
With a trembling voice Nadia asked Mother Imelda,
"Where is Bima, Mom?"
Instead of answering, Imelda's mother sobbed with a shaky shoulder.
A sign that he will hear bad news.
"Where is Bima, Mom?" He repeated his question with his eyes getting wet. Though he felt he would not be able to hear the news of what Imelda's mother was about to say.
Instead of answering, Mother Imelda hugged him and said,
"We go inside first, Nadia."
Imelda's mother walked while embracing her, entering the house.
"Where is Bima, Mom?" the question returned as soon as he reached the living room, his hands clasping Imelda's two hands. I forget to let my guests sit on the sofa.
"Where's the chlorine? I want to see the grandchildren, "Imelda's mother didn't even answer her question. The woman's hand opened the bag that looked luxurious and exclusive. Take out an envelope and give it to her.
"Glor's sleeping in the room, ma'am. Please!" He pointed to the front room, where he slept with Glor and received an envelope from Imelda's mother.
As soon as Mother Imelda walked into the room, she sat on the sofa and opened the envelope with trembling hands.
There was a piece of paper in the envelope. It looks like a letter.
The handwriting of Bimasena.
His heart pounded no matter when reading the man's writing.
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My dear pulse,
I'm sorry I couldn't go home to keep my promise.
That night at the club, there was an incident.
My choice was only two, taking lives or losing lives.
After the incident that night, I became a prisoner of the Venezuelan Police.
My mistake was,
I want everything. Treasure, power, always wanting to be a conqueror.
There's too much I want.
So I lost the chance to make my dream come true to build a family with you.
Losing time being a father who could protect Glor directly.
The world I have held is meaningless. Because I can't be with you.
Without you I am not perfect.
Case heavy.
Maybe my freedom will be curbed for a long time.
Therefore I set you free, to choose.
Waiting for me with no certainty when I can return. Or find another love.
Not because I don't love you.
But because I understand when you need love and warmth.
I'm sorry, Mi Amor
I'm picking Glor.
Bimasene
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He put the letter on his chest. The water droplets were falling down the cheeks. As the afternoon light began to dim out there, his soul dissolved in a gray atmosphere.
He had given up hope with his lover. Sparking romance with the most plenary taste. But there is a great power of the Nature-Owner who breaks the branches of despair, as he waits to be edited.
Looking for another love? Not likely. His heart was filled with the name Bimasena. There is no room for a new name.
He can accept his message. That the curvature of the hand line is not in favor of his will.
He would wait, waiting for the man to come back. Even when he breathed his last breath.
But there is a longing and worry of exploding, whack and continue to pierce his mind. The wind of the antidote yearns even reluctantly to blow. Let it be burned by longing and become charcoal.
Bimasene.
He followed Imelda's mother into the room. Found the woman tearfully staring at Glor who was sleeping soundly.
"Glor is exactly with Bimasena as a baby. His nose, his eyes, his jaw, his skin, his body, were very precise" mummified Imelda.
"For a moment we were proud of Bimasena's success in Venezuela, now my heart is broken to hear of the problems that surround my son, Bimasena."
"His father regretted sending Bimasena to Venezuela. Didn't expect Bimasena would come into conflict with the local mafia and end up like this."
"Bimasena has a good personality. He is able to build positive working relationships wherever he is placed. But the child does not like to be threatened and intimidated. He put up a fight without trying to avoid a clash."
"In the nightclub, Bima gets into a fight with the leader of a local gangster. The one that led Bima opened fire on the man. El Maro died on the spot and Bimasena was arrested by Venezuelan police."
Eliminate life or loss of life.
Although Bimasena had to be arrested so that he could not marry Bimasena, it was still better than hearing Bimasena who died because of the gagster leader.
"How's Bima doing there, Mom? She's okay, right? healthy right? No injuries or anything? Have you met Bima?" He charged Mother Imelda with questions.
Imelda's mother looked at her full of haru.
"Said his father who came to visit Bima, Bima is fine. But the feeling of a mother is not so. Bima has a tough mentality, he can accept reality with a big soul."
"But I can't accept, the child that I hope gets into such serious trouble." Imelda's mother sniffled. Himself too.
"Have you never met Bima?" He asked in a loud voice.
Imelda's mother shook her head.
"Mother is forbidden there. It's dangerous there. Even though the members of The King's group at the nightclub were already detained, but outside there were still many El Maro loyalists wandering around, wanting to take revenge on Bimasena or the people around Bimasena."
"FreddCo Energy Venezuela is now heavily guarded by the Police, the situation is heating up due to the death of El Maro."
Imelda's mother fixed Glor's roll that rolled down the tiny baby's leg. Then back to wiping the tears.
"There is nothing more painful for a mother, when she cannot be next to her child when her child is in trouble. Not even communicating can" Ibu Imelda quipped.
Just as Imelda's mother wiped away the tears, the woman again sobbed.
Now she understood what it was like to be a mother since she had Glor. It was not only his heart that was broken from failing to marry Bimasena. Mother Imelda's heart may also be more broken, because the beloved son is entangled in a severe problem. And lost access to communication with the beloved son.
"There's nothing you can do to ease Bima's punishment, ma'am?"
"We have taken a number of steps. Including hiring the best lawyer, son," explained Ms. Imelda. "But the case is hard, because of the murder case."
"I want to go to Venezuela, Mom. I want to meet Bima, "he asked. I hope that Imelda's mother can facilitate her to meet Bimasena.
But he had to endure the disappointment because Imelda's mother shook her head.
"No Nadia. I understand how you miss Bimasena. Mother too. But as I told you earlier, Venezuela is dangerous. If anything happens to you, who will take care of Glor?"
"Stay here, take good care of Glor for Bimasena. Bima also cannot allow you to go there. Don't play with safety. Enough of this kind of thing happened to Bima."
"Intensely heavy. But gradually you will be able to accept the reality. We've been trying so hard for Bimasena, Nadia."
Her eyes were glaring at Mother Imelda playing with Glor who had woken up from sleep. Time and again his net caught Mother Imelda wiping away tears. Imelda's mother saw Glor as if she were looking at Bimasena. Glor became the cure for Imelda's longing for Bimasena.
But not with himself. He's dying of longing. Anxiety burned his soul.
He could only be helped when he met Bimasena.
Up ...
However, no matter how dangerous, he was desperate.
Departing to Venezuela to meet Bimasena. Heart lover.
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