
Bimasena breathed a long breath. Sometimes humming follows the music played in the car. Tonight he was relieved to see Nadia, curiosity paid off.
There was something funny about Nadia opening the door. Nadia shrieked in surprise with herself suddenly standing at the door. Nadia's like seeing a ghost, or is she that scary?
Tonight Bimasena has followed the demands of instinct by ignoring his common sense. His common sense that does not stop reminding him not to play with people's wives. But instincts are more dominant.
But his decision to visit Nadia's house brought new problems. Wh why?
Nadia found him using only sleeping clothes that.
Luckily he was able to keep himself looking calm in front of Nadia, but his heart rate had increased and his blood was flowing quickly.
Like a perfectly sculpted statue of a woman, featuring beautiful curves, covered in white satin fabric.
It messes with the brain of anyone who looks at it. All the words that had been strung together disappeared just like that in his head.
Is he the lucky guy to see the beautiful scenery tonight?
No. gabe. The lucky one is Tristan her husband. Which is awarded the perfect masterpiece.
While he was, only a pitiful man whose glare belonged to someone else. Like the worst missed the moon (Bagai pungguk misses the moon). Someone who imagine or imagine something that is not possible (Someone who imagines or imagines the impossible). Wearing indeed.
His healthy mind was no longer working. Tonight he again failed to control himself to stay on the path of the prevailing norms.
After meeting Nadia tonight, the desire to have people's property back on fire. Very very worrying.
*********
As before, once Bimasena came to see Nadia, then the next days there would be no more news from her. I don't know what that means.
Does he want to control himself so as not to continue to meet Nadia, or Bimasena just want to play feelings for her.
Bimasena told him that the man was in trouble. Because he always thinks of himself.
Yes, Bimasena is in trouble. But Nadia's in big trouble, not just trouble. Since that night, he never stopped thinking about the man again. Always hope the guy calls her or comes to see her.
No longer ashamed to admit if.
I miss Bimasena.
But Bimasena really tortured him. Never contacted him. Never met him. Longing for her, Nadia will still maintain her dignity as a woman, especially as the wife of people, who abstain from contacting men for unnecessary business.
Nadia really did not understand what Bimasena wanted to her. The man said he always thought of himself. But at the same time he said he would control his irrational thinking. Then the man asked himself to strengthen the defensive fort.
Then what does it want? What does Bimasena want with him? just to play with her?
Unfortunately, Nadia was already entangled. He fell into the trap of Bimasena's heart. Here, his heart was already agitated. I want to hear the voice of Bimasena. Wanted to see Bimasena's face. Want to get the attention of a small part of Bimasena again.
But the man disappeared back into the earth.
Bimasena, that man is so mysterious. Forcing Nadia's brain to work 10-fold to translate all the man's wishes. The language is too difficult to understand.
And tonight, longing churns in the heart, so hard to contain. The miss took over and ruled her.
How to self-medicate? How do you let go of the miss? Calling Bimasena? Nadia had absolutely no strength, courage and confidence for it. He was zero compared to Bimasena.
Why at this age, when he is already attached to someone, he must return to feel this way?
Why should I go back .... kasmaran? (shame to say it)
This feeling is excruciating.
As Nadia lay helplessly on the bed, having just been knocked down by longing, she suddenly surged awake as her doorbell rang.
Who else would have come these nights if not the man who came to him that night? suddenly his body was full of energy. How influential that man was.
He jumped quickly to the front of the dresser, improving his appearance as best he could. The clothes? he was ready at all times when Bimasena suddenly came. The shameful things cannot happen again.
Nadia then streaked as fast as lightning towards the living room. Then with a pounding heart and a smile made as sweet as possible he opened the door.
And...
Tristan stood at the door.
Should Nadia be disappointed? No, you can sin.
But he was really disappointed. Not because Tristan came, but because Bimasena did not come.
"Don't tell me you want to go home tonight?" nadia's Protest in Tristan.
"Do I have to ask permission to go home?" tristan replied as he walked past her into the house.
