A Wife's Heart

CHAPTER 124

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The car carrying the two halal couples has come out of the villa yard and defended the Bali City highway which looks quite crowded at night, but still comfortable to pass. About forty-five minutes, the car had arrived right in front of the hotel that looked luxurious and classy of course.

The invited guests had already filled the front of the hotel to queue inside. Reza's entourage came late because they had to perform Islamic prayers first, so that when they came out later, their hearts became calmer.

As Lira exited the car, her body began to get nervous and break out in cold sweat as she saw some people dressed neatly in black suits and fitted with ties, assigned to guard and supervise the incoming invited guests.

Reza is not yet aware of the current condition of Lira who is under attack from overwhelming nervousness. The lira was really scared if the events that once happened were to repeat themselves. However, Lira kept her nervousness hidden by putting on a smile and embracing Reza's arms quite tightly.

When they were in front of the guards, Doni and Amel had already handed over the invitation card and went inside because they were already welcome into the hotel hall by the officers wearing suits. They had to leave Reza and Lira who were still waiting in line with the other invited guests. The lira who was standing right to the left of Reza immediately lowered her head, hiding her face while clutching Reza's arm firmly enough to make the owner of the arm turn with a look of wonder.

"Why, baby?" The lira just shook her head quietly without lifting her face. "Dear tired? Patience, let's go inside."

Reza stroked Lira's hand gently. Reza was shocked when he touched the hands of Lira that felt cold with sweat. He began to panic. Luckily their turn came forward and Reza quickly handed over her invitation card to the attendant and went inside to the sofa in the hotel lobby.

"What's up, baby? Plis, don't make me worry like this."

Reza looks very worried because Lira chose to be silent and reluctant to open her voice. Plus, looking at the face of Lira who was already sweating coldly with slightly trembling hands.

"Come on, honey. What's up?" Lira remained silent until she made Reza rub her face violently.

"Li-Lira t-ta-fear, mas." Sahut Lira stammered.

A glimpse of those bad memories suddenly appeared as his eyes accidentally met the eyes of one of the officers.

"Fear why, baby? hmm?" Reza really does not understand the current situation.

"Li-Lira ta-fear of being cast out as-sama them. Li-Lira ju-also afraid later mas will leave Lira alone ka-kayak first."

Reza was stabbed by thousands of arrows in his heart. It hurts even so much to hear the confession of his wife who clearly felt very frightened by the cold sweat that was still pouring on her temple to wet her hijab.

How foolish he was to be insensitive to the psychic condition experienced by his wife. Whereas since at the villa earlier, Lira had signaled, but Reza still could not catch the signal. If only Lira wanted to be honest, of course Reza would not force her to come along. But, it's all happened. Reza immediately hugged Lira's body tightly and cried in silence. Reza felt very devastated, knowing that reality. No wonder, all this time Lira always refused every Reza invited her to attend the party of her coworkers, with the reason tired of taking care of children. Apparently not because of tired, but Lira is still imagined by the fear of past events.

Reza continued to hug Lira's trembling body to give her calmness. They even became the center of attention of the guests who came and passed in front of them. However, Reza felt unconcerned about that gaze. More important to him right now, was only his wife's calmness.

Feeling that Lira's body was no longer trembling, Reza wiped her tears and took off her embrace. After that, he gently rubbed the sweat flowing at the temple and wiped the tears on Lira's cheeks. Reza cupped his hands together in Lira's face and looked into Lira's wet eyes, but still showed a great fear in them.

Of course it is not easy for Lira to forget the bad memories she had. Especially at that time, Reza did not recognize her as a wife at all to make Lira insulted and expelled in front of many people. Lira had a look, Reza smiled mockingly at him. Another thing that Lira is difficult to forget is when she was left alone, until finally she was forced to go home on foot alone in the middle of the night, on a lonely road.

"I'm sorry, I've inflicted a deep wound on my dear heart and it's hard to forget. Forgive me for not knowing about your affection."

Reza paused his words and changed his position to rest in front of Lira and clasped the tiny hand gently. He doesn't care if his pants get dirty with dust.

"It is a shame to be allowed to law in any way. But please, don't torment yourself dearly by harboring all the wounds of your heart alone."

Lira nodded slowly with tears still on her cheeks. Reza wiped the tears and gently kissed both of Lira's eyes.

"We're going home, yeah." Gentle Reza. Lira shakes her head back. "Continue, baby where are you going? Hmm?"

"You're going in. It's not good with those who are already ngundang."

"But, what a pity is no good now."

"Lira will be fine, as long as I don't leave Lira alone."

"Darling sure?" Reza asked, making sure his wife was okay.

