A Wife's Heart

CHAPTER 109

"Do not hate girls. Because in fact they are a happy source that is expensive.” (Imam Ahmad bin Hambal)

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Reza returned to the hotel relieved by the problems with some of the protesters, finally resolved well and quickly and without violence. In less than an hour, Reza had managed to solve the problem. Reza grabbed his cell phone and contacted his wife via video call.

Tut's....Tut's....Tut's....

On the third connection, immediately plastered clear face of the woman he missed so much. Lira smiled sweetly on the screen while feeding her daughter with the adorable little boy's favorite brownies.

"Assalamu'alaikum, ma'am." Sapa Lira's across there.

"Wa'alaikumussalam's chat. What's the matter of love?"

"Morning your sister eating brownies."

Lira immediately turned her phone screen to Inas' cute face chewing brownies until her cheeks bloated, but her face still looked adorable.

Seeing the funny face of his daughter, Reza immediately laughed amusedly to make Inas show his own face to the camera to be able to see his father.

"What gi papa?" Ask Inas in a voice of anxiety.

"Other fathers video call the same sister and mother." Canda Reza teases her daughter.

The lira whispered something to Inas' ear to make Inas giggle amused.

"Papa beyum take a shower, huh?"

"No, honey. How, brother can know? Smell, huh?"

"Yes, papa stinks." Timpal Lira, shaking his hands in front of his nose, was smelling a foul smell, and he laughed loudly.

"Let's papa smell, but mommy's still baby, right!?"

"Oh, papa can be a zombie."

Shortly after, Inas rejoined the screen with his mother while showing off his new toy, a barbie doll wearing a hijab and recently bought by his grandparents. Inas looks so enthusiastic when telling her new gift.

Reza and Lira just smiled while shaking their heads at Inas' funny behavior. When Reza asked him about which toy he loved, Inas was immediately confused. With his anxious behavior, Inas tapped his chin as if he was thinking hard. Inas' funny behavior immediately invites laughter from both parents.

The three of them joked together for up to two hours. Although only through a video call, but Reza was already happy because just by looking at the faces of his son and wife, Reza's tiredness was immediately destroyed instantly.

Reza also ended the video call because soon will enter the Maghrib prayer time. Reza had to get ready to take a shower and then go to the mosque not far from the hotel where he was staying. Needless to say, Reza is currently staying at one of his father's luxury hotels.

"Darling, yes, yes. Papa's gonna take a shower, keep going to the mosque."

"Yes, papa. Brother dear papa." Said Inas as he pressed his lips against the phone screen as if he was kissing his father.

Reza became moved to hear the expressions of affection from her daughter. Reza's heart was filled with thousands of beautiful flowers. The little princess always carried a colorful cheer in the life of a Reza.

Reza hopes that his past sins that never wanted his daughter's presence in his wife's womb can be forgiven.

Inas is not only a soulmate and jewel for a Reza, but also as his ticket to heaven.

"Same. Papa is also very affectionate with brother, same mother also." Reply Reza with teary eyes.

"Assalamu'alaikum, papa." Timpal Lira ended the video call because the Maghrib prayer time had arrived.

"Wa'alaikumussalam Warahmatullah wabarakatu, dear."

Reza immediately cleaned himself up and prepared to go to the mosque. Reza is already accustomed to pray in congregation in the mosque rather than having to pray alone at home.

The Prophet Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam has explained the primacy of the congregational prayer’ah, as the hadith of Abu Hurairah Radhiyallahu anhu, he said, Prophet Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam said:

The Prophet Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam strongly recommends for men to perform prayers with berjama’ah in the mosque and recommends women to pray in his house because for women, the house is better. Rasulullah Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam always doing prayer berjama’ah in the mosque, even when He Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam was sick, until He Shallallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam was swept to the mosque to perform congregational prayers’ah.

The law of congregated prayer’ah for men is mandatory, based on the word of Allah Azza wa Jalla in Surah Al-Baqarah verse 43 which reads:

"And establish prayer, pray zakat, and the ruku’lah with the people who ruku."

After knowing the reasons behind his obligation for a man to perform congregational prayers at the mosque, Reza became more diligent and eager to do so. Sometimes, he felt sorry because he had never prayed together in the mosque. Even worse, he had to ignore His command to fulfill his obligation to add to the creator. So no wonder, why in the past he could behave so vile to his own wife.

In fact, the Messenger of Allah has reminded men to glorify women.

"The best of you is the best to your family. And I'm best for my family. He does not glorify women except noble men. Not insulting women except despicable men.” (CHR. Imam Judge).

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After performing the Maghrib prayer, Reza chose to wait for the prayer time in the mosque while reciting and then continued by reading the Qur'an.

Reza was very solemn when he was chanting the holy verse of the Qur'an. Because of his khsuyuk, he did not realize that there was currently someone sitting next to him and had been watching him since.

Reza taught for quite a long time and had some surah sheets he read almost finished. Reza decided to stop her reading after she realized the presence of someone next to her. Reza put the Qur'an back to its original place. Then Reza approached the man.

"Sorry sir, how can I help you?" Reza asked politely to a man wearing a white robe, equipped with the turban. If seen, the man's age is a shoe with his father, Martin.

That person simply shook his head while smiling kindly at him. It certainly makes Reza confused to frown his forehead.

"Include me, my name is Word. The congregation here, used to call me Ustadz Firman. I'm one of the imams in this mosque." He spoke kindly to introduce himself.

"I'm sorry if I was rude. If you have a problem, you can tell me. God willing, with my knowledge that is not this much, can help a little. Because I've noticed since, you're like you're carrying a heavy burden on your heart." Continue Word.

Reza frowned more and more. How could this person know, if he was being weighed down by his regrets in the past.

"No offense. I just don't have the heart to see the weight on your face." And then he smiled.

"How did you know?" Reza asked confusedly.

Reza always tries to hide the burden in his heart by putting on a cold face if he is with others and will put on a happy face if he is with his family.

"No need for me to ask, everything is clearly visible on your face." Answer with a smile.

Reza breathed heavily. It is true, all this time he lived with the burden of regret in his life. Two years ago, Reza had to live with deep regret. Not infrequently he cried alone, in his night prostration. In front of the creator, Reza cried. He poured all the burdens on his heart.

Reza had gone to great lengths to hide the burden in his heart from everyone. But somehow the Word can know that?

"If you're not ready to tell a story, that's okay. Don't force it."

Reza sighed again, this time even deeper than before. Reza began to think, who knows if he divided all his burdens to others, then his heart will be a little calmer.

"Right is what ustadz said. I am carrying a very heavy burden. Past events haunt me all the time." Reza said with a sad face.

"Sorry before. If you may know, what have you done in the past to keep you haunted by guilt like this?" Ask the man carefully.

"I once cruelly tortured my wife and I also abandoned her. Even worse, I once rejected the child present in her womb. So much hate, that I could do such a vile thing."

"Can you tell me why you hate him?"

Reza began to tell what had been stuck in his heart all along. It starts from the beginning of the match until Lira leaves the house with her permission. All Reza told me without anyone missing a single bit.

"I'm so sorry. Really very sorry, ustadz. But sometimes I feel confused about my wife's attitude because until now, she has never hated me in the least. Especially to the point of putting out harsh words. She always replied to me with a smile and treated me well and always appreciated me as her husband. That's what makes me feel more guilty, every look at his face." Continue Reza sobbing with a body that shook violently.

The burden of the heart that had been stuck in his heart, slowly began to decrease. Although what he did was wrong because he had told his own disgrace to others, Reza had no choice. He just wanted to find a solution to what he was facing.

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