Tristan's mood looks pretty bad. Maybe her husband has a problem.
"But I didn't make dinner because I didn't know you wanted to go home" Nadia exclaimed. "Wait a minute, I'll cook, okay?" continued Nadia.
"I've eaten" ketus Tristan
*****
Nadia lay agitated behind Tristan who was sleeping on her back. Slowly turn around, sleeping tilted to the left or to the right. It wasn't Tristan who made her nervous, it was Bimasena.
Until finally he smiled as he read a message sent by Mithalia to his alumni group.
Mithalia:
Without compromising your respect, Mitha wants to take your time, come to Mitha's birthday party, at Mitha's house tomorrow night. Don't forget. Your presence is very Mitha expected.
Yes, Mitha's birthday is the moment to meet her. At least seeing it can treat longing that continues to linger in the chest. Mithalia is indeed the remedy for her restlessness tonight.
But then Nadia feels something odd in Mithalia's invitation. He sent a private message to Mithalia.
Nadias:
Mit, isn't your birthday the 20th? tomorrow is the 15th?
Mithalia:
Remember you too yes π. Next week Bima wants to go to Amrik so the party accelerated.
Mitha knows Bima wants to go to Amrik? is that how far they communicate? and because Bima Mithalia hastened her birthday party?
Suddenly Nadia felt an uncomfortable feeling attacking her.
Nadias:
How is your relationship progressing?
Nadia was pounding waiting for an answer from Mithalia.
Mithalia:
Our communication has been pretty good lately, say.
Unknowingly Nadia sighed in disappointment.
Nadias:
Have you often been together?
Mithalia:
Never dong, lunch together, but only once π. Hopefully going back more smoothly. Say doain.
Nadias:
Always for you say π
Nadia put the phone next to him with limp hands. It turned out that Bimasena also opened a deep communication space with Mithalia. Mithalia was indeed much more appropriate for Bimasena. They are both single and come from family.
Then how is he? Obviously he was disappointed. Very disappointed.
Maybe Bimasena just wants to play heart.
**********
The first thing Nadia did once Tristan pulled her vehicle over the road, in front of the sturdy fence of Mithalia's house was to observe all the parked cars. As soon as he saw Audy R8 grey parked sweetly, a feeling of disappointment immediately ambushed him. So quickly the man was present at the Mithalia event.
As soon as he entered the luxurious house of Mithalia a servant directed him to the side garden. The event was held beside the swimming pool. There was Mithalia who welcomed him.
That girl looks so pretty and sexy tonight. Mithalia in a soft pink color dress. Her makeup is definitely a touch of a professional Make Up Artist.
Nadia immediately circulated her gaze throughout to look for the existence of that one figure. Because he had to avoid meeting her. The man who played with his heart.
Apparently Nadia had already caught Bimasena radar. As soon as he saw Bimasena's position, he already found the man first looking at him with a pinched smile.
Nadia hurriedly threw away her face nervously. He did not return Bimasena's smile. Not even wanting to repay him at all.
Nadia became rattled as she felt a pair of eyes keep watching her. But Nadia continued to throw away face, every time she met the eye. There's no sweet smile for Bimasena tonight.
All he did now was to avoid Bimasena as much as possible. He then joins Reyna who looks aloof on one side of the pool.
"You look at Mithalia's style, I think it's too subtle to Bimasena" Reyna murmured.
It turns out that he and Reyna concluded the same thing. Reyna and Mithalia are competing for Bimasena. Then how is it? is he competing too? Of course it can't. Can't do. Not to mention last night he was already disappointed with Bimasena. Furthermore, now he sees Bimasena very familiar with the Mithalia family.
"How are you and Bimasena?" without further ado Nadia asked Reyna that. He wondered if Bimasena also had deep communication with Reyna.
"Just like Bimasena to Mithalia" Reyna answered with a look toward Bimasena.
So in conclusion Bimasena is now taking heart on Mithalia, Reyna and.
Now Mithalia, Reyna and herself fall and become entangled in the trap of Bimasena's charm.
