Am I Not Worth To Be Loved

Chapter 4

In the morning as usual Wandi always found Vivian who had been waiting for him at the dining table. But this time he did not have time for breakfast because there will be a meeting in his office.

"Not breakfast yet?" vivian asked when he saw Wandi about to leave the dining table.

"I didn't have time, hurry up." replied Wandi stopped his steps then glanced at the woman for a moment.

"Breakfast used to be a little, you have ulcer disease" said Vivian while pulling Wandi's hand.

"Vi later I can be late" said Wandi trying to escape from Vivian's pull.

"Let's at least drink some milk" said the woman as she offered a glass of milk.

Wandi had to gulp down the milk. After that, he left the dining table.

"Ndi." call Vivian.

"Otherwise?" tanya Wandi was getting upset.

"I......"

"I what?" ask Wandi.

"Nothing, nothing" replied Vivian who finally chose not to say anything.

"Make it slow." Wandi turned her body in annoyance.

Somehow Vivian felt like the end of this man was avoiding her. The man had not had breakfast for several days due to busy reasons. So was the night.

Vivian simply stared at the man's back with a manyun. He began to be ignored by the man.

"I should immediately find work to get out of this house, I understand that there is no way that Wandi will forever hold me here, indeed I am ready for him" he said in tears.

Vivianpun finally did not eat breakfast in the morning. It felt like this morning he could not swallow the food on the table.

Vivian seemed ready - ready to go find a job. Many have tried to enter applications through online or offline. But no one called him yet.

Vivian did not seem desperate to include her job application. He stopped in front of Alby's office.

There he remembered how to work well. But he also remembered that it was there that he fell into bad things.

"Hey you Vivian, how are you doing now?"

Vivian accidentally meets a man from her past. He was Gito's man who had been his Daddy's sugar for the first time.

That guy put him in the company.

"Hehe looks like you're getting prettier as we age, how have you found a better om after me?" asked Gito with a perverted smile.

Staring at Vivian's body as it made her want to hug the woman. It felt like he wanted to take the woman to a hotel and enjoy every beauty in her body.

"I'm sorry I'm busy" Vivian said, wanting to avoid Mr. Gito. But his footsteps stopped because Mr. Gito had held his hand.

"Oh beautiful, this time om will give you what you want, will be more than what is given by Beni, and om make sure you can work anywhere you want." said the Man.

"I'm no longer interested om, sorry please let go of my hand" said Vivian still politely.

"No need to be pretentious you, you can do anything other than use your body, wherever you apply, no one will call you as an employee, because Beni has your name everywhere." said Mr. Gito makes Vivian quite surprised.

All this time he did not know that Beni would blaklis his name from a company in Jakarta.

"Then for that, be a woman om during om in Jakarta, after that om will give what you want." persuaded Gito tenaciously.

Gito admitted from as many women as he made a bedmate, only Vivian remembered him. Even if the woman had not betrayed that time with Beni, then perhaps by this time the woman was already his second wife.

"Sorry om, I'm really not interested" said Vivian finally released her hand from Gito.

Gito finally let go of Vivian's hand while annoyed. He was upset that he had not managed to seduce the woman.

"I'll find a way for you to come and offer yourself to me, you'll see" said Gito smiling at his scheming idea.

Vivian walked in with great annoyance. He felt that today had to take a flower bath to eliminate his misfortune. Without realizing it, he almost hit someone who was standing at the door of his car.

"Why is his face so upset" said Alby smiling happily to see the woman in front of his office.

He did not expect the woman to come to his office.

" You know Mr Gito?" alby asked curious to see Vivian talking to Mr. Gito.

"She was my boss's client" Vivian replied with a jutek.

"Ohh, how have you got a job?" ask Alby with a smile.

"Don't have to explode like that, you already know the answer." Vivian replied with annoyance at the man's smile.

"If you want I can get you a job" Alby said.

"Outside your company" Vivian said, giving challenges to men much younger than her.

"It can be arranged, when you want to start work, I'll call you later" said Alby speaking seriously.

Vivian initially refused. But he realized that he wanted to work in order to reverse Gito's words.

"All right, you just wait for the call" said Alby.

"Let's go with me" said Alby, finally pulling Vivian's hand.

Alby changed his mind. He takes Vivian to one of his friend Kalvin's companies.

Well Kalvin is pioneering small businesses. Although small but the effort has given a large profit to Kalvin. Although while in college, but the man seemed very talented with his efforts.

"Where's bro? Do you agree to make him an employee?" ask Alby to Kelvin.

"Alright, it seems he was very deft, in his cover letter it says that he was once my papa secretary" Kelvin said reading Vivian's job application.

"Well, I just found out, but why did he get out of that company?" ask Alby curiously.

"You can investigate yourself through employees and data in your office" Kelvin said.

"Well, it's good to hire him as your assistant or secretary, I'm sure he's very talented."

"for sure, tomorrow he can work" said Kelvin.

Thanks bro." Alby said to his best friend.

While Vivian is still in the lobby waiting for Alby out of the room of the owner and director of this company.

"Vivian." call someone.

"Campus, who else is this?" ask Vivian in heart. He hopes not someone from among the businessmen who ever use his services.

Vivian turned her body while smiling forcedly. He was very shocked when he saw Rio there.

"I'm not mistaken, it's you, what's here?" rio asked with a smile.

Although she knew the woman's past, she was convinced that she had changed. Because El has also talked a lot about changing the woman.

"I want to find a job, you're a clerk here?" vivian asked Rio.

"Yes, I have resigned from there, after that I proposed elsewhere and thank God" Rio told Vivian.

"May I be as lucky as you." Vivian prayed.

"Aamiin, I'm staying first."

"Okay, happy work." said Vivian with a smile.

After Rio left came Alby with a smile.

"Tomorrow you can work."

"really?" vivian asked smilingly not believing what he heard.

"Yes, come here tomorrow, let me pick you up" Alby said.

"I can go alone by."

"For the first time let me take you along let me immediately introduce your boss" said Alby.

Vivian simply nodded her head in agreement.