A Wife's Heart

CHAPTER 58

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At seven o'clock in the night, Anita had arrived first at the cafe she had promised Reza. Farel took part in their meeting because the handsome boy did not want to be left with his maid at home. Finally, Anita took her son with her. Actually Anita was afraid that later Farel would not want to be far from Reza who he considered as his father. However, Anita soon realized that she should not behave selfishly. Just because he wants to see his son happy, he has to sacrifice the feelings of others who are more entitled than he and his son.

Anita deliberately chose a seat that was in the corner of the room and quite far from the reach of other cafe visitors. So that later no one will hear his quarrel with Reza. Although Anita did not intend to fight, but still she had to be on guard.

Long enough for Anita to wait, before long Reza arrived in a little haste, with a guilty face for coming late from a predetermined time.

"Hay? Sorry I'm late. I got stuck in the street." Obviously Reza felt guilty, then sat down in front of Anita.

"Yes, not papa. I haven't been here long either. Yeah, what do you want to eat? I ate first for Farel."

"I'll eat it later. Hay, papi's son? Seriously eat it, until papi dicuekin." Reza's greeting to Farel who was busy bribing food into his small mouth.

"Frank lapel parallel, pi. Papi, the old man so Falel eat first." Farel replied while chewing his favorite seafood fried rice.

"Oh, sorry papi. It got stuck in the street."

"Yes, Falel is sorry papi."

"Well, thank you." Reza smiled at Farel's adorable words.

Anita just smiled bitterly at the interaction between her son and Reza. His chest felt tight, because tonight would be the last beautiful moment for them. Anita's decision to end her forbidden relationship with Reza has been very unanimous.

"Something I want to say to you, it's important." Anita said with a serious face.

"Oh yeah? Coincidentally, I also have something to say to you." Reza replied with a sweet smile that never faded from his handsome face.

"Yes, if that's what you said first."

"Son, you used to be. You're the one who invited me to meet." Reza's down smooth.

Reza deliberately refrained from conveying his intention to marry Anita after he got the blessing of his parents. Therefore, he asked Anita who spoke first, so he could mentally prepare her when he heard what Anita said to him.

"OKAY. I'm gonna ask you something important and you have to be honest no one can shut me down, no matter what." Anita said firmly.

"okay, who's afraid." Reza answered with a steady.

"Are you really married?"

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Reza's face instantly turned tense. Throat choked, confused what to answer. But, how could Anita know about her married status? Meanwhile, he himself felt he had never told anyone about his status. Thought Reza.

"Why silence? Confused what to answer?"

"wait around. Who told you this? Tanya Reza investigated.

"You don't need to know about that."

"No! I'm entitled to know, from where do you know my status info. Did Doni tell you this?" Reza was getting upset.

"You don't have to bring Doni's name to our problems." Firm Anita.

"But really, Doni told you this? Because other than him and my family, no one else knows about my status. I'm sure my family can't possibly tell you this." Reza said with a flash of anger on his face.

"Whoever he is, I don't care. The point is, I've been disappointed and hurt just as you have dared to lie to me by hiding your marital status." Anita replied with restraining her anger.

"It's not. I'm just confused, how do I tell you this. But honestly, I didn't mean to hide my status from you. I'm just waiting for the right time to explain everything to you." Obviously Reza.

"You know what, the reason why I got divorced from my ex-husband? Because he cheated on me with another woman and it broke my heart. And now, you put me in the same position as the woman who took my husband and ruined my household. You know what it's like to be me now? I feel the same hurt your attitude and disappointed in myself for taking you from your legitimate wife. Even with pride, I was happy on top of the suffering of another woman I didn't know, maybe right now she was crying while cursing my attitude that had ruined her happiness." Said Anita with a breath that was wheezing and tears that continued to flow profusely on her face.

Reza just silently watched Anita cry in front of her eyes. She felt guilty for not telling her about her marital status early.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know it was gonna be like this." Reza looked down and saw Anita crying.

"You should apologize to your wife. You do not realize, if you have hurt him very deeply." Reply Anita while removing her tears that still continue to flow.

"But I don't love him. I had to marry her because of papa. I just love you."

Anita smiled cynically on the sidelines of her cries. "Are you sure that's your answer? How am I not sure! I'm even sure if you love him, only you are not aware of your own feelings. And you're not in love with me, but you're just curious because I used to hurt you." Obviously Anita.

