BEAUTIFUL REUNION IN TWO

67. The Threshold of Farewell

After making sure Tristan was alone in his house, there was no Bang Herial or anyone else, Bimasena directed his vehicle to Tristan's house. Beside him, Nadia sat pensively.

Nadia is meeting Tristan. It must be a concern for him.

"You sure you can meet Tristan? I don't need to accompany you?" he repeated the previous question to Nadia.

"I'd better meet Tristan Bim. So that we can part ways properly. It's not just about the documents. You don't have to worry, I'm sure Tristan won't be looking for me."

Not only was he worried that Tristan would babysit Nadia. But the thing he was most worried about was,

"You sure that won't change after meeting Tristan? Won't you go back to Tristan?" he glanced at the woman beside him.

Nadia laughed a little. Then the woman's hand moved holding her hand which was holding the gears of the car. Since when did Nadia dare to hold such a tight hold? One step forward for Nadia.

"Bim, my steps are far away. Where could I turn. You don't believe me yet?"

"I don't know, I'm confused. I'm afraid you changed after meeting Tristan. Maybe out of fear of losing it," he sighed. I don't know why he felt less happy when Nadia had to meet Tristan.

Of jealousy? It's true that he's jealous.

"Bim, you're more worried than I am. You're like sugar, surrounded by female ants, "soon Nadia. But he couldn't make her laugh.

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Nadia tried to neutralize her heartbeats as soon as Bimasena pulled the vehicle right in front of Tristan's house. He had no idea what would happen if he met Tristan.

"There wasn't a kiss for me before you went inside?" it was Lontar Bimasena who struck him. It could be in front of Tristan Bimasena's house asking to be kissed. Moreover, he had never kissed Bimasena first.

Nadia did not refuse Bimasena's request, because since then the man seemed to harbor jealousy. It was hard to see him meeting Tristan.

He brought his face closer to the man's face. But the man did not welcome him. Just looking ahead with a cold face. His face could not reach Bimasena's face.

Is this what it is like when Bimasena is jealous? He had never seen Bimasena's face like that.

Does he have to shift his body to reach Bimasena?

What can be done, he also shifted his body. He rested on his knees and kissed Bimasena's cheek.

The owner of the brown eyes instead glanced at him sharply. The glint that stabbed the heart.

A few seconds later, the face softened. "Come in. Remember that I'm waiting here. Don't you take it long."

He nodded, smiling at Bimasena. Then with a slow step down from the car and walk towards the door. The door of Tristan.

He misses that house anyway. A house he has lived in for years. The clump in the park starting high is never scissored. Some of the flowers have withered, never watered. His heart was fervent to see his little garden studded with foliage that had never been swept.

The door of the house opened and he saw Tristan sitting on the sofa. He knocked on the door, not stepping in.

"When did you knock on the door of your own house that opened?" tristan's Tegur.

He stepped in and sat in front of Tristan.

For a moment she watched her husband's face turn grim. After a long time of not seeing her, Tristan's hair was longer than usual. Tristan was not as neat as before anymore. Messy. Just like the condition of the house that looks gloomy. Tristan's body looked even thinner.

However, his heart became sad to see Tristan's condition.

I don't know how many minutes they just kept quiet. Equally reflect. Busy with their own minds. Do not expect if the household nosedives that have been built, will be faced with problems like this.

"Can't you forgive me?" Tristan precedes him to speak. It broke the ice between the two of them.

Nadia who looked down, raised her face to look at Tristan.

"Sorry for what Tristan? I'm the one who should apologize to you. Because I'm guilty."

Tristan smiled bitterly.

"I realized I wasn't a good husband to you all along. No matter, not having a romantic side, it also often hurts you with my attitude and words." Tristan looked at him sharply, so he lowered his face again.

"I was wrong. Because all this time just looking at your bad side and ignoring your kindness to me. I only saw thorns on the rose, but ignored its beautiful color and fragrance." He stopped for a moment, as his tears began to drip. Why is he absorbing this?

"My mistake is much greater, for I have betrayed you. It turns out that I'm not a loyal woman and easily entangled with temptation" she continued without looking at Tristan. While her tears were getting wet her cheeks.

Tristan. "I know myself. I am nothing compared to Bimasena. Bimasena is above me in every way. It's only natural that every woman is attracted to her, including you. I can understand that."

His heart fell upon Tristan's humble words towards Bimasena. How to explain if he fell into the arms of Bimasena not because of what the man had. But because of Bimasena's treatment of him.

He did not reply to Tristan, Tristan added.

"You've been thinking hard about parting?"

Nadia nodded weakly.

"Can't you open the door sorry for me and come back to me? Then we fix our relationship from the beginning?" pinta Tristan's.

"It's not that I don't forgive and accept your attitude that I don't want to go back to you. Wasn't it five years, though we were full of frost, but we remained at the academy until Bimasena came?"

"But I don't deserve you anymore Tristan. I'm an ungodly wife and a sinful woman. Not once have I been with Bimasena. But repeatedly. You deserve a good woman." He could no longer hold back his sobs. Sobbing in front of Tristan.

"I accept you for who you are, I will ignore what has happened. As for the child you bear, if it were the seed of Bimasena, I would have received it. Treat her like a child of her own" said Tristan.

The man was crying. More complete his guilt. Why do they have to fight each other like this? Not as he had thought before.

"I'm not going back to Tristan. Even if I fail with Bimasena, I will not return. Because an ungodly woman and a sinner like myself, it's inappropriate to be with a gentleman like you" he quipped. Now he dared to look at Tristan's face.

"Alright if that's your wish. I've collected your documents and personal belongings on the bed. Come in the room. Check, if there is less, look in the room. You must still remember where it is."

He stood up from the sofa and walked into the room. Sit on the side of the bed. Tristan caught up with him and stood in the doorway of the room.

On top of the bed, there was not only a pile of documents. There are also piles of goods. On the floor are several suitcases, which may contain her clothes.

It turned out that Tristan was not only collecting documents, but also his entire belongings. He just wanted to take the documents .

"I won't be carrying Tristan's jewelry. Keep it here." He was surprised because the jewelry box and all the contents in the form of gold were also on the bed.

"You won't need that gold. Because you will easily get a diamond from Bimasena. But take it, just a memento from me. If you don't like it anymore, throw it away or give it to the needy" Tristan said. It made his heart wither.

And he was even more surprised to see the certificate of the house that he made the salon.

"What does this mean Tristan?"

"The little house will be of no value to what you will get from Bimasena. But I gave you that house. There's no way I'm taking it back" Tristan concluded.

It turns out that Tristan has not been as careful as he thought so far. Now the guilt is tormenting him.

But what made her body tremble violently and her crying burst was because in the top pile of her documents, Tristan put down their prewedding photos. On top of the prewedding photo was her handwriting. The one he wrote himself after the wedding was over and presented to Tristan. Apparently Tristan still keeps it.

Now he bears tightness, regret and pain. His heart was scratched with sadness.

One of Tristan's words before he left the house, further instilling a sense of haru and pity in his heart.

"I'm glad if you're not happy with me, Nadia. You deserve to live happily. Hopefully Bimasena can make you happy. But if it turns out that reality says otherwise, then come back. I'll wait for you."

They have been through some good times together. It is embedded in the heart and will become a memory.

How at that moment, they never knew it would stop like this. Togetherness for five years was like a leaf blown by the wind. His love for Bimasena has drowned his household with Tristan. And end up being someone else to each other.

On any basis, separation is always painful. From that separation one knows the meaning of loss.

And now ... he feels the loss of Tristan.

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