Am I Not Worth To Be Loved

Chapter 31

Vivian just opened her eyes. He recalled what the doctor said after coming to his senses. He held onto his stomach which had already lost its fetus.

The word - said the doctor still ringing in his ear that his fetus miscarried because of heavy bleeding. Vivian felt very lost.

She sees Wandi and Gaby sleeping on the sofa of her room. His heart grew even more painful as he watched the two fall asleep while hugging.

"Basar has no feelings, it could - usually they sleep like that without thinking about the feelings of others, anyway why are they here." muttered Vivian was very upset with the two.

Vivian fell silent as she thought about what step she would take. Vivian felt she had to take a stand. She did not want to be a weak woman anymore.

"I must rise from this downturn, everyone must have a past, but not everyone has a chance to improve themselves properly" he murmured again.

"I have to ask Rio for help, it seems like he can help me." Vivian remembers Rio her best friend who met her the other day.

Wandi woke up from his sleep, he saw Vivian who was awake and daydreaming with tears streaming down. Wandi tried to release his embrace from Geby slowly. He walked towards Vivian's bed.

Vivian immediately wiped her tears when she realized that Wandi was walking towards her bed.

"Are you okay?" asked Wandi after sitting on the seat to the right of Vivian's bed.

"You see for yourself, don't you think it's important to ask questions like that? Is it possible that a mother will be fine after losing her child." Vivian replied with a ketus.

Wandi understood why the woman was so snubbed at him. However Vivian had never spoken disrespectfully to him in the past.

"I should ask, how are you glad to see me lose my son?" vivian asked with a mocking smile.

"I.I.I..."

"Let's get a divorce" Vivian said, cutting off Wandi's conversation.

Wandi was very surprised to hear the words coming out of Vivian's mouth.he did not expect that the woman would say those words.

"Vi you're not healed yet, you don't talk strangely first."Wandi did not want to hurt the woman at this time. I don't know why it felt like the man was hugging the woman in front of him. He desperately wanted to calm the woman down by saying it was okay.

"I feel better sooner, especially this is what you're waiting for - wait, now you have no responsibility anymore, after we get divorced you can marry your girlfriend as soon as possible." vivian said with a flushed face. Right now he is trying to cry. She promised not to cry in front of any man including Wandi.

"Vi we can discuss this later after you recover."

"If you don't want to take care of it, let me take care of it later, now you better leave this room, if you don't leave in 10 minutes then I'll go." threaten Vivian not playing.

Wandi saw anger in the woman's eyes. He knew that the woman was hurt. And he realized he was the main cause.

"Vi don't do that, I'll be here waiting for you, it's too late too, there's no way Geby's going home alone" Wandi replied cautiously.

"Yes let me go, I know you can't wake her up" said Vivian trying to get up from her sleep.

Despite the pain, try to endure it. He did not care anymore and felt that he could not bear to face Wandi and Geby.

Seeing Vivian rising from her sleep made Wandi try to calm the woman down.

"Vi don't be like this."

"Take your hands off my hands, you forget that I'm just a dirty woman." Vivian tried to release the infusion in her hands.

Seeing the blood coming out of Wandi's hand made her panic. He immediately called the doctor and nurse.

The nurse entered Vivian's room. They immediately checked what happened.

"Excuse me sir, let us handle it first" the nurse told Wandi.

"I don't want to sus if this man and the woman come out of this room" Vivian replied to make the sisters confused because the one who wants to be kicked out is the owner's child from the hospital they work.

"It's good to listen to the father because the condition of this mother is still weak" said the sisters try to explain the current condition to Wandi.

"All right, we're leaving" said Wandi, finally trying to budge.

Wandi immediately woke up Geby who was still asleep even though the atmosphere was a bit noisy. Geby rubbed his eyes when he heard Wandi wake him up.

"Let's go home." take Wandi.

"Emang Vivian is better?" geby's question made Vivian sneer in her heart.

"Not to be pretentious to care about me" Vivian said in her heart.

Wandi did not answer Geby's question. He packed his things.

"Let's go home." take Wandi.

Geby did not argue anymore and just followed Wandi's footsteps. He was so tired and tired from working all day.

He had actually just walked into that room after he had finished performing the Caesarean section. Because Wandi asked her to accompany him there.

"Why did you leave Vivian alone? Is that okay?." asked Geby after they were in the car.

Wandi just kept quiet without answering Geby's question. Right now her thoughts were to Vivian who strongly rejected her. He also remembered that the woman insisted on divorce.

"I why is it like this? It shouldn't be the moment I'm waiting for." said Wandi in his heart.

"But I don't accept that if he asks for a divorce, I should say it, if it's like I don't have his pride" he said again in his heart.

Geby was very upset that the man just kept quiet without answering his question. He did not know what was on the man's mind at the moment while driving so he ignored it.

"WANDI." call Geby in an even louder voice.

Wandi lansung was aware of his daydream. He looked at Geby with a glance while smiling.

"Why, honey? How to wear yelling - yell everything."

"You see, I was talking in cuekin" said Geby began to get upset.

"By what? Sorry I'm focusing on the drive." Wandi tries to find a reason to keep her woman from being offended.

She didn't want her woman to know that she was thinking about Vivian right now.

"Why are you quiet, what are you thinking?" geby asked trying to figure out what was on the man's mind.

"There's nothing."

"You're thinking about Vivian?"

Wandi shook his head quickly.

"Why are you so cruel, even if you don't want him, but at least you're there to take care of him" Geby said.

"He kicked us out." replied Wandi making Geby immediately startled.

She did not believe that the woman would drive Wandi out of the room.

"Are you serious? Maybe she was so because she saw me." Geby replied understanding how Vivian felt. Because after all the woman was the wife of the man.

"And he asked for a divorce, too."

Geby doesn't know whether to be happy or not. His initial goal was to hurt the woman. He was eager to avenge what Vivian had done. But now he feels happy at all.