BLISSFULNESS

BLISSFULNESS
10. Peace with mass



One week I've been away from home , there must be kangen, since childhood I never leave the house all this time , even if I go I'm definitely with mom, I'm sure,even then never sleep outside because I can never sleep in people's homes, kalou is not a condition that forces me to do it maybe I will never do it ,my mother always told me, as if she were not tired of advising me


"you will go from home later if not familiarized later where if you already have a husband you have to follow your husband dhok." said the mother at that time.


"It may be okay, but you will occasionally have to go to the house of in-laws, home in-laws cook not nginep there is not polite dhok." said Laras to Reni.


"I'll find, which is not his father's mother just buk will not need a complicated event as rich in-laws that." said Reni.


"Hus, you yes, if it is difficult to be advised, indeed you want to live without relatives, as great as that person still needs others and others it is ,it is better to have an understanding brother, and that understanding man is created because we want to understand the nduk. many people who pray to have a complete mother father la you have not met the prospective husband and have sworn his mother's father died." Laras said at that time.


I just smiled at that moment, when I was cool to remember my moment I was surprised by the person who patted my shoulder, I with a reflex move immediately pointed my fist at that person, and I had not had time to hit him,he's already blocked my attack.


"I admit REN you are strong too, your reflexes are also good, you must be a martial arts champion." said the helem guy.


"Well, if I just crush the bone I can, you try now, there's still enough time before the bell comes in, here's what I want to find first, I'll help you with pleasure."reni said by stretching his muscles.


Of course, squeezing the warm-up hand I told that to the helmet guy in front of me.


"Thank you REN , you are very good tuh babang Sholeh, ask for help crumbling his cow bones, will be good enough if it can be a powder meatballs her more savory he said.


I was horrified to shadow him, hit me can battered nic my handsome face.


"well, let's go there, but before the hands itch so make a warm-up I choose you first" Reni said with a serious look.


"sorry REN I have a task so you just come alone to the meatballs bang godly must be he was seneng dah ya REN ".said the helmet guy by passing.


Nih girl serem really, but I like deh, the characteristics of independent girls, and certainly can take care of themselves, and honor, type I really is a perfect wife candidate deh subject .


"We helmet guy is going where Lo is, we're not done yet, you cowardly guy Lo" Reni said angrily.


Did he say cowardly, helem guy,ih not really my nickname is not a handsome guy, what a guy caem it is,eh guy helmet ,fortunately the helmet that was dropped was trying to drop his salty gereh, my nickname cook salty gereh guy anyway, ah nic girl is not good deh love his nickname.


the guy was immediately invisible, I also headed to class with his relaxed, Reni must have finished the picket, so we were together but until the front he first because he wanted the picket class he said.


after the lesson was over we immediately packed up to go home soon, I and Lu eni accompanied out of the class the driver Leni was already in front of the school yard , we immediately entered and drove to the house ,leni's house certainly yes gais.


we immediately got out of the car in the yard I saw a car that was not familiar to me that was a car had a brother Reno right, with full of questions but kangen I immediately went into the house ,there I saw people standing around hugging and the two crying together .


I have no power, I immediately call 'em, that woman


,,,Reni anak ibuk, I'm sorry mother didn't mean to hide all this from you , mother only


,,,,,. just what buk I've grown buk , what I do not deserve to know it, although painful , must his mother say her , have long ago asked about Dad buk, about Dad buk,why does mom always say she's gone, when she's alive


,,,,pardon my godmother, the powerless mother told her the truth , mother is always afraid of you going from the mother's side , and mother doesn't want you to find your father , ' she said ,but I don't want you to hate her either


,,,,,,. 1.But if it is the same dear mother Reni must her mother tell the truth that happened instead of hiding it and covering it with lies, and in the end others who said her proof, ''' ''But ,it was very painful buk, broken open Reni's heart


,,,,,yes Reni , the wrong mother, I felt like I knew the best bat you and decided to hide it from you, but it hurt you , I'm sorry, mommy ndhuk ,you cannot be a good mother


,,,,,,,. yes buk I'm sorry, but please speak honestly buk I beg ,I want to know the reality at least I will know and will not be sorry with what I decide later after her.


,,,,Fine REN mother will be honest, to you mother will answer all questions an mu , mother promise to you nduk


hearing that there was a little coolness running through my heart, I was a little relieved by my mother's willingness to be honest with me .


#**brainage story


hari**, it's the mother got a call from an unknown number, the color is in a hurry the mother did not notice her, it's the mother raised the number, after answering her greetings mother ,feeling his voice is not foreign to the mother even though for a long time the mother has not forgotten the voice , the voice is very familiar with the mother , she contacted the mother only Ingin met the mother and saw the mother's child,mother also agreed, we met at a restaurant that became our place to eat during the holidays yesterday first .


I met you without telling you


you, that's the beginning of the mistake that I made, after the deal with my father when we decided to leave the house, we promised not to communicate with our acquaintances including family,so with that in mind I dare not say , Father's color will never allow it , finally with reckless mother agreed to the meeting anyway Reno also .


Finally we let go of our longing for 7 years we did not meet him continue his education abroad, while the mother was 6 years old left home , he was devastated to see my presence ,he took my mother home & both my parents must have forgiven me he said 'but I refused him I firmly remained loyal to my husband even though I had to live a simple life I was not happy,Reno who was in my arms was crying, I introduced Reno to her uncle ,


this is Hendri's uncle son but Reno does not want to calm down, he cried to see him, Reno is indeed afraid of foreigners, finally I immediately leave home.


not long before I get home ,Until Reno's house immediately play with toys turn on nothing happens, I immediately prepare food for my husband to come home later , after it is done I take Reno to take a bath ,while waiting for Dad to come home we play car - mobilan .


eight o'clock exactly the sound of the motor coming in


the yard I immediately greeted him, he was not as usual, he screwed me, not even looking at me, I was so bad, but not how long he opened his voice ,with a furious tone that scared me


,,,Who is this male race, by thrusting a photo in his phone he asked me.I sculpted to hold back my fear