BEAUTIFUL REUNION IN TWO

76. The Story Has Passed

What should Nadia tell Bimasena? How to take a break from the life of the lover of the heart?

He had stringed words, but it was so difficult for lips to speak.

How can the mouth speak while the soul is fragile?

He had grasped the man firmly, but it turned out that Bimasena was not his destiny. Fate is stronger than his grasp.

The colorful life before the eyes turns into monochrome.

Now he is giving in to an impartial state. The pillar on which he held had wavered. He said goodbye to Bimasena by sending a message through a messaging application.

Nadias:

Bim, I love you. Loved you. But we met at the wrong time. Love is late. What we do is a mistake and a great sin. We better get rid of all this.

Nadias:

Let me continue my own life. And you will get the best woman to be your companion.

Nadias:

Thank you for coming to give me the color of my life. I've been trying to hold you tight. But it turns out that destiny is not on the side.

Nadias:

All the valuables you gave me I kept in the safe. I only bring baby breath flowers as memories.

Nadias:

Bima I pamit. And please don't ever look for me.

The flowers in the garden of the heart are no longer blooming. The leaves also dried up.

Go carry a piece of a wounded heart, after struggling to sink into the mud of blemishes and sins.

He left the luxury apartment with lara and tight on the chest. Letting his heart be attacked with loss, grief and grief.

Leaving everything that Bimasena had given him. Clothing, credit and debit cards, mobile phones, necklaces and blue shaphire rings. He left with only clothes and cellphones that he bought himself while living in a boarding house.

Only one Bimasena gift he took away.

...Baby breath flowers....

Where should he take his footsteps?

She soon gave birth. He needed a friend to accompany him. So that despite the weight he had to go home to ...

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Bimasena was in one of the large meeting rooms at the Jumeirah Al Qasr hotel in Al Sufouh, Dubai. International conference of petroleum and gas companies.

He loved the facilities that the hotel had. Luxury five star hotel not far from private beach. The rooms are spacious, having large windows with private balconies overlooking the Arabian bay.

The hotel has a vast landscaped garden, with canal-style waterways. Talise Spa provides treatment rooms on the water. A large swimming pool with a special area for children and a lobby lounge of marble with palm trees.

Later he will bring Nadia with his son when he was born to that place. He believes Nadia will love the place because it is very instagramable.

When the conference was rested to give the participants a chance to eat lunch, Bimasena then activated his cellphone. Of all the messages that came in, the first message he read was clearly a message from Nadia.

But Nadia's message made her forehead wrinkled, then suddenly she was shrouded in anxiety.

What the hell's going on?

Without wasting any time, he immediately dialed Nadia's number. The number he called was inactive.

Bimasena immediately monitored CCTV on the apartment unit that Nadia occupied. Some rooms equipped with CCTV do not show the movement of a person there.

He opened the CCTV footage in the last few hours. Through a mobile phone screen, he saw Nadia coming out of the apartment carrying a bag and baby breath flowers. His heart was filled with question marks and worries.

Then he opened the recording a few hours earlier. Making a surprise to see Nadia with her mother sitting on the sofa.

Now he understood why Nadia sent him such a message, even though he did not know what Nadia was talking about with her mother.

He could understand if his mother could not accept Nadia, solely because of Nadia's status. He can also understand if Nadia takes this attitude, because Nadia is typical of women who are less able to deal with pressure and have a way of thinking that is less flexible.

Although agitated because Nadia could not contact him, he tried to stay calm. Because he is sure, every problem comes complete with a solution. Depends on how one's endurance is facing the problem.

Bimasena remains structured in terms of thinking and acting on his problems with Nadia. After today's event is over, he will contact his mother to talk about Nadia. Delivering the steps they have taken related to Nadia's status. And more importantly, talking about the fetus that is being conceived Nadia.

He also did not have to worry if Nadia left the apartment. Because even from Dubai he can monitor where Nadia goes. There is no hiding place for Nadia on the surface of this earth. Therefore, he continued to complete his business in Dubai before leaving to return to Indonesia.

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He could guess what happened.

He immediately approached his sister-in-law, and hugged her. For a moment let her sister-in-law cry on her shoulder.

