Behind All Changes
Chapter 52
But Lidya did not see the wave of the girl due to the position of the girl behind her.
The girl named Quin wanted to be his friend. It was clearly evident from his behavior. A fella? Then Friend? Those two words seemed foreign to him now. Now he has a friend, Kelvin. But other than that to be friends with others. Lidya felt strange. On the one hand, he wants to have a lot of friends. But on the other hand, Lidya is afraid of starting a new relationship. He was afraid that one day the relationship would not go well and the person he was in contact with would leave him alone.
Lidya lay on the bed. His mind is so fucked.
The proverb about the wheel of life is true, Lidya believes it now. A few months ago, Lidya lived a happy life, even without her father's affection. Because at that time there was still Mother, Kelvin, Grandma, friends of his, also his nature with him. But now there is nothing left. Only Kelvin was with him. Lidya still feels strange with the presence of Kelvin.
"Why is my life so fucked up right now? Why is all the suffering poured into my life? What wrong? I have repeatedly asked, but why have I not received any answers? Why would my destiny give me this too cruel suffering?" Lidya asked as she sobbed looking at the sky of the room as if she was staring at her interlocutor.
Lidya wept lamenting her fate until she fell asleep.
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The clock shows at 19:05. But until now Lidya still did not come out of his room.
Attending such a crowded event was fun for a Lidya. But that was then, now such a crowded event was very boring for the current Lidya.
Lidya prefers to be confined in a room all day, rather than hanging out with people she doesn't know at all.
Tok tok tok tok
The sound of the door being knocked.
Lazily Lidya walked over and opened the door. In front of him stood Dae Ryung.
"What's wrong?" Ask Lidya.
"Em, I heard that tonight Miss Rida made a barbeque to celebrate the victory of the sorority" Dae Ryung said with a heart.
"Then?" Ask Lidya.
"Why don't you go?" Ask Dae Ryung.
"Lidya, the barbeque was a lot of fun" said Dae Ryung.
"Then?" Ask Lidya.
"If you don't like it, at least appreciate Miss Rida's effort in making this event" said Dae Ryung.
"Dear Lord Dae Ryung, you'd better just go. Persuading me will be of no use at all" Lidya said, clenching her hands together.
Lidya intends to close the door again. But Dae Ryung did not give up, he held the door with his left hand.
"Lidya, I'm not done yet" said Dae Ryung.
"Mr Dae Ryung, do you really like to interfere with people's affairs?" Ask Lidya with her face flat.
"Lidya I want to ask, give me a minute" said Dae Ryung.
"Say," said Lidya impatiently.
"Why do you think barbeque shows are so boring?" Ask Dae Ryung.
"It's not just barbeque events but all crowded events, very very very very boring," Lidya replied.
"But why?" Ask Dae Ryung.
"Why are you so stubborn?" Tanya Lidya was getting upset.
"Why are you so stubborn?" Ask Dae Ryung back.
"Huf..." Lidya wastes her rough breathing facing the stubborn Dae Ryung just like her, perhaps.
