Am I Not Worth To Be Loved
Chapter 25
Vivian just got back from work. He saw the clock was showing at 9 p.m. Vivian entered the house slowly.
He was relieved to find no one in the living room. Then he walked to his room.
He opened the door slowly. He knew that Wandi had not returned home because he had not seen the man's car. Especially the end - this man often comes home at night.
Vivian knew that the man was deliberately avoiding her. So for that he was willing to work as a waitress in a cafe.
He's been trying to apply for a job where - where. No company wants to accept it.
Vivian worked there for a week. But unfortunately, he met Gito, the first man who became his Sugar Daddy.
"May she not go back there again, if not very disturbing" said Vivian exhaling violently.
If she could choose, Vivian wouldn't want to meet a single man in her past. He just wants to focus on his life in the present.
She also felt grateful that she did not experience vomiting - vomiting during her pregnancy. So he stays fresh at work.
"You don't want to be fussy" said Vivian stroking her stomach.
Vivian looks fresh after the shower. He felt his body gooey after work.
Just wanted to break his body, the door of the room opened. There put Wandi who just came home.
"Tumben hour has come home" he said in his heart.
He saw it still at 10 p.m. Usually the man came home at 12 pm and above for busy reasons. Sometimes the man even chooses to stay in his office.
Vivian saw Wandi's face was very upset as she walked into the room. For that he took the initiative to sleep first before getting hit by the sap.
"You're why it's so hard for people." he scolded after sitting on the bed.
"Because you work, mom scolded me, said I didn't love money with you, is that much money is still lacking for you" said Wandi in a rather high tone.
"I work not because you love less money, but I want to show you that I don't depend on you, let alone to spend your money" Vivian finally sat back down.
"I don't need your proof, for me you won't be able to make me even the slightest bit of sympathy for you, for me forever you are a woman who just wants a man's money."
Vivian felt angry when she heard Wandi's words. Somehow he did not accept being humiliated many times by the man.
"I do have a past, but don't attack me with my past, and everyone has a chance to fix the past" Vivian replied.
"Change his past by making me your victim, because by marrying me then you don't need to approach that om - om again right?" ejek Wandi's.
"I didn't force you to marry me, I married you because it was you, you who made me pregnant, you forced me that time in other words to rape me."
Hearing Vivian say it as a racketeer made her become angry. He did not accept being demeaned by the woman.
"Be careful to say yes, whatever you do will not make me love you, we will see." wandi said she felt angry and chose to go to the bathroom instead of strangling the woman.
"What if you're crazy about me someday, so don't be a human being" said Vivian to challenge Wandi.
"No, don't dream."
Wandi went into the bathroom. While Vivian sat down with emotion at being denigrated many times by her husband.
"Look at you, I will do anything to prove that you are too arrogant to be human" Vivian said.
He was wearing a bastard outfit given by his mother. All this time, the clothes were stored in a suitcase. Vivian looked at her body in the glass. She was more confident because she looked so beautiful.
Vivian rubs her face a little powder so as not to look pale. Her lips were left because they were red. She did not forget to wear her mother's perfume.
Wandi was immediately shocked when he saw Vivian's current appearance. The woman looked so beautiful in a thin red dress. The red color burns the skin white so it looks so exotic.
Vivian walked over to Wandi who was still speechless on the spot. The woman smiled sweetly and touched Wandi's chin.
"What are you doing?" wandi tried to restrain himself.
He admitted that he was tempted by the woman's appearance. Where everything is clearly visible from his sight.
"I'm just doing my job as a wife, what's wrong?" vivian replied with a smile closer to himself.
Wandi smelled Vivian's body scent intoxicating to him. During his rooming with her, he had never kissed the woman wearing such fragrance perfume.
"You stay away, don't think this will make me love you" Wandi said, trying to push Vivian away from her.
Wandi is well aware that if he is nearby for too long it will make his faith shake. That woman is too sexy to miss.
"Why push me anyway mas? You can work on me from anywhere, I'm your halal partner." he said seducing Wandi while rubbing Wandi's cheek gently.
Wandi felt sultry as Vivian wrapped her finger across her face until her body. He admitted that the woman was very good at seducing men.
It made Wandi remember the woman's past. The woman is being fucked by all sorts of men.
Wandi immediately pushed Vivian hard, causing her to fall to the floor.
"Ohhh." Vivian complained in pain as her body fell on the floor.
"Don't you try to seduce me like a cheap woman, if another man might be tempted the way you were, but to me you're still disgusting."
"Get it." Vivian repeated.
"Well disgusting, especially if I imagine your body has been plastered by many men" said Wandi re-entered the bathroom.
Vivian was ashamed of herself. She was already like a cheap woman yet the man only considered her to be a cheap woman indeed.
"Am I that sehina ndi?" ask her while crying.
Vivian got up from her seat. He covered his clothes in pajamas. Then he went back into his blanket.
He shut his whole body so shamefully. He didn't even want to look at the man again.
After winning her from Vivian's seduction, she returned out of the bathroom. He deliberately avoided the woman in order not to do anything strange to the woman.
Wandi watched Vivian cover her entire body with a blanket. He walked to his bed.
"Luckily it was gone, if it couldn't be that he had me sleeping again, I'm a normal guy, it's impossible not to be tempted by his body" Wandi said in his heart.
