BEAUTIFUL REUNION IN TWO

68. He Has Been Gone

Nadia is gone.

And probably won't come back.

Can a man not cry?

Why is crying an exception for men? Crying is a way for someone to express their feelings.

Tristan was no longer able to hold back her tears as soon as she saw Nadia leave the house. Ride on a luxury vehicle that despite working for a lifetime will not be able to give to Nadia.

No matter the assumption that a man who cries has a weak personality. He just wants to vent the sadness and loss that burdened him psychically. Let the world laugh at him.

He could only stare at the jewelry and items Nadia left behind with pushy eyes. Even his skin care was left Nadia.

If now he crashed into the bottom of the abyss, all because of his own fault. He was unable to give happiness to his wife. So his wife seeks happiness in other men.

Now Nadia left after incising the wound. Leaving a broken heart.

He got up and took out all of Nadia's clothes in the suitcase. Put it back in the closet. Because he still hopes that one day his wife will return. Put those clothes on again.

Why can't he understand a woman's heart?

He realized after Nadia left. That the woman who had been by his side all this time was the brightest star. Not the sparkling ones out there. And now his soul is dark. Because the star is gone. No more light shone on him.

Is there still time to go back with Nadia?

If Nadia doesn't come back, then,

maybe it will be eternal

****

Nadia came out of Tristan's house with increasingly loud cries. With a hasty step he got into Bimasena's car so as not to concern the neighbors.

"You're flanked by Tristan?" bimasena asked worriedly as soon as she got on top of the car. Surely Bimasena was prejudiced against Tristan for seeing him cry.

But his mouth was unable to answer so he simply shook his head.

"Jawab Nadia, are you flanked by Tristan?" bimasena.

He shook his head again while trying to ease his cries and kept his documents in the backseat.

Not answering Bimasena was suddenly about to get out of the car, perhaps wanting to meet Tristan. So that his hand hurriedly intercepted Bimasena's hand.

"Don't Bim! I ain't no fuckin' shit with Tristan."

"Why are you crying like that?"

Why doesn't Bimasena understand how she feels? It was even emotional for Tristan.

"Bim, Tristan and I have been together for five years. And now we're going to split up. Is it wrong for my heart to be sad because of this farewell?"

Bimasena did not respond to him again. The man just snorted, then gave her a tissue box. After that Bimasena put on his sunglass, then drove the vehicle back to the apartment.

Along the way he still sobbed. While the man beside her was silent a thousand languages.

"Bim, please help me find a boarding house. We can't stay together if we're not married" she said in a hoarse voice as her cries subsided.

"You don't have to stay at Nadia's boarding house. I have an apartment and a house. You just stay there. Choose an apartment or house. Better to stay in an apartment. The security system is better" Bimasena bargained.

*******

Nadia's attitude confused Bimasena.

Since returning home from Tristan, Nadia locked herself in a room. I don't even want to meet and talk to him.

"Please don't bother me Bim, I want to be alone" cried Nadia from inside the room as soon as she knocked on Nadia's bedroom door.

Even Nadia did not want to go out for dinner. Making her heart wonder, what had happened in Tristan's house so that Nadia behaved like that.

Similarly, in the morning, when he was about to leave for the office, Nadia was still confined in the room. Even at night when he came home from the office, Nadia remained reluctant to go out of the room to see him.

Maybe Nadia needs time to be alone and alone. Because the problems that are passed are so heavy.

It's true, he shouldn't bother Nadia just yet. He had to give Nadia space and time to calm down. For a woman, divorce is not easy to deal with. Moreover, women are very sensitive in the emotional aspect.

But as soon as the third night Nadia did not want to meet him, her mind was different from before.

"I want to be alone Bim. Please don't bother me." Nadia's voice rang out from inside the room, as she knocked on Nadia's door again.

Nadia is only out of the room if she is not in the apartment. But as soon as she got home, Nadia locked herself back in the room. He knew it because he could monitor CCTV in the apartment through his mobile phone. Nadia avoided it.

Now he thinks if ... Nadia is not ready to divorce Tristan. He is still hesitant to continue the relationship to the next stage with him.

Nadia was at the end of a branching road.

Bim, me and Tristan have been together for five years. And now we're going to split up. Is it wrong for my heart to be sad because of this farewell?

He only understood the meaning of Nadia's words when they were on the car after returning from Tristan's house.

The meaning is ... Nadia still loves Tristan. Nadia still loves Tristan.

Damnit.

He could only smile bitterly and moved from Nadia's front room to her room.

So what's he gonna do?

It cannot be selfish. Forcing Nadia to divorce Tristan and then marry him if Nadia's feelings are still half-and-half and Nadia is still worried.

Maybe his mistake during this time was to force Nadia so that all the process went as she wanted. Nadia is not ready for all of this.

He ran very fast and strong while Nadia crawled very slowly and weakly. So that once he arrived at the end of the road, he did not find Nadia there.

