A Wife's Heart

CHAPTER 134

Assalamu'alaikum, friends of loyal readers of KHSI. Happy lebaran.

Taqaballahu Minna wa minkum..

May Allah forgive all our sins and accept all our acts of worship during Ramadan. May Allah give us health, so that we may meet again with Ramadan next year. Aamiins.

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"You cannot hide from your hearing, sight, and skin." (QS. Fushshilat [41]: 22)."

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"Sister, let's go ahead, baby." Bring Reza soft.

"You want to, papa. Wanna play."

"So early in the morning my brother promised me papa. If you don't want to pay, then you can't come to work anymore, huh."

Inas immediately shook his head quickly in a sign of disapproval. Her face was so cute that it made Reza laugh.

"You're not papa." The stall spread out his hands to carry.

Grandma and her two eyes immediately shook their heads at the funny behavior of their grandchildren who were getting more adorable.

"Just take a turn, just want to." Chirps Irma was anxious to see the behavior of her favorite granddaughter.

"Reza to the top first." Pamit Reza with her parents.

"Yes, my mom will go upstairs too. Want to play with your beautiful granddaughter."

"You're invited to sleep in our room, ma." Tympano Martin.

"Ntar cry the middle of the mall kayak first, papa want responsibility?"

Martin was only astonished to see the annoyed look from his wife. Once, they forced Baby Haidar to sleep in their room. At midnight, Baby Haidar suddenly cried loudly and did not want to stop even though Irma had thrust a milk bottle containing breast milk that had been warmed to her tiny mouth. However, it still did not work to make Baby Haidar stop crying. Forced Irma to bring Baby Haidar back to her mother. From then on, Irma no longer took Baby Haidar to sleep in her room, even though Martin asked for it.

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In the room, witnessed by Lira who was breastfeeding Baby Haidar, Reza began to teach Inas to teach very patiently. If Inas mistakenly distinguishes between the letter sa and the letter tsa, then Reza will straighten it gently. Lira is happy to see the big change in her husband who is increasingly religious and able to guide her small family towards a better direction.

Tok....

The sound of the door being knocked coincides with the completion of Inas teaching. Irma and Indah entered after asking permission first to the owner of the room. The two middle-aged women immediately sat down near the Lira who was breastfeeding Baby Haidar.

"Open.uluhhh. Very funny, deck. Her cheeks also added a chubby." Say Irma squash while gently rubbing chubby cheeks Baby Haidar.

"Yes, ma. Thank God, his maternal grandfather was strong. Each mallem can be nyusu two hours once you know." Sahut Lira's.

"Pantesan add temphem. So more gemes, deh. Wants to duyel-uyel." Timpal Indah is no less anxious than the iron.

"Mama wants to hold a handsome grandson mama, dong. It's so jolly, you know." Pinta Irma when she saw her granddaughter had released her mouth from her chest.

Lira happily gave her son in Irma's lap and Irma accepted it with a happy smile. He continued to stroke her grandson's cheek lovingly. In Irma's heart, how happy her life would be if there was a child born from her womb. But, God didn't want her to be a mother. But Irma remained grateful because the husband accepted all his shortcomings and never once mentioned the child to him. In fact, Martin's age was still easy and Irma had also offered him to marry again, but Martin rejected it firmly. Martin prefers to be faithful to always be beside Irma until whenever it is.

Seeing the three women he loved were busy chatting, Reza said goodbye to the workspace to finish the work that had been sent by Arman via email. But before that, Reza left her favorite daughter to her in-laws. Inas also did not refuse because the grandmother promised him a story from the story of one of the prophets.

"Papa work first, baby." Reza said while kissing his daughter's cheeks and then turned to his son who was asleep because of the satiety.

When Reza just landed his lips on the right cheek of Baby Haidar, Inas immediately shouted loudly because he could not accept if his father kissed his sister.

"Rapaaaaa. Boyeh tium ade. Nda boyeh, nda boyeh. Papa Puna Inat butan puna ade." Said Inas with an adorable face.

All that was there was only shaking their heads to see the possessive attitude of Inas who did not like to share with his sister. Inas considers if his father's love is absolute only his own.

Reza felt anxious to see the funny face of Inas, the more seductive he was by peeping both cheeks Baby Haidar quickly. As a result, Inas immediately screamed loudly.

"Huuuwaa....Mother, papa dahat. Papa tium ade." Adu Inas on the Lira.

"Hehe, the end of the dumplings really look at the same possessive brother mas." Reza answered with a grin. "Cup.cup..Unfortunately papa don't cry, yeah. I want to read the prophet's story to my grandmother." The light gently.

Miraculously, Inas immediately stopped crying. Inas loved to hear the stories of the prophets, the stories of the prophets' companions, and the stories of the noble women whom God promised to enter heaven. In fact, one of the four women will be the head of the angels in heaven.

