
Sifar manhood can be seen from how patient he is to face a woman. Like Bimasena's patience waiting for Nadia and Tristan's divorce.
But it is not the nature of adults that makes it patient. Because he has no other choice. For he must remain on the right track and must not take another path of deviation. Including repeating the act that cheated Tristan.
More than half a year of waiting in uncertainty while hiding from the net reach of Nadia, is not a little time. It is not easy to fight against the power of longing.
Sometimes he feels like a loser, just waiting for an opportunity without creating an opportunity.
But the theory of opportunity in business and the world of work is not necessarily applicable in the world of love. Because love involves the heart.
When life is too easy for us, we must beware (When life is too easy for us, we must be careful).
That was how he was with Nadia.
He easily conquered Nadia's heart. It was hard to have that woman.
Not only was it difficult to have that woman, he even struggled to be with his baby, Glor.
Learning from previous experience, now he must be more careful in determining a step. In order not to fail a second time to have Nadia.
He must put the brakes on the nature of the hunter in him, replacing it with a patient nature in waiting.
He should not even make an opportunity, but wait for the opportunity that puts him. Things that were very contradictory to him all along and did not enter his dictionary.
But he was forced to do so because the mathematical formula did not apply to the affairs of the heart, because there are laws of life that apply out of control.
Today, it's like running out of stock his patience₩ waiting.
He was unable to prevent himself from attending the divorce trial between Nadia and Tristan.
But he did not enter the courtroom. Just waiting on a brown bench outside the courtroom.
The first person out of the courtroom was Tristan, along with a lawyer and a woman.
He stood up and walked over to Tristan. Just to say hello and shake hands with his best friend. Although Tristan is a former friend.
"Bro!" his reply to Tristan stretched out his hand to shake hands.
But Tristan just glared a cynical gaze, then just passed by leaving her without a word.
The time is not yet right to repair friendly relations with Tristan. Tristan already has a replacement for Nadia.
He walked into the courtroom and stood in the doorway.
Inside the courtroom she saw Nadia crying, hugging Titiana's mother.
Unlike her who welcomed Nadia's farewell with Tristan. Nor was it like Tristan who was able to rise from failure in such a short period of time.
Nadia seemed to be trying hard, but failed, still looks fragile.
He made his heart feel guilty.
Because he was the cause of what happened to Nadia at this time. While hoping Nadia gives an opportunity for him to replace all the hardships of life suffered by Nadia with the happiness she offers.
He waited for Nadia in the doorway of the courtroom. Not into the courtroom.
But when Nadia turned around about to come out of the courtroom, the woman was very surprised to see him, until she took a few steps back.
How scary was her face now that Nadia was so shocked?
Is it because he hasn't shaved?
After a long moment of silence glued to her gaze, Nadia finally walked towards him holding onto Lily. The look on Nadia's face was as if she was about to face a life-seeking angel at the door of the courtroom.
Was that her fear?
"Mister," Lily greeted him.
He responded to Lily by nodding his head. Because his attention is not distracted from Nadia who has a swollen face. Nadia is so worried.
"Are you okay?" answer to Nadia.
Instead of answering, Nadia even dumbfounded and again fixated on staring at him.
I don't know what Nadia thinks of him.
"Are you okay?" repeat, because Nadia did not answer.
"Yes, I'm fine," she replied nervously.
"Excuse me, I have to go to the office" Nadia continued.
Nadia seemed to hurriedly want to leave him.
And he did not want to make Nadia more depressed, so he shifted one step to give access out of the door.
"Please."
It is not the right time to meet Nadia at this time. And this is the result if too rushed.
"Give Nadia time to grieve, Now Nadia is in the stage of going through a crisis of feelings due to the failure of marriage. So give Nadia space to understand her sadness first, then come at the right time." Titiana's Mother's advice to him.
Come at the right time? How many more years?
Sorry Lady Titi!
All this time he can be patient but not a patient man.
He's just a wayward man.
It was evident that by the time night came, he was unable to contain himself. Because of the longing that arouses to a woman along with her son, she drives to Nadia's house.
He would not give Nadia a chance to grieve.
"Why did you come?" Nadia widened and took one step back as soon as she opened the door for him. The woman put on a hostile face.
Though he hoped Nadia would pour into his arms. Time can make love turn into hate.
It seemed like her efforts all along to capture Nadia's heart had been in vain. He had to start back from zero to knock the woman's heart out.
No problem, if it has to be like that. He did not have the mentality of a coward, who gave up and raised a white flag in the middle of the journey.
He is sure, able to turn things back, hate to be love.
Okay, Nadia, if that's what you want.
Speaking of Nadia, the woman's appearance changed a little.
For the first time he saw Nadia wearing a negligee. Typical indonesian women.
Hair cut shorter, shoulder-length.
Nadia's body looked more contained.
With her crazy body, Nadia has a new beauty. Also adorable with more full cheeks. Making his brain more active and stimulated by changes in body shape Nadia.
Moreover, it is clear from behind the thin negligee, if Nadia does not wear .. sorry.
Without being told his brain again fantasizes.
Why is his brain so mischievous and out of control every time he sees Nadia?
She follows Nadia into the room as baby Glor cries. Nadia who was me nyu sui baby Glor.
But once aware of her presence, Nadia suddenly covered her chest with a baby blanket. Baby Glor was covered in blankets.
He held himself back from laughing at Nadia's panic.
