Am I Not Worth To Be Loved

Am I Not Worth To Be Loved
Chapter 15



Vivian seemed hesitant to keep her foot towards the mansion. She was embarrassed to meet this man. Because he was sure that the man would not want to marry her. But right now he had no choice but to give it a try. Especially after the threat of the mother.


His footsteps stopped because he saw two people he knew coming out of Wandi's house. He is Geby and Wandi.


"They're together?" ask him to himself.


Seeing the happiness of the two made Vivian retreat. He felt this was not the right time to talk to the man.


Vivian hides when Wandi's car passes her. He did not want them to see his arrival.


Vivian finally walked away from Wandi's house. He stepped his foot but had no purpose at the moment.


" Sister Vivian." Vivian stopped her steps when she heard someone call her. He turned his body and saw Arum who was walking closer to him.


Somehow seeing the woman made Vivian feel dislike for her. He knows that the woman told Alby about his relationship with Beni.


Vivian did not even think that Arum would say what she wanted to cover. He trusted that woman too much.


"Where's Vivian going?"


Arum looked at the pale-looking Vivian. Somehow she felt Vivian's gaze was also strange towards her.


"I'm sorry I'm busy, next time we'll talk" Vivian said feeling lazy to talk to Arum at this time.


He was afraid that he could not hold himself back from emotions. He was afraid to curse the woman here. But he thought well that it was not the woman's fault. It was his fault in the past.


"Sister kok daydreaming?" ask Arum again.


"Look we find a seat first, let us talk, you seem to have a problem again" said Arum.


"No need, there's nothing we need to talk about" said the woman, preferring to leave.


" So don't go." Arum tried to call him.


"Where are you going?" suddenly Arum realized that the one who called him was the husband.


"A we have to go after Vivian, I saw her and she's in trouble" Arum explained to her husband.


El also still saw the woman walking in a hurry. But he was reluctant to interfere with the woman's problems. Moreover, that woman was once his past.


"No need, he might have some business, so hurry."


"No, she's like there's a big problem, we have to help her" Arum said, forcing her husband.


El just shook his head looking at his wife's actions. The wife walked quickly to chase Vivian.


Arum senses that Vivian is under a burden. As a fellow woman, she felt very confident.


Vivian tried to step on her feet quickly. He sees Arum and El chasing after him.


"I should be able to get away from them, however I am not ready to meet them" he said as he ran.


Because he looked back, he didn't realize he was bumping into someone.


"Bak walk heart - heart dong" said one woman angrily.


"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" Vivian said, trying to apologize.


"Try clay, because of carelessness mbak, my drink spilled, and mother about my clothes, can not change? I have an interview today, what about my dirty clothes like this." The woman in front of him seemed to be prolonging the problem.


"What is this? I have to leave before they arrive." Vivian said in her heart.


Vivian did not even answer the woman's words. He seemed busy looking back in panic.


"Don't you hear me talking?" ask the woman in a loud tone.


"Mr...Ma'am.s."


"What's? Run away from responsibility."


The woman looked very upset. And finally Arum arrived at Vivian's place.


"What is this mbak?"


"Not to interfere, this is my business with this mbak, he has dirty my shirt by bumping into me" said the woman.


"But from what I saw earlier mbak was also busy playing hp, if mbak did not play hp while walking, then it is impossible mbak and my friend this collision, this means the same - just wrong." said Arum who had seen the two from afar.


"You...."


"You what? So the business of mbak clothes please mbak solve it yourself, come brother." invite Arum pull Vivian's hand.


Vivian can no longer avoid Arum. While El just silently followed the rare two women.


"You have a problem, brother? Let's tell us the same story so we can help" Arum said.


"No problem what."


Arum knew this woman was in trouble, and he had also seen a video of the woman that had gone viral in the rampage of mothers.


"Is sister Vivi uncomfortable having an El?" asked Arum in his heart.


"Can you move a place for a minute?" whispered Arum to El.


