Am I Not Worth To Be Loved

Chapter 11

It's been 2 days now Vivian feels her body is not feeling well. His head felt heavy and his stomach also felt nauseous. Vivian tried to ignore it by continuing to work.

Vivian is currently wearing a hair mask to a mother. I don't know why he was so nauseous when he smelled the scent of the mask.

Vivian tried to hold back her nausea for the job to be done. He did not want to offend his client.

But it seems his client realized that Vivian was not feeling well. He saw from the glass that the woman looked very pale.

"Bak is sick?" ask the mothers.

"I'm not feeling well, ma'am, maybe you catch a cold because yesterday was late to eat." replied Vivian.

"Oh catch a cold, kirain mbak pregnant" said the mother made Vivian silent for a moment.

He realized that this month had not yet come. But he tried to shake that thought.

"Looks like you're having a problem?" Vivian tried to shift their conversation. Since he came earlier he often saw the mother often daydreaming.

"I just went to the salon first mbak, even then I did to make me look beautiful again." the story of the mother flows as it is.

"What's the matter, Mom? Husband protesting?" ask Vivian with heart. She was afraid of hurting her mother.

"Since I have children I pay less attention to my appearance mbak, I am also not good at grooming, let alone I am busy taking care of young children, I suspect mbak my husband cheating." said the woman.

Vivian was silent to the mother's story. She only realized that it turned out to be so painful for a legitimate wife when her husband had another woman.

"Why did my mom cheat?"

The mother shook her head.

"I saw her chat with another woman, for that I came here to improve so that our household could survive."

Vivian just listened to the mother's story. Although she is just an ordinary housewife, Vivian is convinced that mother mother is actually beautiful but not maintained.

Vivian felt sorry to see the mother. Because the mother still maintains her household for the sake of the child. The mother knew her husband had an affair.

"What power mbak I can not buy expensive skincare mbak, let alone my husband gave me the right money - Pasan since I have another woman" he said.

"I'll try to make you confident again, I'll help you to keep what you have, but Mom, are you sure you're keeping your house?" ask Vivian again.

Vivian wanted to know her mother's answer. Because according to Vivian last a lifetime with a man that bastard will make the mother miserable. Because a lifetime is long.

Vivian promised herself that she would make this mother appear confident. After wearing the mask, Vivian suggested her mother's hair be made as Vivian wanted. Because her mother looked thin, Vivian wanted to make her hair oval to make her face look like a cabi.

Vivian also offers clothes that are suitable for her mother to wear to make it more attractive. After that Vivian also gave facial treatment so that the mother's face was not too dull.

The mother finally smiled when she saw herself beautiful again. He felt that he was younger than before.

"Thank you mbak, I promise to come every month will come here, and because mbak has given me a lot of discounts then I will promote this salon to my friends." said mother happily.

"Same - Ma'am, keep fighting ya ma'am for the happiness of mother." said Vivian with a smile.

Vivian smiled happily when she saw the mother coming out of her salon. Vivian's head started to feel heavy again. He immediately laid his body in his room which happened to be there as well.

"Am I really pregnant?" ask her to herself while holding her stomach.

Vivian doesn't know what to do if she's really pregnant. He knew that it would be a mockery of the people around him if he knew she was pregnant while he was not married.

Vivian's tears fell when she thought of her fate. After he changed, someone tested him.

"Oh Allah, I am strong, there are many tests for you" said Vivian.

Vivian and her parents had different beliefs. Vivian then chose to follow the beliefs of El. And after that, he continued to embrace Islam.

When just out, suddenly a mother and teenage children enter his salon.

"Can I help you?" asked Vivian kindly.

"My son wants a course, I guess it's not expensive?" ask Vivian.

"Sit down first" said Vivian offering to sit down to her mother and child to speak well.

Vivian weighed for a while before speaking. Remember the salon just opened two weeks ago.

"It looks like I'm going to need this kid if there's a sudden affair, am I free on certain terms." his innermost thought weighed the best course.

"I could have given free buk for the course on condition that my mother's child is ready to serve in my place for 6 months" Vivian replied after reading the bismillah in her heart.

"I agree mbak, guess - do you think tomorrow can start?" ask the mother happily.

"May come here tomorrow." Vivian answered making the mother and son a pleasure.

After that the mother and child finally said goodbye, Vivian decided to close the salon for a while. He feels there is something more important at the moment.

Vivian walked towards the pharmacy a bit far away. He did not want to be in the nearest pharmacy because he was afraid there were employees he knew.

Vivian was finally able to buy several testpacks with different brands. Without realizing that there is a pair of eyes that are paying attention to him well.

"Meet also we're here after you disappeared."

Vivian looked at the man with some sense of somehow. He did not want to meet any man he knew.

"Alby... What are you doing here?" vivian asked after being shocked.

"Certainly looking for you to avenge me" Alby said frankly.

Vivian frowned because she did not understand what Alby meant.

"What is this bi?"vivian asked somewhat fearfully.

"Don't pretend to be you, the woman who's been my papa's mistress for a few years" the man said with hatred for Vivian.

Vivian was quite shocked when she heard Alby's words. He understands that one day Alby will finally find out for himself.

"Why did you break my door? Is it because of this?" alby asked to take out some banknotes and threw them into Vivian's body.

"I'm sorry bi, I know that things won't change, I'm sorry" Vivian said with red eyes at the roadside.

"I will never forgive you forever, and I'm sure your life will be more miserable than this, I'll make sure of that" Alby said.

Vivian knew that this would happen to her.

"Mom - mother please look at this woman well - well" said Alby in a loud voice that invited the attention of others.

"This woman is my father's mistress, please take good care of my mother's husband - well if you don't want to be taken by this woman" said Alby made Vivian so embarrassed and panicked at this time. He tried to cover his face because he saw that there were cameras filming him.

"Huuu is beautiful - beautiful actor." shouted one of the mothers while throwing an Aqua glass.

The action was followed by other mothers. Even worse, someone threw it with a stone.

"Oh." Vivian tried to wipe her forehead which hurt when a stone hit her head.

Alby was silent when he saw the woman's head bleeding. But she felt so unapologetic about the woman remembering what she did that her parents' home was dissolved.

Vivian tries to save herself from getting worse. While Alby just stared at the woman away from the crowd.