Am I Not Worth To Be Loved

Chapter 21

Wandi had just returned home when the clock showed at 2 in the morning. He saw Vivian sleeping soundly on the sofa.

"She's beautiful." murmured Wandi.

Wandi's hand outstretched wanted to touch Vivian's cheek.But the instant Vivian's shadow was touched by another man made her turn back away from Vivian's face.

"Why can I touch his cheek." he muttered and went to his bed.

His sleepy eyes caused him to fall asleep. Vivian opened her eyes and peeked at what her husband was doing.

Vivian hasn't fallen asleep at all. He could not close his eyes because he had not returned home. When he saw Wandi enter he pretended to close his eyes.

She was initially shocked when Wandi's hand touched her cheek. But after Wandi pulled her hand quickly made her shed tears.

Well his tears suddenly fell because the man pulled his hand from his cheek. As if he was unclean to avoid.

"Am I that dirty? So he won't touch me?" ask him to yourself.

Vivian got up from her sleep and looked at Wandi from the sofa in the room. He walked closer to the bed.

"She's so dashing, look at your dad's sleep so dashing." said Vivian, holding her stomach.

"If your papa does not love you, you do not feel sad, it is still a mom who loves you" said Vivian again.

Again, her tears flowed. He could not imagine the fate of his son when he was born.

"If papa you don't care about mama is okay, hopefully he cares about you because wherever you want to keep his own flesh and blood" said Vivian again.

Vivian put her foot back on the couch. He laid his body back on the couch. Right now he could not stem his own cries. So that he slept his back to Wandi.

Wandi opened his eyes slowly. She tried to peek when she felt Vivian had already returned to her bed sofa.

Wandi looked at Vivian's shoulder move. He knew that the woman was crying. But Vivian's tears couldn't make her fall in love with him.

"I'm sorry my love is only for Geby, even if it's my son, it means I can only be with you to move on, until whenever I can never love you." murmured Wandi.

Wandi closed his eyes which were already sleepy. He was almost asleep, but when he heard the woman's voice he woke up again.

The next morning when Wandi woke up he could not find Vivian in his bed. Wandi went straight to his bathroom because he was going to the office soon.

While Vivian is currently struggling at the dining table helping the waiter provide breakfast. Vivian knew that Wandi only ate bread and drank a cup of coffee or tea.

But at the dinner table there is also a special fried rice. Vivian is used to seeing things like that in this house. So he didn't ask anymore or wonder.

"You are very diligent, let the waiter prepare." said her mother-in-law when she arrived at the dinner table.

"It's okay ma'am, just help prepare at the dinner table" Vivian replied as she shifted the chair for the old woman to sit on.

Wandi's mother smiled happily when treated like that by Vivian. Then Vivian sat in the chair opposite her mother-in-law.

Wandi has gone down from his room to the dining table. Seeing Wandi is heading to the dining table, Vivian took the initiative to shift the chair that Wandi will sit on.

After that he brought her a loaf of bread for Wandi. Wandi saw Vivian serving him this morning.

"What jam do you want?" ask the woman gently.

"No need, I want to eat fried rice just this." said Wandi directly poured fried rice into his plate.

Vivian was quite shocked when Wandi took the fried rice. He finally ate the bread in his hand.

"It's not usual that she eats heavy - heavy in the morning" Vivian said in her heart.

Wandi did it intentionally. She did not want to be served by Vivian.But in because there was her mother made her unable to say it directly.

"Where is your mother Vi, why isn't she having breakfast together?" ask Wandi's mom.

"Sorry Mom, I'm not used to breakfast" Vivian replied feeling unwell.

She knew her mother had not woken up at this time because she had previously stopped by her mother's room. But he was not happy to tell the truth.

"You're not on leave today, pity Vivian herself at home" said her mother looking at her son.

"Can't be ma'am, today a lot of abandoned work in the office." replied Wandi.

"You are busy with work, the work will not be endless, try to take time for your small family." said his mother.

"Yes ma, next time." replied Wandi.

After finishing breakfast, Wandi immediately left the dining table after greeting the mother. Seeing Wandi leave, Vivian chased after her husband.

"Mas." call Vivian in the living room.

"Otherwise Vi?" asked Wandi while turning her body.

"Some have forgotten the mas." said Vivian as she thrust out her hand.

"What the hell greetings all, we are not husband and wife in general, so do not need to be like that." replied Wandi in a soft tone.

But he still accepted the woman's hand out of fear that her mother would see him.

"And you do not have to act like a dream wife in front of me, because whenever I will not be able to love you, you remember that you are only a wife until you give birth to the child, after that you will be divorced." said Wandi again - again make Vivian hurt.

Vivian just kept quiet without answering Wandi's words. While Wandi became upset when the woman in front of him just kept quiet.

"Here you go, make me late" said Wandi and left Vivian.

"Where are you going to have lunch?" tanya Vivian followed Wandi's footsteps towards the front of the house.

"Of course eat at the office, you never see me coming home for lunch."

Vivian felt foolish to ask such a question. He knew that for two years, Wandi had never had lunch at home. But he thought about how he knew the man changed his mind because he already had a wife.

"Don't dream of you if you want me to eat home with you, you mean so much to me" said Wandi and left Vivian upset.

"Basar women do not know in profit, already in love even ask for the heart" said Wandi annoyed to enter his car.

Vivian simply looked at the man's back with a sad face. He felt that the man had gone too far against him.

"It's okay, I will make him fall in love with me, however he is my current husband" he said excitedly again and turned his body to immediately enter the house.