Am I Not Worth To Be Loved

Chapter 23

Wandi's family was seen eating dinner. Dinner was just the sound of spoons and plates.

Vivian's mother took a swing to discuss Vivian's monthly money. He did not want to just get ape after marrying his son to a rich man.

Vivian's mother looked at Wandi's mother for the first time. He knew that the woman he could take advantage of was still living in the house.

"Jeng actually I want to say something, but I'm not good" said Vivian's mother mince words after sipping water in front of her.

"By the way, what's wrong?" asked Wandi's mother also seemed to have finished eating.

"Where, sorry if I was presumptuous, only I was confused about what to do" said Vivian's mother.

Wandi continued to bribe the rice that was on his plate. And Vivian as well.

"I actually just feel sorry for my son, he's the wife of a businessman, but there is no holding of money at all, what are all the needs Vivian has spent with Wandi? The time to buy pads should ask Wandi first jeng, what is the opinion of jeng as a fellow woman?"

"huk huk huk." Vivian coughed at the mother's words.

While Wandi's mother looked at her son and Vivian took turns. She did not expect her son to not give Vivian any money.

"Is that Wandi?" asked his mother to look at his son with a disappointed look.

"It's not mom, I just.."

"True or not?" ask mother.

Wandi nodded his head. He was very upset with Vivian who had complained about this to his mother.

"What kind of man do you have a wife but don't support your wife? Did you ever teach me that?" ask his mother to Wandi.

Vivian felt bad about this. He never had a problem with the money. He thinks he can get by working.

"Mother is really disappointed with you, starting tonight you give pocket money to your wife, and meet mom in the room" said her mother then left the dining table.

Wandi clenched his fist in annoyance. Before leaving he looked at Vivian like he wanted to pounce on the woman.

"Tell me later" he said slowly.

Vivian heard Wandi's words making her goosebumps a little. He looked directly at his mother who was acting ordinary like an innocent person.

"What's this mother - what's the talk like to Wandi's mother? Make it a shame." said Vivian reprimanding her mother.

"Why should he be ashamed, it's his duty as a husband, if you get nothing from him, in vain you marry him, so women don't be stupid - stupid times." replied his mother immediately stood up and left Vivian.

Vivian directly rubbed her chest. He did not know what other words would come out of Wandi's mouth for him.

Vivian tried to scoop out her remaining nasi. He tried to spend his rice even though he was no longer tasteful. But he still ate it for the sake of the child in the womb.

After finishing eating Vivian went straight to her room in an Wandi. She wondered what her mother-in-law was talking about with Wandi.

"Will he get angry?" vivian asked in his heart.

"Mother does not want the story of mother to repeat itself, although Vivian has a past, but now she is your wife, you have to guard her disgrace, protect her, protect her, it's not even you who's judging him." advised his mother.

"You should also treat her well, no matter how pregnant she is, you don't stress her out."

Wandi only nodded his head because he could at least refute his mother. But in his heart he still rebelled because the woman he loved was not Vivian.

"And for now forget about your love for Geby first, you should focus on your wife and children, unless Vivian's child is not your child."

Wandi just nodded his head again. After hearing the mother's words for about an hour, then return to her room.

She saw Vivian still sitting on her couch. He stood in front of the woman in annoyance.

"Happy are you a ginian? glad you saw me at mom's reprimand?" asked Wandi in annoyance.

*Sorry for my mother's attitude, I also have no such intention." replied Vivian lowered her head.

"You think that with forgiveness you can then dispel mother's disappointment to me? If you need the money just tell me why tell your mom?" wandi said clearly with a tone of emotion.

"I know what kind of family you are, if you can moroti my family, then before you run out just me." said Wandi made Vivian more disappointed with the man's attitude.

"I never thought like that, I can still make money by working, you don't have to accuse me like that mas, I will work from tomorrow I will find work." replied Vivian who felt hurt to hear the words Wandi addressed to her.

"Please, try to prove your words, do not just talk a lot but in fact there is nothing."

Wandi finally sat on his sleep. Before laying down his body he threw a card at Vivian.

"Take it and do not bark continuously like not being fed by his master" said Wandi finally closed his eyes.

Vivian just silently picked up the card that fell on the floor. Tonight was very painful for Vivian.

Vivian, unable to sleep, finally stepped onto the balcony of the room.

Vivian is looking at the beautiful sky tonight. He was very envious of the sky.

"It's beautiful you the sky is decorated with stars, the universe I am still cloudy, I don't know when I will shine like you" he said looking at the sky.

"Am I not worthy to be loved? Am I going to stick with my husband?" he asked while looking at the sky.

Suddenly he covered his face with both hands. Her tears are no longer blocked. He could not stand the tightness in his chest.

Vivian wiped her tears. He felt he had been on the balcony too long so he went back into his room.

Before going to bed, he washed his face in the bathroom. After that, he regained his body. You arrive - suddenly his stomach feels hungry again. He was eager to eat sweet martabak this time.

"Why am I hungry again? though just ready to eat, where want sweet martabak again" he said himself.

Vivian can only hold back because she currently does not have the money to hold.