After Inas calmed down, Reza immediately went out of the room to his study because the work was waiting to be completed.

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Reza opened his laptop and read the incoming email from Arman, very carefully. Reza looks even more handsome with a serious face while at work. His face does not look like a man who already has two children because Reza is very diligent in exercising.

Until it did not feel the time has shown at 10 pm and Reza is still sitting opposite his laptop. Feeling that his body was stiff, Reza took a break to stretch his muscles. He leaned his tired body on his work chair while looking at a photo of his small family in a large frame, hung right facing his work desk. A happy smile was imprinted on his lips looking at the happy smiles from the faces of his wife and son.

Just as Reza was about to stand up to take a closer look at his little family photo, his hand accidentally nudged the file that was on the table. His eyes immediately caught the familiar blue-colored map. Reza immediately tidied the file back to the table and opened the blue map. A soft smile was seen on his face when he saw the plain face of his wife printed with a small size inside the blue map. The map is a map of his wife's diploma that he had deliberately kept in his study. Reza was proud to see all the Lira's values almost perfect. But unfortunately, the situation that makes Lira can not reach her goals until fate brings them together.

Reza again remembered the ridicule sentence he had once uttered to Lira. Even so, Lira remained patient in dealing with it.

What do you want to do? If you only have a high school diploma, at most you are just a babu."

Reza remembered very well how Lira hurt when it was easy for insulting words to come out of her mouth. Reza never thought why duhulu, orally he was so easy to say words that hurt others, especially for his own wife. He knew that in the Hereafter he would be responsible for all his deeds before God.

The whole limb will be straight and istiqomah with oral straightness, as the limbs will deviate due to oral deviation.

Rasul shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam said :

"If man is in the morning, then all his limbs are verbally blamed. They said, “ O oral, fear Allah in our affairs because we depend on you, If you are straight, then we will be straight. But if you stray, then we will stray.“ (H.R Tirmidhi, shahih).

"Human salvation depends on his ability to keep his mouth open." (Sr. al-Bukhari).

Until Reza's daydream stopped when he heard a soft voice calling out to him. Lira had knocked on the door, but Reza had not heard it because she was still busy with her daydream. Lira decides to go into Reza's study and sees her husband in silence holding the map she recognizes as hers. However, the Lira remained ordinary, as if she did not see the map containing her High School diploma because the Lira did not want to discuss things that concerned their past.

"Mas, why daydream?" Asked Lira softly while rubbing Reza's arm.

"Eh, baby from here?" Reza answered his wife's question with another question.

"Yes, Lira came to the door but didn't answer. Yes, Lira just went in, deh. Lira called too, but I didn't answer. What's up, mas?"

"There's no papa, honey. I'm just looking at the value of love, it turns out all good."

"Oh, that. Kirain what's up."

Lira was relaxed, but not with Reza who was already feeling guilty seeing his wife's face. Reza immediately hugged the body of Lira suddenly to make Lira surprised. Reza's guilt was so great that he could no longer speak. In fact, his tears were also reluctant to come out of his eye peluk.

Feeling that her husband is not doing well, with the burden of guilt re-entering her heart. Lira immediately rubbed gently on Reza's back, as if to say that everything would be fine.

"Sorry."

Lira did not answer. He prefers to keep gently rubbing Reza's back as and Reza also tightens her arms. After feeling Reza began to calm down, Lira let go of her embrace and cupped her hands to her husband's handsome face. Lira stared deeply into Reza's eyes which held a huge sense of guilt there. Lira takes Reza's hand to the sofa.

"Try the story with Lira, why do you apologize again with Lira?"

Reza was still silent as he continued to stare at his wife's shady face. Reza could not reveal his heart to Lira because he already knew the answer. Of course Lira did not want to discuss the past that was so painful for both of them.

Reza rubbed Lira's face and kissed her forehead gently. That's all Reza can do right now. Hugging the tiny body to channel his immense affection to his noble-hearted wife.

"Thank you for everything, baby. Thank you for being loyal to always be on the side of the mas and not leave the mas."

"Mas, Lira never said, don't suck it again. Let's forget everything and make our little family better. He was a good husband and father to us. So, never consider yourself bad just because of the past. That'll make the mas worse."

It's true what Lira said. Reza will be devastated if he remembers his past. It's just, to forget it all is not as easy as what is said. Although Reza has made peace with his past, but still the guilt is always just like that.

"It's not that, honey. I just feel like"

"Mas, don't talk about it anymore." Cut Lira fast because she doesn't want to hear the guilty words from her husband's mouth. "Mending now we sleep. From earlier Lira waited for me to hug Lira." He continued with a spoiled face accompanied by a blushing of shame.

Reza immediately smiled at the attitude of his wife who was still shy at him. Reza hugged the tiny body of Lira again and landed an anxious kiss all over her face. Afterwards, they go to the room to rest and blow up the painful past.

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That's how it was, epribadeh...😁