Am I Not Worth To Be Loved

Chapter 2

"Tomorrow if you want to go anywhere, or you want to move to Jakarta alone" said Wandi persuaded his best friend.

"I think - think first, there I was comfortable too, comfortable life is not as noisy as Jakarta" replied Geby.

"Anything's safe there if there's no me, then it won't be exciting."

Geby just smiled at the man. He knew that the man had liked him for a long time. But somehow Geby felt reluctant to have a relationship with Wandi. He was afraid that if something happened then their relationship would fall apart.

"Home home, I'll call you back tomorrow."

Geby waved his hand as Wandi left him. He is currently back at his home in Jakarta. He is currently meeting in Jakarta. That's why he called his best friend.

Other than for work, he actually went to try to accept his destiny. After learning that the man she loves already has another woman.

Well Geby is trying to forget his love for El at the moment. Although she wanted the man so badly, she did not want to be a third party in their relationship. Moreover, he knew that El was dead love to his ex-wife and there was never any love for him.

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Vivian finally decided to return to Wandi's house after lunch. He didn't want to linger with Alby. He felt uncomfortable being close to the man. Because of his status in the past. He was sure that once Alby found out who he was then the man would hate him for nothing.

"Hmmmm man, now you are begging for love, but when you know who I really am, then you will hate me without rest." he muttered as he walked towards his room.

Vivian felt guilty towards the man. But until whenever he promises he will not accept Alby's love because of something in his past that is not known by Alby.

Vivian broke down her body which felt a little tired. He plays his phone while watching his favorite movie.

Wandi who had just returned home did not see Vivian. But he saw that the woman's car was already at home.

He walked towards the woman's room. He wanted to talk to the woman.

"Tok tok." Wandi knocked on the door of the woman's room.

Not long after the door opened. He saw the woman still wearing the same clothes. He circled his gaze into the room of the woman who looked predominantly pink.

"The color is childish" he said in his heart.

Vivian looked at the man who was circulating his gaze into her room. He was confused as to why the man had come home so quickly.

"Didn't she say she was coming home this morning?" ask Vivian in heart.

"What are you looking for?" ask Vivian.

"Well, look for you, can't you find me?" answer Wandi.

"What's wrong?" vivian asked the gallant man standing in front of him. It felt like Vivian wanted to hug the man's body right now. But he can still control himself so as not to be embarrassing.

"I just want to say that I don't like you meeting Alby, because after all he's Beni's son" Wandi warned Vivian.

"It was you who told me to go near her" Vivian replied.

"That was then, now do you still want to destroy the Beni family? Beni is also divorced from his wife."

"Do you want to go to the original plan to say that you were Beni's mistress?" ask Wandi again.

Vivian shook her head. He used to want to tell the man's family so that the household would fall apart. That's why he approached Alby. But at this time without telling who he is, Beni has felt the consequences.

"So better stay away from Beni and his family, we don't need to be close to his son, or do you still want his wealth through his son? Then you think Alby's gonna want to accept your past?"

"I know myself well enough, thanks for reminding." Vivian tried to hold back her tears that were about to fall.

Wandi felt sorry for saying such words. He knew that the woman was hurt by his words.

"Is there any more? I want a break." said Vivian, wanting to avoid the man.

Because he knew that if he stood that way for too long, he would cry in front of the man.

Vivian closed the door of her room with a painful taste. Her tears just fell. He sat on his bed.

"O Allah, I know that this servant is dirty, please strengthen the servant, O Allah" he said, sobbing.

If the words came out of someone else's mouth, Vivian didn't quite put them in her heart. But those words came out of his mouth Wandi the man he liked right now.

Wandi also sat quietly in his room. He also did not expect to say such a word. She just wanted Vivian to stay away from Alby so as not to hurt the woman later on.

Wandi tau because any carcass in the lid will be kissed as well. I don't know who Alby will know who that woman is. And she was afraid that the man would hate Vivian. And what she fears the most is that the woman is caught up in her love for Alby.

In the evening Wandi went to visit his father's residence. Well he was invited to dinner at his papa's residence.

He was standing in a luxurious house. Actually he was lazy to return to this house. But his father forced himself to attend a family dinner.

Returning to this house always made him remember the bad memories that had happened in his family.

With a heavy heart he walked into the house. He went straight to the dining table because he saw there were already his papa guests.

He looked at his old father looking delighted with his presence. Unlike Mayang who looked at him did not like.

Mayang is his wife at the moment. Wandi still remembers how the woman destroyed the household of papa and his mother. Even the woman used to terrorize the mother so much that she was frightened and took her to live in a remote place.

"This is my first child Wandi." said Rudi the father to his guest.

Everyone smiled to welcome him. But not with his youngest sister and stepmom.They seem very attached to smile.

"Wandi is Mr. Dirman and his wife, next to him Indri Pak Dirman's son" said Rudi introduced his guest.

"Wandi." said Wandi with a smile.

"Your son is exactly like you when I was young, I really want this matchmaking to be accelerated" said Mr. Dirman.

Wandi was just speechless hearing Mr. Dirman's words. Meanwhile Indri looked at Wandi with a smile. Indri was fascinated with Wandi at first glance.

"If with this man in a match, yes you will." said Indri in his heart happily.

While Wandi was just silent without responding to anything at this time. He only thought about how to refuse this match.

"However I have to reject this matchmaking, I don't like the woman, let alone her style" Wandi said glancing at the woman he would be betrothed to.

"You see Wandi, after Dendi finished college, he who will inherit all of Rudi's wealth, I will not let us live quietly as we are today" Mayang said in his heart.

She did not like it very much because her husband gave the responsibility of the company to his first child, but he could not say objections to the husband because he did not want to be angry by the husband.

"You enjoy your pleasure now, because when it's time I'll kick you out of the company without a penny" he said.

While Vania seemed happy with the presence of her brother. Although different mothers, but Vania really loves her sister. He also knew that his brother never got along with his mother. Vania admitted that the mother hated her sister so much.