Fortunately, he had not gone too far and he immediately realized it. In order not to continue to be washed away in the sea of romance Bimasena.
Nadia was aghast when she saw Bimasena stepping towards her and Reyna standing up. His heart was racing again. I don't know who Bimasena wants to meet, himself or Reyna. But from now on, Nadia not only wants to strengthen the defense fortress, but avoid Bimasena as it happens.
Bimasena gave a smile to the two of them as he got closer. And Nadia could see how the sudden change in Reyna's facial expression sparkled with the arrival of Bimasena. Reyna returned Bimasena's wide smile. In contrast to Nadia who only glanced sharply at Bimasena with a pouting face.
"Excuse me, you'd better talk alone," said Nadia as soon as Bimasena arrived near them. He walked away from Bimasena and Reyna without waiting for an answer. He no longer knew how Bimasena would express himself. But he did not want to see the man who was disturbing his calm lately.
*****
Mithalia's birthday show begins. All events take place as usual birthday parties. But suddenly boisterous when pieces of Mithalia cake given to Bimasena after given to Father and Mother. Rumbling, screams were heard from the invitees present. Bimasena who looked shocked, then received a small plate from Mithalia with a smile. Mithalia brought the cake to Bimasena who was standing with Tristan, Alfredo, Angga and other friends.
"Kiss, kiss, kiss," came a cheer asking Bimasena to kiss Mithalia.
Nadia felt her face suddenly heat up. He was sure his face was burning and blushing. I don't know why the sight was so nauseating to him.
Fortunately, Bimasena only kissed Mithalia, not kissed her. If Bimasena kissed him, then.......... Why should he be angry and angry? Wasn't Bimasena not who he was?
"Basan wanjen," suddenly Reyna was already beside him. Stare towards Bimasena and Mithalia with a gouging look. Apparently there was something about him. You don't have to be too discouraged.
Several times when Bimasena's eyes meet his eyes, Nadia will immediately throw away face. There was no smile from her lips for Bimasena tonight. He was very disappointed in Bimasena, the player. Several times he saw Bimasena walking over, at once he darted away. Maintain the position of its foundation to remain at the farthest distance from Bimasena.
How many times does playing a mouse cat with Bimasena make it fall out. He immediately went to the toilet located behind the swimming pool. But there are two people who queue up to make him have to go inside the house Mithalia looking for a toilet. Next to the family room. Of course, before asking permission from the host.
It feels like to linger in the toilet, in order to avoid Bimasena. Nadia felt, Bimasena's eyes continued to watch her sharply. Bimasena steps also seem to always move closer to him. Or is it just his feelings? or maybe it's too scary?
It turns out boring also linger in the toilet. The toilet is too narrow, making it short of breath if it continues to be inside. Finally, after staring at his face in the mirror, he moved to open the toilet door to get out.
But there he was even screeching.
When a man is standing in front of the toilet door, lean against the wall in front of the toilet with both hands in his pants pocket. Staring sharply at him. Her....
Bimasene.
Nadia was about to take a thousand steps to escape, but the man went out in his way. The toilet was in a narrow hallway, so he had to hit Bimasena when desperate to get out. He also frowned worried not to let anyone see the two of them in the front hallway of the toilet. But Bimasena seemed to be calm, completely unconcerned.
"Why are you avoiding me?" ask Bimasena.
"Avoid how?" Nadia pretended not to understand.
"Is there something I'm doing that makes you angry?" ask Bimasena again.
"Please Bima, let me through. It's not good together here." Nadia is getting restless. Not only anxious when someone caught them both in that place, but standing in front of Bimasena made his heart sag back to the stomach.
"Tell me why you're angry!" bimasena said calmly.
"You're a heart player," without Nadia noticing the sentence slid just like that on her lips. He was surprised at his own words. But it turns out that removing something buried in the heart made him relieved.
Bimasena smiled and nodded. Made Nadia's face fold less happy.
"So you think I'm playing with your heart. Didn't he? Because I suddenly came and just disappeared?" ask Bimasena.
I don't know why Bimasena can guess his heart. It was true like that, but Nadia did not answer him by mouth.
