Am I Not Worth To Be Loved

Am I Not Worth To Be Loved
Chapter 20



The wedding day that I was waiting for has come. Wandi and Vivian's wedding took place behind closed doors. Present there is his mother Vivian, his mother Wandi, El, Arum and his best friend Wandi named Deri.


Vivian's mother seems unhappy with this closed marriage. She did not expect at all that this marriage would be closed. She had already imagined her son's wedding to be luxurious. And he sits pretty in the shade.


But all did not match his expectations. Especially before marriage Wandi had threatened himself and Vivian so as not to spread the news of this marriage. If they spread it to the public, then Wandi will make their lives like hell.


Hearing Wandi's threat, of course, Vivian's mother was afraid. He already knew how troublesome it would be to relate to the rich.


"It's okay, the important thing is that money flows and I don't have to live hard anymore" he said in his heart.


"Congratulations Vivian and mas Wandi, may be the family of Sakinah mawadah warahmah" Arum said with a happy face.


"Thank you." Vivian answered also returning Arum's smile.


After the wedding was over, Wandi took Vivian to her house. She was quite shocked when Vivian's mother who also wanted to come to her house.


But because there was still his mother, Wandi could not say anything. He had to take his mother-in-law with him.


"It turns out you are indeed cunning, deliberately you bring your mother, you think with the existence of your mother, I can not make your life like hell" he said in his heart.


If Vivian's mother is very happy when entering the mansion. While Wandi's mother is currently feeling unreasonable. He doesn't know if his decision is right or wrong. She did like Vivian at the moment, but she did not expect that woman would become her daughter-in-law.


"What would Papa Wandi say to me later if he knew of this marriage" he said in his heart as he walked to his room.


He was really agitated at this moment. Moreover, seeing the attitude of his son-in-law who clearly thinks he is not good attitude. The woman was bright - brightly revealing that she was so Matre.


"Hopefully it's best for Wandi and Vivian's wedding, may their marriage only be once in a lifetime, and all can go well." she hoped.


Wandi was forced to take Vivian to her room. He couldn't possibly let the woman be in the room that was previously occupied. Because Jiak is so sure he got angry by his mother. Moreover, the in-laws were also in the same house.


"What does it mean that you brought your mother here? You really want to enjoy this house with your mom?" tanya Wandi clutched Vivian's hand tightly.


Vivian grimaced in pain. He was also scared when he saw Wandi's eyes that were reddened from being so angry at him.


"Don't you think I'm marrying you because I love you, you don't like being able to marry me, because I'm going to make this marriage hell" Wandi said.


"Ndi's sick." said Vivian grimacing.


"Heh sick? the pain that you feel right now is nothing compared to this pain in my heart, because of you, Geby left me, even though she is a woman that I have admired for a long time." wandi told me in detail.


Well he's hurt right now because he knows he can't get Geby anymore.


"And what Geby and I are feeling right now, you're going to pay for it" Wandi said, letting go of Vivian's hand.


"You will sleep on the sofa, do not try to sleep on my mattress" said Wandi immediately left his room.


Vivian just sat there silent. After seeing Wandi leave, then his tears flowed.


"I'm sorry mommy son, I will fight for you no matter what happens in this life" she said, rubbing her stomach.


Vivian immediately took her clothes in the suitcase, after which she went into the bathroom to clean herself.


He just sat quietly on the sofa after finishing his bath. He's waiting for Wandi who hasn't come home yet. She felt bad for dinner before Wandi came home.


But after seeing someone's status, it made Vivian realize that this man would not be coming home tonight.


"Just the first night has been in stay" he said rather disappointed and immediately laid his body on the sofa.


Vivian is determined not to ask her husband much. He just wants to live his life calmly with the child in the womb.


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"Why did you come here? Instead of enjoying the first night is even here" said the friend of Deri.


Deri came to this club because he was contacted by Wandi. He also felt sorry for seeing his friend's story. He knows very well how his best friend so pursue his love Geby. But fate is not on his side at the moment.


"Don't bacot Lo much, you know who the woman I want is ."


"maybe you are not a match for Geby, and Vivian is your destiny" said Deri trying to advise her friend.


"She's not my destiny Der, she's just a woman who is shameless about ruining my life" Wandi replied as he sipped a drink that was there.


The music made the people there sway happily. There are all kinds of things that people do there.


Deri breathed out violently. He knows advising Wandi in like this is just a waste. But for the good of the friend he will not give up easily.


"You realize, you were met by God with Vivian, at that time the woman was dying, I think from there God has shown that she is your destiny, especially now that she is pregnant with your child, it is also not her fault, but you are trapped by Indri, but you are sleeping with her instead of Indri, it is also a sign of destiny." said Deri then sipped carbonated drinks. He hasn't drunk alcohol in a long time.


"And what if tonight what you sleep with is Indri, then at this time what you marry is Indri." continued Deri.


"Indri may be better than her digital footprint, she's the mistress of many people in the past, you know how disgusting she is." said Wandi who was so disgusted to imagine if he had to live forever with Vivian.


"His entire body has been plastered by many men, I do not want to belong to me in the plural by many men" Wandi told Deri.


"So what do you want now?" finally, Deri confused to talk how else. He could no longer advise his friend.