before the taste deepened and ingrained in his heart it is better in my opinion,before he goes deeper he is hurt because of the love he has for me .