
Just now Nadia was about to enjoy chicken noodles, her morning breakfast with Tristan, the doorbell rang. So he got up from his seat stepped into the living room and opened the door.
But how surprised he was once he opened the door, seeing who was standing in front of him.
His legs and joints suddenly limp. His heart pumped blood faster, but no blood flow reached his face that turned pale like a moon of bad luck.
His breath was stopped by the stabbing of those firm brown eyes. Degub was so quick to beat, as if it wanted to jump out. He almost had a heart attack.
"Bim!" he shouted with a choked voice. Waves of anxiety crept within him.
"I want to meet you as well as Tristan, Nadia," said Bimasena, looking at her with a look that she had a hard time interpreting.
He was still glued with teary eyes staring at that charming face. Link each other with lips that are both silent. Only the gaze of the eyes that hugged each other released the thirst of longing and hearts that spoke to each other.
I don't know how long they stared at each other, until Tristan suddenly startled him, pulling his hands back. So he stood parallel to Tristan facing toward Bimasena.
"What does Bima need?" tristan asked with a cold face unfriendly.
"Can I come in?" ask Bimasena.
He and Tristan did not even allow Bimasena to enter the living room, but the man still stepped in despite only standing one step from the doorway.
After a moment of silence, Bimasena finally conveyed the meaning of his arrival.
"I want to apologize to you both. Because I'm the son of a bitch who's been intruding on your household. You guys almost split up because of me. I'm sorry again." Bimasena exhaled, those brown eyes staring at her alternately with Tristan.
Nadia could only bite her lower lip holding back the pain of her heart. The man came to humble himself, likening himself to a bastard. For him he was a very valuable man. Who once gave color to his life.
Bimasena continued. "Again I want to go back to America. So that you may live as peacefully and peacefully as before I was present in your life."
Bimasena back in America? Why does he feel the loss in layers. Not only did he lose his heart, he even felt that he had lost his life. So that he was unable to resist the whimper because of his crying.
"But I want to ask you one thing" Bimasena continued. Pause for a while, then continue again, "About the child Nadia conceived."
"Bima, I've said before, never claim the child my wife has conceived," hardened Tristan, showed a face that was less friendly to the presence of Bimasena.
"I don't want to claim Tristan. But the boy must have clarity on who his real father is. You already know how to prove it. And I'm sure, you yourself want to prove it." Bimasena gave his argument.
"You don't worry. If only the DNA test results stated that the child was my flesh and blood, I had no intention of snatching it from Nadia. I can't separate a child from its mother unless you want one."
"I just want you to make room for me to support my son's life, as a form of responsibility for a father. That's all I'm asking. I'm sure you're a wise couple."
"Once again I'm sorry I ever entered your life. May you be happy."
The direction of Bimasena's views then focused on Tristan, then confirmed one thing.
"Tristan, treat Nadia as well as you can" Bimasena said firmly to Tristan, then the man's eyes glanced at her for a moment. "Because I love him."
His chest cavity felt tight hearing Bimasena's message to Tristan. The message will continue to rest in his soul.
"I'm saying goodbye" continued the man. Then he turned and stepped outside the house.
His heart shrieked bitterly staring at the man's back away from his sight. He has never felt a heart like this. His love story with Bimasena has dragged him into the deepest sea of grief along with the man's passing.
Making his eyes twitch, then slowly his gaze began to blur and turn dark. Then he felt nothing more.
When he opened his eyes, he found himself lying on the sofa. On the sofa next to her, Tristan sat down to play with a cell phone. He tried to remember what happened so he could fall asleep on the couch.
"So when he left, you fainted" Tristan told him, though he had not asked.
When he left?
Streams of pain again gushed in his chest remembering the man who had left. Every breath always called the man's name. The very thing about.
Not to mention he felt uncomfortable towards Tristan. Unable to hide the feeling of his loss over Bimasena.
He has taken a storm in the name of love. But it turned out that he was unable to withstand the waves that blocked. He was swept away by the swift water of destiny. Which brings him back to Tristan.
Bimasena was not just saying goodbye to him and to Tristan. Also paid tribute to their High School alumni group in a messaging application.
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For the first time, Nadia visited the obgyn doctor with Tristan. But he did not visit Rahayu's doctor again. It is unlikely that she visits Rahayu's doctor with a different man than before, who both claim to be her husband, so she chooses Anna's doctor.
"Birth is 32 weeks. The baby in the mother's stomach is already as big as a large cabbage. It weighs about 1.4 kilograms, about 41 centimeters in length.
"The baby's lungs and digestive tract begin to mature."
"For about nine weeks, the mother and father can see the little one" Anna smiled at them.
"His baby's a healthy doctor?" asked Tristan who was standing next to him.
Although more silent, flat and less enthusiastic, she was already grateful for Tristan's presence in her pregnancy checkup. So that she did not feel alone in undergoing her pregnancy after Bimasena left.
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Half a full moon has passed since Bimasena left. But lara's heart has not evaporated. A soul that weeps because of unseen pain and longing.
The twilight has changed.
Now all that's left is the beautiful memories. How much time should he spend treating his heart? How long did it take for him to kill his missus? Because the shadow of the man was neatly stored, enthroned in the throne in the bottom of the heart.
But how could he forget? When a person related to Bimasena suddenly came that afternoon in his house.
"What's up Aurel, how can I help you?" he asked as soon as he allowed Aurel to sit in the living room.
"Sorry to disturb Nadia. I brought a deposit from Mr. Bimasena. Please accept. There is no meaning from Mr. Bimasena related to this. Mr. Bimasena just returned what should have belonged to Madam Nadia." Aurel thrust an A4-sized brown envelope at him.
His face flushed hearing Aurel's words. Because he thought Bimasena was sending his half-vulgar painting to him. Because nothing of his was left in Bimasena's apartment. All he used was the giving of Bimasena. There was nothing she took away except baby breath flowers.
Therefore he did not open the envelope in front of Aurel. There was no way he would show the indecent painting to Aurel. He must also destroy the painting before Tristan returns from office.
He opened it after Aurel returned home. But then his forehead creased as soon as he took out the contents of the envelope. Because it's not a painting like he thought. It contains several house keys and vehicle keys and documents.
As soon as he saw the contents of the document his hands trembled. Because the document is a house document consisting of the original certificate, royal letter from the bank, and certificate of inclusion.
Now he understood that his parents' house, which had been confiscated by the bank, had been auctioned by the bank. Bimasena bought the house through auction and handed it to him through Aurel.
The vehicle letters from his car, which had been seized by the debt collector, were also in the brown envelope. Which means the car has been repaid by Bimasena at the financing company.
His body shook violently, then his cry broke. Why is Bimasena still paying attention to him as he struggles to forget the man?
Bima, I've let you go.
I gave up that house.
I gave up that car.
Why did you buy the house and the car back for me?
I have disappointed you.
It was I who broke our promise. It was I who left you.
Please don't kill me with guilt. Because the pain of this loss has been too hard to stab the heart every time. I've been bleeding.
How can I forget you, if only you continue to leave memories that I cannot forget?
How long are you going to lock my heart Bim? My entire life?
How long will this miss torment me? Until I die?
Do you know Bim, when my heart is broken when you leave ?
I love you Bim. I ridu you.
To whom did he speak those words?
Only to himself.
For he had promised Tristan, as well as himself, not to open any more communication rooms to Bimasena.
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