BLISSFULNESS

62.love and sacrifice 2

"No matter what Ren I'm willing to you hug until anytime, but I hope your sadness should not be long, I prefer if you smile because your smile is the spirit of my life REN, you must quickly rise REN ." said the man

I also just remembered that he must have been abroad Los Angeles precisely his, but he instead spent his time here with me .

"That's why you're here, don't you have to be abroad, in this way do you not take your lecture seriously?.. , did you tell me and you came home soon ?... Ardian answered, "I, who with a runny nose, asked him a little angrily .

",I miss you Ren, I came home because I thought so much about you that you didn't.

shio......RT..

I immediately dragged the shirt he was wearing and I used it to wipe the snot I took out of my nose .

"ih REN ,jorok very you ,lagian there is tissue even wear t-shirt later your life is sick you know, about it I will immediately leave after dapetin ticket yesterday,and straight here REN must smell ." said Ardian who worried .

I who heard him also want to be angry and want to ngisengin heapun mantung see Ardian not angry but instead worried about my nose .

I also became flattered and feel very lucky , seeing the attention and struggle was also happy because for my sake he was willing to take from Los Angeles to Jakarta tiring ,you know for yourself 24 hours over 30 minutes, that was the fastest time to travel that distance, and he also did not mind his tiredness directly here, why can I still protest.

That's when deheman sounded and I saw Reno there was a mother, a copa, even her ,Fino, Oma and the one who helped me was there standing at the door ,I who saw him soon realized, there is less there .

Oma .....

Oma , where Oma kak ,why did Oma not see Reni?.., I who had calmed down felt a turbulent feeling of fear that I felt running through my body , the shadow of Oma appeared again in front of me .

"What happened to Oma sis?. , Jawap sis ",

By crying I tried to make sure 'em, I want it only in a dream and not to be true ' I want grandma to be here to protect me .

I found the mattress immediately I hit it with my hand, that man must have red swelling all over his body.

"patience dear, strengthen your heart dear, we are here, you are not alone an, now we let Oma continue her journey ,we as a grandchild do not make the weight of her steps REN , ' we will not continue her journey ,we must recite it and pray for it ."Ardian also advised me and grabbed me trying to calm me down .

But why did I hear that advice made me want to be angry and my heart did not want to justify his words, I did not want to accept it, when I directed my punch at him ,he listened to me and Menik died beating me still trying to calm me down

ku .

"why Ar ,why should Oma Ar?, even we have not seen Ar ."

"why am I not the only one hurt?. , if I protect Oma, Oma must still be alive and Oma can still be with me Ar"

"this is because I am less strong right Ar?..say Ar, kalo I am strong oma no need to protect me right Ar?

so Al , my grandmother died because I am Ar , I have encouraged my grandmother to do that , I am indeed just a pesky bearer grandson should I not be found I regret Ar , Ar ,I regret making my grandmother die Ar "with a sad feeling I expressed my heart .

Ardian who heard and endured blow after blow could only remain silent he soundlessly held everything back, only his hands still faithfully hugged me and calmed me down .

It was at that moment that a very authoritative sounding voice sounded towards me.

"Your art is Oma's most beautiful granddaughter and opa, you are wrong if you are the unlucky bearer, your color is the bringer of happiness for us, and if yesterday Opa who was near you ,at the time of the accident Opa will do the same ,opa will protect our beloved granddaughter no you are not Reno you are very valuable to us ,you are the most beautiful gift of our lives, dear and to us, our encouragement 'Oma will not regret it 'and being able to protect you is a pride for Oma ,opa talks this way because opa knows where Oma , even if faced with such a situation again oma will take the same step , the color of sacrifice of soul and body we will do it, ' he said,because Oma and opa don't want to regret again missing a useful moment for you, regret for us as Oma and opa you can't watch your growth all this time, and because all this time he can not accompany his grandchildren when you were born can not hear your cries, can not hold you, can not joke with you , 'could not joke with you , just to be able to meet you when you have grown up this big is really a lot that is missed dear Oma moment and opa accompanied you, so do not cry Oma dear, dear, Oma is happy there because in the rest of her life Oma can help you her favorite granddaughter, she will be sad if you do not appreciate the effort and sacrifice of Oma, and even blame yourself, ' ' he said ,Oma will not like it Reni, so the spirit is Reni, continue your life forward looking back for correction do not be a barrier to progress, and happy REN that will make Oma happy ,because seeing you happy is happiness for us too" the voice of opa calms me "opa who usually does not talk much advises and spills his heart .

I also slammed into Grandpa's arms , I also apologize and I promise I will not disappoint Oma and opa who have sacrificed for me. And I will be a tough Reni who is not easily crushed by the trials that hit 'em ,and can be a strong upright pillar to protect the family that he loves so much this Oma wishes in my dream.