El rounded his eyes when his wife told him to move out of the house for the woman who had been his ex.


Arum looked into her husband's eyes pleading. El eventually moved to another table. Not far from Arum's desk.


"Sister may not be comfortable with Aa El, now you can tell any story" said the woman sitting in front of Vivian.


Vivian was astonished by Arum's pushy attitude. Either he was happy or upset with the woman at the moment.


"Why am I so sorry about my business? Want to tell Alby?" ask Vivian.


Arum saw there was anger in Vivian's eyes. But he did not know what made the woman angry with him.


"What does it mean, brother?"


"Have rum, you don't have to pretend innocently anymore, I know that you deliberately spread my past stories to Alby, and you saw how Alby destroyed me yesterday?" said the woman with fire.


"And because of your bucket mouth, everyone knows about my past, and my work and my life today are a mess, all because of you."


El who unintentionally heard Vivian's words felt unacceptable. He stood up from his seat and walked over to Vivian's table.


"So speak to you, Don't accuse my wife of anything, everything that's happening with your life right now, it's your karma in the past, everyone will also know in the end who you are in the past, you think people who relate to you in the past will just be silent to see you happy." el said it really hurt her heart.


"I know all the karma I've received, but if your wife doesn't tell you where, this story won't be this big, but if you don't tell me where it is, are you sure the businessmen who used me will admit it themselves?"


El wants to answer Vivian again, but Arum forbids her to speak.


"What does Alby actually do, what does Alby say? Honestly I never discuss the past brother to anyone and I also do not know the past brother because a El never told anything about the brother in the past" said Arum honestly.


Vivian was looking for lies in the woman's eyes. But he found none at all.


"Alby knew that I was once his papa's mistress from you, and he was so angry that it destroyed me, even all the mothers in my neighborhood, maybe all in this country hate me, she said, so where should I go if everyone rejects me." Vivian finally let out her tears.


"So that viral video was due to Alby's sister?" tanya Arum did not believe what she heard. He couldn't believe that Alby was that cruel.


"Then what brought you to this neighborhood? Is this the place where Wandi lives?" ask Arum.


Vivian can't talk to Arum. She felt ashamed if she had to say what she was looking for Wandi for.


"I just want to take my stuff that's still there, but I see Wandi's not home, that's all" Vivian replied in a lie.


"Why do I feel Vivian is lying?" bathin El however he could not do anything.


"Well, if you have a problem talking to us, we'll help, and for Alby's problem I'll see him, he's lying to you, because I never knew anything about my brother's past" Arum explained.


Vivian nodded her head. He believed what Arum said.


"Wow it turns out there's a mistress om - om here."


Vivian as well as Arum and El looked towards the source of the sound. Vivian saw a woman she didn't know at all.


"Gea what are you talking about?" arum asked annoyed at hearing his friend bismcata like that to Vivian in public.


"Why are you angry like that to me? That's the real fact." said Gea.


"You have to be careful to talk, not carelessly" said Arum annoyed with Gea. All this time Gea was flat-headed, but he did not like if the woman hurt others like this. Shaming others in public.


" Are you prepared for him to defend him like that? It's not that she's also the one who almost snatched your husband first." said Gea did not want to lose. Even today he is so annoyed with the pretentious Arum being a hero.


"Hahaha, we were wrong, it was me who took El from this brother, if you don't know what - do not know" replied Arum trying to corner Gea.


"You are my friend, but I will not let you embarrass others in public places, let alone with your story that is not true" Arum said.


Vivian knows who that woman is. But he just kept watching the two.


"I'm in fact because the one who told me the source was Om Beni, om Beni did not want him to be his daughter-in-law, om Beni more want me to be his daughter-in-law" said Gea arrogantly.


Vivian realizes that she likes Alby.


"So you deliberately slandered Arum in order to get what you wanted?" ask Vivian to the point.


"Yes, let Alby hate you because you know Alby trusts Arum very much, and the proof is that now he hates you as much as he hates you" she said happily.