Am I Not Worth To Be Loved
Chapter 17
Wandi and Geby finally came out of the room. Wandi seems confused as to what he will do. He loves Geby very much, but he doesn't want his son to be born without a father.
But looking at Vivian's past, she also doubted that it was her son. Because she also knows besides being close to him, Vivian is also close to Alby.
"It could be Alby's son, they were very close, it could be Alby refused so he accused me" Wandi said in his heart.
"But what if the kid's really my kid?" ask in the heart.
Geby saw how Wandi was just sitting in the car. The man seemed to be thinking about the woman who was in the hospital.
"You still think about that woman? It is not necessary to think about it, however, we also know that the past is not good, it could be that he went back to the factory stelannya." said Geby trying to convince Wandi.
Geby is still shocked to hear that Wandi has slept with Vivian. At this moment, I don't know why his heart is so painful. Even if it is under the influence of drugs.
"I'm disappointed in you" he said, leading Wandi to pull his car over.
"I'm sorry Ge, I was right in a state of drug influence, but stupidly I forgot to give the woman the Pill" said Wandi.
Geby is increasingly disappointed to hear Wandi's answer. Not to regret, but what he regretted was that he forgot to give the Pill.
"So you don't regret that Uda ever slept with her? You want to repeat with him." said Geby makes Wandi more panicked.
Of course, panic because if the woman is angry it could be going to leave her. He doesn't want that to happen. Because for him getting Geby was an incredible struggle.
"It's not like that baby, I wouldn't have touched that woman if it wasn't for the drugs." Wandi tried to explain
"You are stupid, you already know such a woman is even accommodated at home, and stupid can also be in such a job."
Wandi finally explained that the incident that night was not Vivian. He told me everything from the beginning.
Geby gets angry because the man can - usually drink with Indri. He did not think how the cunning woman could sleep with Wandi that night. It's been confirmed Wandi will be the woman's husband.
"So that Vivian saved you from Indri? That means you?"
"It's not like that too baby, this is the same as me coming out of the tiger hole but entering the crocodile hole" said Wandi made Geby a wry smile.
"Reverse, out the crocodile hole into the tiger hole." ralat Geby.
"Just like that."
After delivering Geby to his house, Wandi immediately went home. She was shocked when she saw her mother sitting in the living room. Seeing the arrival of the mother made Wandi a little was - was.
"Why didn't you come tell me first? I can pick up mom if you want to come here." said Wandi sat down and greeted the mother.
"Mom's here to hit your head, what did you do that Vivian's mother met her."
"This must be Vivian, I'm sure she told her mother to meet her mother, as she knows the address of the mother, the base of the devious woman" Wandi said in her heart.
Wandi's mother saw her son daydreaming. He doesn't know what's on his son's mind right now.
"What did his mother say, Mom?" tanya Wandi was very curious.
"His mother held him accountable, why are you so stupid, able to sleep with Vivian, then dumped her and did not want to take responsibility for your actions, since when did mother teach you as a coward." said mother.
"But I'm in a state of unconsciousness Mom did it, I'm under the influence of drugs."
His mother hit the child because she was so angry.
"If the effect of the drug then you can go to the doctor, if you are drunk, why did you go sipping the illicit drink."
"Sorry Mom, forgive your son."
"Everything has already happened, you have to marry Vivian as a form of accountability for you" said his mother made Wandi not accept with the advice of her mother.
"I don't love him Mom, anyway what if it wasn't my son Mom, he had a bad past" Wandi argued.
"Don't slander people to run from responsibility, she's changed her this year, and you witness her, and then you get her pregnant, wherever you have to marry him in a state of like or dislike, it could be your destiny." said his mother.
His mother did love Vivian even though she had a bad past. But he did not expect that woman would become his daughter-in-law. The woman's digital footprint will certainly be a debate in her extended family.
"I can't Ma'am, I've got Geby, Geby everything for me, Vivian is unmatched."
"Mom didn't tell you to compare them, I just told you to take responsibility, you have to marry her as soon as possible, otherwise you'll never want to admit you're a mother's son." she said.
Wandi feels in lema at the moment. He felt unwilling to marry Vivian. Moreover, he knew that he was not first for the woman.
He could not imagine how every night he was with that woman. She was sure the shadow of the woman's past being touched by many men made her feel disgusted.
"If the child is not your child, you can divorce him after the child is born, but if it is true that your child is responsible" said his mother and then stood up to leave Wandi.
The mother took a deep breath - deep. Nor does he know what he is doing right or not. Imagining it in the future makes his head hurt. But she must learn to accept the fate that Vivian will be her daughter-in-law.
"Maybe this is God's way for her to be a better woman again, may she really be a good woman so as not to embarrass the family in the future." hope Wandi's mother.
"There is no harm in trying, not that he has repented, instead of Allah alone is forgiving, may you all accept him well and forget his past" he said in his heart.
Wandi remained silent in the guest room. If it had been his mother's request then he would not have been able to refuse. Different if the father asks.
"Oh God, what am I going to do? What am I gonna tell Geby?" tanyanya pa da herself.