"Yes, mas. Lira sure."

"Yes, that's why we're going in now. I promise you, I won't leave you alone."

With mixed feelings, worried that his wife did not feel comfortable in the crowd, Reza clasped Lira's hand tightly to enter the hotel hall where her friend's wedding was held.

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Reza and Lira had entered the hall and were greeted by the scolding of Doni who had been waiting for him for quite some time. Doni deliberately waited for Reza to be together to go up to the guarantee to give greetings to the bride and groom. But what awaited never came, to make Doni mendumel upset.

"How long are you guys, anyway?!"

"Sorry bro, we had a sudden business. Killah Reza's. "Have you met the bride?"

"not yet. From now on, we've been waiting for you to be the same Lira so we can be together."

"okay!" Doni and Amel.

The two halal couples who look mismatched, go straight to the seclusion that already looks lonely, to congratulate the bride and groom.

"Congratulations, bro. May your marriage be a blessing, the world and the hereafter." Reza said sincerely while hugging his friend.

"Aamiinu. Thank you, you guys have come all the way to my wedding."

"Together."

Then Lira greeted the bride, while Reza only cupped both hands to the chest. Doni and Amel did the same. After which, they headed for the round table to sit for a while. Reza and Doni took the initiative to get snacks and drinks for their wives. Lira quickly refuses, not wanting to be left behind by Reza, even though Reza has explained that he only briefly to take drinking water. But the Lira refused. Reza also followed Lira's wishes because he had promised not to leave her. Finally, Doni and Amel are taking snacks as well as drinks for Reza and Lira.

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After eating a snack, the two couples decided to return to the villa. They arrived at exactly 10 p.m., when the parents and children of the brand had fallen asleep. They went straight to their rooms to clean up before taking a break.

As usual, Reza helps Lira clean herself and change clothes. Afterwards, Reza helped Lira up to the bed. Reza patted his arm, so that Lira approached and slept with her sturdy arm. Lira happily followed Reza's wishes because that's where the most comfortable place Lira liked so far.

"Darling, I'd like to ask." He said as he stroked gently the voice of his beloved woman.

"What do you want to ask, Mom?" Sahut Lira with her eyes closed, enjoying the soft touch of Reza's hand on her head.

"Honey still have trauma moreover, besides kayaking at the party place earlier?" Ask Reza carefully.

Lira immediately looked up her head staring at Reza's face with a frowning forehead.

"Why is it like that?"

"Mas just wants, we're open to each other so we can both treat each other. I don't want that to happen again."

Lira was silent for a while to think. That's right what Reza said. If Lira keeps everything herself, then surely she will go back to experiencing things like that. Then Lira took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

"Actually, Lira is traumatized if the fish pond deck is the same warehouse behind the house. Long time ago mas nyiram Lira use pool water, it goes into the nose of the Lira and it hurts so much. Furthermore, Lira was also afraid to see the warehouse because the mas once held Lira there in a laper and frightened state. Lira's afraid of the dark, mas." Said Lira while immersing her face into the chest of Reza's field with tears that had slid down her cheeks. Even Lira's tears had wet the T-shirt Reza was wearing.

Lira answered successfully silenced Reza's mouth. Reza even cursed himself for having done evil to the Lira who had no energy to retaliate for his harsh treatment.

Reza stroked Lira's head with trembling hands, unable to hear the outpouring of his wife's heart which he had been alone.

"Sorry."

I don't know how many times the word came out of Reza's mouth.

"I'm sorry, I've become the most uncivilized, senseless person you've ever known." His words were full of regret.

"But Lira is sorry, really. Lira is not vengeful either. Lira just hope, mas don't ever change, yeah. It remains as Lira knows it today, who has always loved Lira and the children as well."

Lira realized, all this time Reza had also suffered greatly by bearing the burden of guilt in her heart. Therefore, the Lira no longer wants to bring up everything that has happened. Because Lira saw, there were many sacrifices Reza had made to make her happy. But with the events today, making Lira forced to tell what she has been quieting all this time so that her heart becomes calm.

"God willing. Mas promise will always love and love mother and children. Thank you for forgiving such a heartless jerk like you."

"Istighfar, yes. Can't say that. Dedek is horrifying."

"Sorry, baby."

Reza quickly beristighfar then stroked his wife's stomach gently as a sign of his apology to his future son.

"Yes, he cried. The lira is sleepy." His words are back.

"OK, honey. Now we're sleeping." Reza kissed the entire face of Lira without missing a single one, then they slept in a hugging position.

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Likely, during this fasting month, the author will rarely up. But, as much as possible, the author still tries to take the time to write this story.

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