BEAUTIFUL REUNION IN TWO

69. Everything Is Not Easy

I don't know what happened to Nadia. Parted with Tristan, but failed with Bimasena.

Now she is going through her own days, pregnant. Perhaps this was the punishment that came earlier for the great sin he had committed.

It had been five days that he had rented a room in an old ruma boarding house. House boarding shaped letter 'L' with the position of the room directly access the yard, without living room and kitchen. Located in a three-meter wide alley.

In the room there is only a bed and an empty closet. The bathroom was very narrow and not decent. But there was no other choice for him. This boarding house is the cheapest he gets. The room has a nako window whose glass is taped to the newspaper in lieu of curtains.

How long can he survive with the rest of the savings he has? While he had to live every day without work and income.

Some of the savings he has are already drained to pay for rent, buy some of the cheapest clothes and underwear, buy the lowest price smart phone, as well as for daily meals. Do not forget to buy a small fan to refresh the hot air of the capital.

If you only rely on savings, then soon he will experience financial difficulties.

All his life he had just felt this difficult life. Alone, pregnant, and full of limitations. He did not come from a wealthy family, but since childhood never felt the difficult life like this.

He felt the pain of losing his parents one by one. How bitterly to part from Tristan. But parting with Bimasena messed him up.

Now when he slipped from the grasp of the two men, he could already compare. His heart ached as he left Tristan's house, but it was even more painful when he left Bimasena's apartment.

Not to mention the sense of longing that arouses in Bimasena is directly proportional to the heartache caused by the longing.

Five days have passed. Does that guy miss him too? Is that guy gonna look for her?

Why still hope?

No, he can't hope. He must be able to fight to live alone and live with his baby later.

Leaning hope on humans always ends up painful. He didn't want to feel the pain for the third time. Eventually, he will get used to this.

After eating a piece of banana bread in lieu of dinner as he had to skimp, he sat on a single bed size, leaning against the wall. Staring darkly at night through the nako window that is still open. The fan blows the silent winds.

One face returned. Who else if not the face of the man he hated at this moment.

But does he really hate that guy?

No. .. he misses her.

Nadia played back the memory in her brain.

Why would he end up in this place just out of doubting each other? Is it because of doubts that each other should separate?

When thought of with common sense, what he did was too childish. Just out of anger feeling ignored by Bimasena, he just left Bimasena's apartment. He did not attempt to open a space of communication with Bimasena.

Why was he so patient with Tristan's attitude? Why can't he do the same to Bimasena? But what Bimasena did was nothing compared to the sharp words from Tristan's mouth that always hurt his feelings.

He was angry just because Bimasena ignored him. He ignored Bimasena first.

So who is selfish?

Yes himself.

For some reason in Bimasena he hoped too much, unlike in Tristan. He always wanted the attention of the man. Want to always indulge in Bimasena and want Bimasena always to be nearby.

Then what should he do? Calling Bimasena?

Or wait for Bimasena to contact him first?

But how does Bimasena know his new phone number? How did Bimasena find his boarding house?

What if he contacted Bimasena and accepted the painful reality, Bimasena asked him to return to Tristan?

No. gabe.

He will not return to Tristan. Let him live and fight alone here.

It turned out that the dream he hunted was just a pseudo dream. I want to go far away from this restless world. Go to a place that has no sad story.

Because the shadow of the man's face, eyes, and smile, now quite painful.

In the morning, he began to walk out of the house. Down the alley, to the location of the nearest salon that location information he obtained from the internet.

She can apply for a job as a hairdresser, beauty therapist, or beauty therapist based on her work experience.

But finding a job is not easy. She was rejected by the two beauty salons she went to.

When she went to the third salon, she was offered to become a Sales Promotion Girl. Maybe because the owner saw his face. But as soon as he saw his body with its belly starting to bulge, the owner of the salon canceled his offer.

One more obstacle, her condition is pregnant.

Today he only gets rejection and failure.

By late afternoon as he grew tired of going to every salon. He stopped at a warteg for lunch. Ordering ten thousand worth of food and a glass of mineral water.

Nutritious food is no longer the most important thing now. The most important thing is food that can eliminate hunger and tiredness of the body.

All night he could only sit lamenting. If he does not get a job soon, he will just wait to die in this place.

But work doesn't bother him that much.

All that bothers him is .. the shadow of the man.

Longing to stab when the soul feels lonely. But it does not cause death. Longing comes only to torture, to kill slowly.

How can he throw away the man's shadow? Show me how to stall it! Because that caused his suffering at this time, not because of his life's difficulties. But because of the shadow of that man who always appeared uninvited.

How hard it is to release the taste that has already penetrated into the chest.

Tonight he sleeps accompanied by the night's song of grief. Sleeping in the rubble of despair that has been scattered. In a quiet and isolated place.

In the morning he was ready to find work. With the breakfast of a piece of banana bread leftover yesterday, he again burned his spirit.

Now the destination he wants to visit is a boutique. He already has a list of boutiques nearby from his boarding house.

Maybe he could be a shopkeeper. He no longer thinks about his career prospects. Most importantly he has a job and income. Because the savings are prepared as provisions when giving birth later.

But he began to despair once he had entered three boutiques, and all he faced was rejection.

With weak steps and a tired body he returned to his boarding house by late afternoon.

As soon as he arrived in the room, he cried out to mourn.

Now he misses both his parents. Maybe if his father and mother were still alive, he would have a place to go home and complain about the burden of life that squeezes him.

Nadia, don't cry, keep fighting. Believe me, the storm must have passed.

Either whisper from where, but able to make his spirit grow back.

He immediately took off his clothes and headed to the bathroom. Flush his body with water to expel the fatigue of his soul.

After finishing his bath, he wore the cheapest underwear he had ever had, as well as a negligee he had obtained for a hundred thousand for three sheets of negligee.

After that he was about to go out of the room to take his clothes dry. The clothes he was washing this morning in the sun on the porch of the room.

But suddenly his heart raced quickly, because along with he opened the door of the room, a vehicle turned in from the alley to the courtyard of the boarding house.

A grey Audy R8 stopped in the courtyard of the boarding house. Then a dashing man with black eyes descended from the car, throwing a smile at him. A smile that can bring every woman to her knees.

What's he supposed to do?

Running around hugging that guy to kill misses? Or beat the man out because it has troubled his life?

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