"Nadia, all this time I've been trying to control myself so as not to damage your household."
"But if you think I'm playing with your heart, give me a word that I can hold, so that I continue to advance through all obstacles," Bimasena continued seriously as she stared fixedly at Nadia's eyes.
Nadia was panicking. Not only was it stared at continuously by Bimasena. The expression Bimasena made his guts shrink instantly.
Is that Bimasena? Blow all obstacles?.
His heart did miss Bimasena, but he did not have the courage and guts at all to be in a relationship more than just friends.
"Say Nadia, you'll pave the way for me?" Bimasena kept urging Nadia.
Making Nadia's face pale instantly, her legs trembled.
"Mom, let me through." Nadia started to whine. He was afraid of people being caught with Bimasena. But he was even more afraid of facing Bimasena who was pointing at him now.
"Jawab was Nadia, can it or not? I don't want you to think I'm playing with your heart!"
"If you let me into your living room, I'll start my steps this second."
Nadia is getting restless. Don't know what to answer. Nadia felt she was about to faint. Luckily his brain was still able to fight.
"I don't mean to play with my heart. You played with Mithalia's heart and Reyna's."
Bimasena frowned then laughed as if she could not believe what Nadia had just said.
"Nadia, I know Mitha and Reyna have a heart for me, but I never gave them hope, let alone toying with them."
"I'll ask Mitha and Reyna for a moment, so you can hear for yourself while they're both here. So that nothing will worry you."
"Don't!" Nadia was increasingly shocked by Bimasena's recklessness.
"Let you believe me" Bimasena said.
"No need!"
But a voice stopped the debate between the two.
"Bima, how long?" Mithalia was suddenly behind Bimasena.
Nadia's face immediately grew pale, she felt a high degree of anxiety now. Mithalia caught the two of them in the hallway in front of the toilet. He could not believe that Bimasena was calm.
What if Mithalia hears their argument? What if Mithalia suspects them? Or gossiping about them both to friends.
"It just so happens that you are here Mitha, Nadia wants to hear something from you" Bimasena told Mithalia but her eyes fell on Nadia.
Nadia gawked in disbelief as it turned out that Bimasena really wanted to confirm to Mithalia.
"You hear what?" mithalia asked while frowning at them.
"There is no Mit" Nadia replied as soon as Bimasena got further.
With all her might Nadia lunged at Bimasena's body in order to escape out of the front hallway of the toilet, and ignored Mithalia's question mark on her.
With a hasty step Nadia immediately returned to the pool mingling with her friends while normalizing her hunting heartbeat. He had just experienced something very exciting and disturbing. Spending all of his energy stock. So he felt his body was very weak.
Bimasena almost made Nadia stand up.
********
Last night Nadia could not sleep thinking about Bimasena's words in the front hall of the toilet of Mithalia's house.
Give me one word that I can hold, that I may go forward against all obstacles
He did not believe, how brave was Bimasena?
Bimasena's speech made him lose focus. In the salon he could only sit glued, without being able to do anything. Even just now he was scorching sweet sour shrimp for dinner, Tristan's favorite dish, just because he kept thinking about Bimasena's words.
"This shrimp what's charcoal anyway?" tristan protested with a wrinkled face while pushing the half-scorched shrimp in front of him. But Nadia stopped answering because the house bell rang.
The sound of the bell saved him from the wrath of Tristan for scorching his dinner menu. He immediately stepped into the living room and opened the door.
Did he not dream or hallucinate because he kept thinking about Bimasena?
Because Bimasena was now standing in front of him. Right, Bimasena.
Nadia really wanted to die at that time. Not fainting or nervous anymore.
"Why come? Tristan is inside" whispered Nadia frantically to Bimasena. A terrified expression clearly emanated from his face.
"I knew Tristan was inside" Bimasena replied calmly. Mengulum smiles anyway.
Maybe the earth has lost its oxygen because Nadia is not able to breathe anymore. Or is this what he called dying? where is the body preparing to stop?
That man would really make him die young.