Maybe he can wait for Nadia until Nadia is ready. But won't Nadia change course halfway?

What if Nadia wants to go back to Tristan?

That possibility does exist. But a man must be firm in matters of the heart. Men need to be tough and stay strong despite being broken. You cannot be a victim of circumstances.

Whatever happens, whether he fails or he loses, he must still show his identity that he is a strong man.

The next morning he just crossed Nadia's room. Not knocking it anymore. Sayup-sayup he heard the sound of a sad song from Nadia's room. The woman is upset.

He went down to the ground floor of the apartment, where gym facilities were available. Every morning, he always took the time to exercise before leaving for the office.

Hoping by practicing lifting weights using the Smith Machine tool can divert his fatigue because of Nadia.

But it turns out that what works when he exercises is only his muscles. His brain remained preoccupied with Nadia, Nadia and Nadia.

But also because he had been disappointed with Nadia's attitude.

*******

For four days Nadia ignored Bimasena. Shut yourself in the room. Judging yourself. Because his actions have made Tristan ashamed and injured.

He was so sorry to see Tristan at their last meeting. Tristan is so fucked up. His body is getting thinner and less taken care of.

But Tristan was so wise. He did not expect Tristan to do so. It is precisely Tristan's attitude like that that makes him more wracked with guilt. It was as if he was the cruelest creature inhabiting the earth.

The fifth morning he shut himself in the room, he finally left the room. Walking towards the dining table, waiting for Bimasena to discuss his plan of staying alone.

Ten minutes of sitting waiting for Bimasena, the man had not yet appeared.

Has Bimasena been at the gym and lingered there because it's Saturday, a holiday?

"Sir Bima is awake?" she asked Erna who had come to bring her breakfast.

"Udah Mbak, Mr. Bima has left early in the morning."

"Go to the office?"

Erna frowned at him. "Well, didn't Pak Bima go to America? Mr. Bima said so Mbak. Going to America. Ask us to serve Nadia's mother."

"To America?" hisses.

Why didn't Bimasena tell him? It had been two nights that Bimasena did not knock on the door of his room again.

Is Bimasena angry?

He regretted ignoring Bimasena for several days.

Why is his attitude always wrong? Whether it was to Tristan or to Bimasena.

He immediately contacted Bimasena through the new cell phone Bimasena gave him. The number he called was inactive. Maybe Bimasena was on the plane.

Now he was like a fool waiting for news from Bimasena. It has been two days since I contacted Bimasena. He thought Bimasena had arrived in America. Not even the message was sent.

Now that he understood, Bimasena ignored him.

If he had wept before for Tristan, now he wept for Bimasena.

Not only longing, he also endured the heartache of Bimasena. The one who left just left her in the apartment itself without saying goodbye.

Despite being angry with him, would it not be best to tell him if he wanted to travel far like that? For him Bimasena has gone too far.

His heart was pounding when the third day he contacted Bimasena and a connecting tone had been heard. But Bimasena did not answer his call. The second call and the third call.

It was so painful waiting for the man's voice.

But he did not give up. A few moments later, he contacted Bimasena again.

Finally Bimasena answered his phone after the fifth call.

Bimasena: Hello! Nadias!

Nadia: You have Bim ...

His voice sounded more like a groan.

Bimasena: Nadia for a moment, we're done talking.

A meeting? He doesn't even care about meetings. It could be after this Bimasena again deactivate his phone.

Nadia: You just left me alone in the apartment without saying goodbye. You tega.

Her cry broke out restraining the emotional overflow from within the chest. Where is the mercy of Bimasena? He said love but could torture her like this. Let fret cover him.

Bimasena: Nadia, I just give you space and time to think. To think clearly. Go further with me or come back to Tristan. Because I've seen your doubts ever since you got back from Tristan's house.

Whahuh? Bimasena still asked him to think about returning to Tristan?

It turns out that the word love is just a toy tongue.

Nadia: You are evil. You've taken me this far, suddenly still asking me to think about going back to Tristan? You evil Bim.

Bimasena: Nadia I'm still in a meeting, I'll call back.

Nadia: No need, you don't need to contact me anymore. I'm going to get out of this place. I don't want to be with anyone anymore. I can live alone. Not with you, not with Tristan. Sorry to bother you.

Nadia disconnected the phone with a sniffle. Just about to lean hope on Bimasena, at the beginning of the step was disappointed.

He put the phone on the nightstand.

It all felt dark in his eyes. He's leaving that apartment. He would not bring anything Bimasena gave him including his cell phone, cards, and clothes except those attached to his body. He only carried his wallet which he got back from Tristan and his personal documents.

Free he followed Bimasena's steps. So far, it turns out that Bimasena still doubts it. To make him doubt the seriousness of Bimasena.

After saying goodbye to the maid, he left Bimasena's apartment.

Release the grip of anyone.

Without direction and purpose.

******

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