Why should it be closed? Isn't he more senior than Glor? Tasting first?
Although he pulled the blanket so that baby Glor did not suffocate, Nadia again covered the chest with a baby blanket.
Didn't Nadia know, the more closed the more curious she became?
As she placed her hands on Nadia's waist, Nadia flinched. Silence is like not breathing.
He had never been this happy, being in the nearest rarity to the person he was fighting for.
I could joke with Glor, who so graciously welcomed him. Although the woman lying in between with Glor had already turned into a lifeless statue.
"Wawwa," said his beloved son, nodding at him. "Lady."
Mom and son are both adorable.
How about the reaction of Nadia when her hand that was on Nadia's waist, she shifted a little more up? To the part that Nadia covered with a baby blanket?
Not yet he had time to catch Nadia, the cute son turned out to be more fun.
Uncover the blanket that covers da Nadia to find ASI that the owner deliberately hid.
"Thank you, son, for understanding Daddy's wishes."
"Bim, please come out!" cry Nadia before giving ASI to baby Glor with a reddened face.
"I am not satisfied with my son" he said.
Seeing a cute baby face alternately see the mother of the baby, is an unbought pleasure.
"Also not satisfied looking at you," he added, the more tempting Nadia.
How could he possibly want to leave the mother and the baby despite being expelled so many times by the mother?
He didn't stop talking to Glor and joking around.
Glor alternated drinking ASI and responding to it, speaking his own language.
"Glor, the milk is good? There are sweets, right? For dong, Daddy wants to." He chatted with the baby, as well as teasing Nadia.
Glor seemed to understand his question, the cute baby nodded adorablely at him, "Babba."
Along with the pain felt because Nadia's fingernails had been stuck in her hands that were on Nadia's waist. So he grimaced, but accompanied by laughter. Because it managed to provoke Nadia.
"Mommy, acts of violence should not be discussed in front of the child, because it will imprint strongly in his memory," he explained, pretending to advise Nadia. Learning to be a good parent.
Nadia's face was met with red to hear herself calling Nadia 'Mami'.
Long time did not meet causing his once tame daggers back wild.
Many times Nadia brushed off her hands despite only holding her waist.
But he was already an expert in taming passionate pigeons.
"Nadia, my hands are quite polite with just holding your waist. But if you keep brushing, then my hand will shift more up or down. Choose which, top or take it?" He spreads a threat that can make Nadia more and more unbecoming.
Nadia's behavior like this is what is always missed from the woman.
Actually he felt sorry for Nadia who was so depressed by her presence. But he misses the mother and child in front of him.
Finally Nadia again stiffened like wood with a frustrated face to face.
Very delightful.
From his position, he could not maximally look at the face of the mother and baby because it was turned back by Nadia. So without excuse, he picked up baby Glor, put it between himself and Nadia.
"Bim, what's wrong with you?" nadia Protest. Of course, due to embarrassment, the baby Glor faced her.
But there was no choice for Nadia, as baby Glor was already crying out of hunger. And just calm when given ASI.
He enjoys changing Nadia's face to red like boiled shrimp. While his hand moved gently stroked the back of baby Glor until his son funny sleep.
Glor was asleep, so what would he do to the baby's mother?
Actually, he was not just trying to kill Nadia. But also to destroy oneself. Because his brain turns wild every time he sees Nadia. Lucky to be neutralized with his fatherly soul because there is a baby Glor between him and Nadia.
"Excuse me, I'm going to the bathroom" said Nadia. He knew that the woman just wanted to escape from him.
Almost half an hour later the woman was in the bathroom. Not taking a shower.
He could only laugh amusedly at the behavior of Nadia who was like a teenager yesterday afternoon.
When Nadia came out of the bathroom, she didn't go back to the room anymore. Nadia sat on the living room sofa. In a place safer than his mischievous target.
Did Nadia forget that she and Nadia made Glor in the living room?
Or does Nadia want him to repeat it in the same place?
If he wants something against Nadia tonight, then no one can stop him.
So he had to leave before he lost his mind and became a starving boy who just saw rice.
But his eyes caught something interesting by the window, which made him curious.
"You still taking care of this flower?" he surprised Nadia who was daydreaming in the living room, while showing baby breath flowers in her right hand.
Then he walked over and sat down next to Nadia. But Nadia shifted away to keep her distance.
"What if I take care of the flowers? The flowers are beautiful, dear when thrown away," said Nadia, still grumbling at him.
"Aurel is smart to choose flowers for you" he murmured, but made Nadia's eyes widen.
"So .. This flower is from Aurel, not from you?" nadia asked pointing at the white flower she was holding with a look of disbelief.
"Yes, I asked Aurel to find a baby breath replacement flower that Tristan had damaged. What Tristan broke was from me. But this one, from Aurel," she explained as she placed the flower beside her.
Nadia stood up as if she was about to pounce on him, but it turned out that the woman lacked a supply of guts.
Finally Nadia just stood naggingly in front of him.
"Biiiiiim, you know, I took care of this flower to stay alive because I thought of you. This flower was even more finicky than Glor. You're not from you, I've been throwing it in the trash. Trouble ......"
Nadia, nadia. Initially expensive selling. But then unconsciously expressed his own feelings to her.
He just laughed seeing Nadia nagging at him. Getting interesting. It even makes him more anxious.
Can't wait to marry the woman in front of him. The woman who became his greatest adventure.
Nadia and Glor, is her dream life.
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