"Pok understands you love him, but love is not enough. They have a different world than us. They're way above us. Moreover, your status, becomes the biggest barrier for you." He gave advice to his sister-in-law while stroking Nadia's back.

Nana had expected this to happen, once Imelda's mother came to see her and Herial. He objected to Nadia and Bimasena's relationship.

"Don't cry. Life must go on. Be strong for the baby you bear" he continued.

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Nadia is back at Bang Herial's house. Hiding in a narrow room. The house he left behind secretly. Pass through the window and climb over the fence to meet the idol. Hope happiness comes to. He returned home and brought defeat.

How is his heart now?

Obviously he was heartbroken. His heart was badly hurt.

Two people who love each other, but must be separated because of time and circumstances. This thing that hurt his heart.

The story has passed. The charming face that made her drunk will not decorate her days anymore. The voice that was his sleep-carrying voice every night would no longer be heard.

Inside this narrow and hot room, he froze in coldness. Didn't stop shedding tears considering Bimasena's face.

What does Bimasena feel when reading his message?

He did not even wait for Bimasena to read the message, immediately turned off the phone and placed it in the safe with other valuables Bimasena gave him.

He could not help but cry when he heard the voice of Bimasena.

Today is the day he chose to live alone. He departed from Bimasena, but did not return to Tristan.

He went away from Bimasena, but his mind always returned to the man. The shadow of that face never left. Always come to torment him with longing. So perfect is his suffering.

Now he longs to eat with the food that mounts on the plate. Though previously always upset him to Bimasena.

Nadia, even though I am not beside you, you should eat the same portion and nutrition as now. Do the best thing for your baby. About the shape of the body, after giving birth can be restored as before.

Her cries grew louder given Bimasena's words on their last night together.

Nadia, you won't forget tonight.

There was no way he would forget the last night of the two of them. Also the nights before.

The two spend the night enjoying the night view of the city of Jakarta from the highest floor of the apartment. The man's jokes, jokes and pranks are both annoying and fun.

Sleeping on the thighs of the charming man, or leaning on a sturdy shoulder. How warm, safe and comfortable to be in the bimasena crib.

Rejection that always starts, but the legacy that always ends. Two sweat and breath intermingled, uniting the body, desire and love.

But his steps were already set to the fate line. In the afternoon he left Bimasena's apartment, the night Tristan and his parents had come to Bang Herial's house to pick him up.

"I'm sorry, I don't deserve to be back with Tristan. I am full of blemishes and sins. So it is not appropriate to be with Tristan," he refused awkwardly to look at the faces of Tristan and her two in-laws.

"Go back, we start over. We start a new life, get better together" a very short speech from Tristan.

"Nadia, no husband and wife relationship is always bright. How they can survive the storm. When honesty, trust, and loyalty are tarnished, the solution is not divorce. But forgiveness and a firm promise not to repeat the mistake" his father-in-law advised.

"Never let a marriage or a household that has been built, destroyed by problems that should be solved with a cold head and discussion together," her mother-in-law chimed in.

But he insisted on staying at Bang Herial's house and not returning to Tristan.

He doesn't want to make any more mistakes. Living together with Tristan, while his heart has been shackled by Bimasena. If he did, he would hurt Tristan a second time.

"Nadia, the child you're about to give birth to needs a father figure. Don't selfish. Don't make a child an orphan while he still has a father. Keep your marriage going" hardened Bang Herial as Tristan and her in-laws left Bang Herial's house.

"Then what if this isn't Tristan Bang's son?" He was urged by Bang Herial.

"Nadia, didn't Tristan say that before, if he would accept even if it wasn't his son?" mpok Nana.

It turns out that Tristan and her father-in-law still come every night to persuade and pick her up. But he remained in his position, choosing to continue his own life without Bimasena or Tristan.

But due to the constant insistence of Bang Herial and Mpok Nana, as well as the very high appreciation to his two parents-in-law,

finally on the third night Tristan came with his two in-laws, his defense faltered.

He eventually returned home, returned to Tristan's home, and dropped his divorce lawsuit against Tristan in court.

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