Reza was silent. It is true what Anita said. He once wanted to meet Lira to express his feelings to Lira and apologize for all her mistakes. However, all is lost just like that when Anita comes to him by asking for one chance to return. At that time Reza was confused because his heart had been filled by the name Lira. But he easily changed course just because of the woman of his past.

"How should I go?" Ask Reza frustrated.

Anita has to do this for her happiness someday. He was sure that God must have prepared something beautiful for him and his son.

"But he's been away from home for a long time." Reza said lethargic.

"You don't despair, don't dong." Anita tries to give Reza support. "But, what was before.You ever had a husband and wife relationship?"

Reza nodded quickly.

'That means you have to find him. Because she could be pregnant with your child now." Anita said sure.

Reza looked straight into Anita's eyes, unable to believe what she had just heard.

"Try again, what did you just say?" Reza Pinta.

"I told you, your wife could be pregnant with your child now."

"I'll go home first, Nit. Sorry I can't get you home. And sorry for hurting you too. Thank you for realizing me." Reza immediately rushed away leaving Anita and Farel.

Anita stared at Reza's departure with her tears that instantly broke right then and there. He should be able to let Reza choose his wife. He realized, his presence would only worsen the household Reza with his wife. Anita will feel even more sinful if she remains selfish by holding Reza to stay by her side.

However, Anita was relieved because for the first time in her life, she had done something right. Anita doesn't regret letting Reza go. Anita hopes she can learn from her mistakes and promises not to repeat the same mistakes again later.

"Mi, why is mami crying? Tell me why papi purgi while lali-lali?" Farel asked with his innocent face.

Anita just shook her head while smiling. He carried his son's tiny body in his arms while stroking the handsome boy's hair softly.

"From now on, we have to get used to living without papi huh, baby."

"What's the matter, mi."

"Because Papi Reza will be happy, and we should be happy too."Obviously Anita.

"OK, mommy. Falel dear mami." Farel seemed to understand what his mother was going through.

Anita felt overwhelmed to hear the affectionate expressions of her only son. She held her son tightly back while shedding happy tears.

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Reza immediately drove his car at full speed to his house. Reza continued to curse while pressing the horn and hit the steering wheel many times as the road started to jam. I can't wait to get to his house soon.

When the streets start to be empty, Reza immediately hit the gas full. He did not care about the screams of those who cursed at him. He just wants to get home soon and find out about the truth of the Lira's pregnancy that he doesn't know yet.

Reza had arrived at his home after a 30-minute journey while battling traffic jams punctuated by rough swears coming out of his mouth.

Reza immediately opened the door of his house in a hurry. Upon entering his home, he accidentally crosses paths with Ipeh, a middle-aged woman he hired only to clean the house.

"Sorry sir, I found this when I was cleaning the empty room next to the back bathroom. But the room has not been cleared yet, sir, I deliberately waited for orders directly from the master" he said while giving a photo of Lira's USG results.

Reza's hands immediately trembled as he received the ultrasound photo. Her tears just flowed. Ipeh was confused to see his mistress who was suddenly crying as hard as before him. Wibawa Reza instantly disappeared in front of the maid, but Reza felt indifferent.

Reza went straight to the room that the Lira used to occupy. His heart felt pain and tightness when he saw the condition of the room. There are no soft mattresses, there are only thin mats and pillow former helpers who already look worn. The small table that Lira used as a substitute for a wardrobe.

Reza also noticed that there were some bread packs that were already full of mushrooms. He immediately remembered, he had once deliberately given moldy bread to be eaten by Lira. Reza's tears flowed back very hard, considering all the cruelty he had done to Lira, the innocent girl who had always been patient in dealing with her cruelty.

Reza lay his body on a thin mat that Lira used to sleep on. On the thin mat, Reza very roughly took his due to the Lira. He didn't even care about the scream of pain coming out of Lira's mouth. Reza felt his body feel stiff as he lay on the mat for a long time. Then what about the Lira, who every night had to sleep with just a thin mat?

Reza looked at the two USG photos posted by his son-in-law there. A sense of regret slipped into his heart. He recalled the time when the Lira asked the young mango to their neighbors and viciously yelled at Lira for feeling embarrassed. The shadow when Lira stood in front of the Padang satay stall and was immediately expelled because she felt that she had damaged the scenery of the shop customers also flashed clearly in her mind. Reza did not realize it was all because of the desire of the fetus in the womb Lira.

All this time he had the heart to let his wife bear the cravings alone without being able to make it happen. Reza roared calling Lira's name, while asking Lira to return.

"Lira.forgive me. Please come back." Shouted Reza while continuing to call out the name of Lira.

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